I do not own That's So Raven and she's also not psychic in this story.
Raven walked into school for the first in about 3 or 4 days. Feeling better, constantly checking to see if there was anything visible yet. It had been atleast 3 weeks almost a month since the incident of her shattered innosence. She walked towards her locker, spotting Eddie and Chelsea, quietly and slowly enough for them not to notice her...
"So Eddie, did you talk to Rae yet about how you feel?" speaking in a monotone, thinking she's not being heard. "No...and Chels I want her to know so bad but I can't get between her and Devon like that" Eddie said "There's so much emotion and want, it's drawing me deeper into her, I don't think I can hold it back any longer"
Raven over hearing them, paused quickly in her steps and listened.
"Eddie, I know Rae would understand, you should her before anything else spirals out of control" Chelsea said. "Chels with all that Rae is going through right now..." he fades as he spots Raven looking extremely puzzled at over-hearing their conversations. "Rae.." Eddie calls out feeling his heart moved from his chest to the soles of his shoes. Chelsea turns slowly, eyes bucked out of her head. Raven, not knowing what to say, just stands and looks at him...if eyes could melt people, Eddie would be water.
"How long..." Raven says fighting back tears, "How long have you been keeping this from me...and why?" Not knowing whether to run to him, hug him and give him the most passionate kiss he has ever had, run away or scream cry and yell. Not even wanting to wait for an answer. She felt faint, queezy again and she knew what was next. She was having another anxiety attack...she rushed towards the bathroom. She suddenly felt she should blame Eddie for part of this happening.
Raven what are you thinking, none of this is Eddie's fault, it's never easy to tell someone you love them, God...I just wish he had told me sooner...maybe Devon and I would have never happened. Why didn't I see this....and Chelsea, as usual helping Eddie keep secrets from me
It felt like the world was coming down on her head. She knew she shouldn't have come back to school so soon, but she didn't wanna risk potentially failing the year. Her face was so hot, her tears were like boiling water steaming from her face, all at once, she hated Devon, Eddie, Chelsea and herself. Mostly Devon, Ed and Chels...for screwing with her emotions like this. She felt like she needed a break form everybody. Chelsea slowly entered the bathroom.
"Raven--" Chelsea knew what her friend was feeling and tried to sound as compasionate as possible.
"Chels, I don't care" Raven started, "I just don't. Howcome I feel like such an outsider, like no one has to tell me what going on, but yet I'm always the center of the whole problem!"
Chelsea looked into Raven's eyes and she could see all the hurt, pain and anger she felt all in one glance. Raven was never an angry or depressive person, she wanted to just hug her and never let go. Then she wanted her to continue to vent and just listen.
"My senior year! Everything has to come crashing down! I'm pregnant, being played with emotionally, having secrets kept from me...by my own best friends!" she almost yelled with tears continuously falling adding to the inner erruptions. She looked at Chelsea with such a stare, that it broke Chelsea into pieces and she felt the tears, feeling so bad for adding to this pressure, thinking she was doing her best to protect her friend from all that was slowly killing her. "Chelsea, do you guys hate me or something..." she broke down again, falling to the floor. Chelsea quickly rushed to grab her.
"Omg, Rae, no we love you so much" Chelsea said holding her friend, craddling her like a baby on the bathroom floor. "Rae, we're so sorry, it wasn't the time..." Chelsea said crying, "It just wasn't the time".
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She left school, dodging her friends and Devon for a slow quiet walk home. Exhausted from the way her day kicked off, she threw her body onto her bed and sank into
it. Meanwhile Eddie coached himself all the way to Raven's house, preparing him for the talk ahead. He approached Raven's door, taking a deep breath, ready for whatever was to come.
Hey everybody! Omg, the hurricane wiped us out, but I am currently alive(obviously) and in a stable home. Computer back at hand, even though I have to work now, but I'm definitly gonna continue the story and give u what's due. I have another story I'm gonna start cause I like putting the characters in odd situations, without psychic Raven too. Anyway, hey to all the old reader, ChelseaVanDerPol, Andrew, what the sound, and all you other readers. DON'T LET THE TSR FAN FICS DIE, KEEP THEM COMING AND MORE INTERESTING.
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