Lost Paradise.

Serena's note

Hi. My name is Serena Usagi Tsukino, I am 15 years old and I am a Sailor Senshi, Sailor Moon. Actually I became a Sailor Senshi five months ago, then a strange cat with name Luna appeared and told me I must fight for love and justice; at first I thought it was exciting, but with time I understood that it is a curst destiny. Maybe I was misunderstood: I love to help my friends and our world, but sometimes is just so difficult. Things change from the beginning: I found four others Senshi, or they found me. Sailor Mercury, Sailor Mars, Sailor Jupiter and Sailor Venus, they are very special to me, they are my best friends. But I am afraid that this will change TODAY.

Flashback

November 4, 2005 year

21:00

A slender girl was sleeping peaceful in the golden waterfall of her hair on her bed. The moonlight was brightening her dreams, with his caring touch, like she was the only one who could feel it and may be….she was.

But her dreams never lasted for long. Beep. Beep. Beep. The thoughts of the charming prince in her dreams, change immediately. 'What happened? What is this noise? Ah, it is my beeper.' It was 21:00 in the evening, but youma attacks usually appear in this hour. Serena took her beeper and touched some buttons.

"Hey, Meatball head, Mars here, you must hurry we are in the park. It is big, it is ugly, it is strong and it is two. Just get up and take your lazy butt here, NOW!" Rei in her usual tone commanded. 'I am the leader of the Senshi why she gives me commands, ah, anyway.'

"Get you, I will be there in five minutes!" from the background of the Mars there were few explosions, Mars turned and gasped.

"Ok, we have a problem, Mars out." With this the connection brake. Serena rose up and run to her window. With quick move she was on the ground, but didn't stopped she kept running, towards the park. On the way she took her locket and shouted "Moon prism power!" in the flash of light there were Sailor Moon running, in the place of Serena.

'They never send two youma before, they are up to something, I am sure it some kind of trap, but I must go I must save my friends!' if Mars were listening her she would faint, this was not usual behaviour of Serena or this is what she thought. Not only Mars, all of them; they loved Serena and cared about her but never thought about her like brave soldier of the Moon.

Serena was close she was already in the park and could hear the explosions of the powers of senshi and see flashes of lights: blue, yellow, red and green.

She run as faster as she could, and in few seconds she was on the field but couldn't see anything because of the Mercury's mist. "Minna, where are you?" she yelled, but nobody answered. The whole situation started to scare her, and….if she was too late. Somebody's hands grasped her by the waist and before she could scream a glowed hand close her mouth.

"That's our final guest, our little Moon brat." Said the stranger, it was a tall young man in grey general's suit with blonde hair made in low ponytail and piercing green eyes. 'Zoisite. And what happened to the others?...Tuxedo Mask where are you?' ' Thought Sailor Moon. "Well, well, well, I am here ready to kill you and your hero the Cape Boy is no where in the sign; how pathetic, you are here to save your friends and you will die trying. I will put you out from your misery. What is your dead wish, brat?" Zoisite whispered in her ear and took away a hand from her mouth, with one shift in his free hand appeared a sharp black crystal, in the form of knife.

"Go to hell Zoisite, I am not going to die!" whispered with anger Sailor Moon and tried to free herself but his grip only tighten painfully on her. "I wish I could make your last wish true, but I can not. And about the other :You are just so so wrong, Sailor Moon!" he laughed and shove in the knife in her side, at first her sailor suit was trying to protect his owner from the prickly crystal, but failed. Her eyes widened then the knife made his contact with flesh. Sailor moon wanted to scream but her voice died in her throat, when the fog cleared and she could see her Senshi and the youma. The youma was ugly and big like Rei said. It was green and had a feminine form with eight long legs like octopus, red eyes and big teeth, her hair was dark shade of green. Her four legs was up in the air holding four unconscious Senshi. Zoisite elevated from the ground still holding Sailor Moon in his grab. Sailor Moon was trying to breath, she felt something warm making its way on her leg - her blood, her white body-suit was already soaked with blood and had a crimson color.

"Look, Sailor Moon, they are dying just like you, I will give you a gift for your funeral I will live you here to see your friends die as you will die as well but more painfully. Hope you enjoyed our last meeting, Sailor Moon." He hissed with hatred and threw Serena on the ground.

"Octominei, Werewolf, then you finish whose four and if this brat will not dead yet finish her as well. Chao!" rose petals started to whirl around him and he disappeared. Octominei and another youma which was hiding in the bushes nodded. The other youma was a huge wolf, with grey fur and glowing green eyes, and it was moving on his two feet.

Sailor moon got up on her knees and looked at the youma and monster with disgust, 'How dare they! Minna don't worry I will save you all!'. She rose on her shaken feet and took off her tiara, with all her strength she threw her in the youma and shouted "Moon Tiara Magic BLAST!" . Monster looked horrified on the Serena, then he saw the weapon coming. Then the tiara touched the youma there was a huge outburst. The youmas became dust from the explosion and the Senshi was threw with such strength in the nearby trees, that the trees brake in the middle. The monster which was hiding in the bushes became dust too. All the field burned from the power of the Moon Senshi.

Sailor Moon collapsed on the ground 'I just want to rest for a while and then I will check on the others. Where are you Tuxedo Mask? You said you will be always here to protect me.'

20 minutes after

"Sailor Moon….Sailor Moon….Sailor Moon." Soft voice started to call for Serena. She looked around but didn't saw anything but blackness. "Where am I? Who are calling me?"

"Sailor Moon wake up your friends are coming back." Said the gentle voice from the spark of light ahead of Serena.

"What….Oh!" Serena woke up, she was on the ground and something sticky was on her side and leg. She looked around still dark and the Senshi still in the places they landed. She heard a whine and stood up, her side still bleeding badly. Slowly she walked to the fallen Senshies. First of all the Senshi rose Sailor Jupiter, then Sailor Mars and then Sailor Mercury, Sailor Venus didn't rose up at all. She was laying on the ground unmoving.

All of the Senshi, except Usagi grouped around unconscious blonde. Venus wasn't breathing, and Ami despairing was trying to find her pulse.

"Minako-chan….Minako-chan!" cried Serena, but she didn't came closer she was afraid, terrified about the idea…..

"Meatball head… what had you done!" shouted Mars, angry tears already making their they on her cheeks, Lita took her hand and squeezed it hard.

"Everybody, just calm down, she has a pulse, a weak one, but she has it. I will call an ambulance. She will be alright…..We all tired we will talk tomorrow about this…accident."

Mercury called an ambulance and it arrived few minutes after. Jupiter agreed to came alone with Mina in the hospital, saying that they all was tired, but she hasn't parents which was waiting to see their daughter in the bed tomorrow in the morning. Lita left with the ambulance leaving Serena, Amy and Rei alone.

"Minna… I am…. so… sorry." mumbled Serena. Rei glared at her with abhorrence , " You are sorry! You are SORRY! Do you understand what had happened just now!...Usagi-chan she could die, anybody of us could die and not because of youma-attack or some kind of monster, but because of YOU, because you, Usagi-chan almost kill us….Do you understand? KILL us! What were you thinking? But what I am saying you never think…" she sigh, all her emotions, all the anger and sorrow she had, she threw them at Serena.

"Rei, we can talk about this later, please just let's go!" pleaded Amy, Usagi first stared at Mars then at Mercury and didn't said anything just run away from them, tears of sadness and regret flying down her cheeks. Sailor Mercury and Sailor Mars were too shocked to see the burgundy color of the Sailor Moon's body-suit, and the bloody signs she was leaving behind her; and in the end it was still too dark.

Serena made her way to the home, detransformed and popped on the bed sobbing ' They don't understand, I wanted to help, to help them…..I am so…so sorry.' She didn't saw like a black cat laid near her head and started to purring "Usagi-chan what happened, why are you crying?"

"Luna, go to the Artemis tell him that Minako-chan is in the hospital." said Usagi through the tears.

"But Usagi-chan what happened?" murmured Luna.

"Nothing, just GO!" screamed Serena, Luna gasped but didn't said anything, just jumped from the window. Then Usagi was alone, only then she understood that she was still bleeding. Her pink pyjamas was already red from her blood. "It is hurts maybe I just need to clean it up."

End of Flashback

To be continued….