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To Morbid Flower: Yes, in my world, Ed is sweet like that

DRABBLE nine!

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Never again.

Everyone around me I love gets hurt somehow.

Al was almost blown to pieces by a psychotic killer, and now that he's human he won't be so lucky as to survive when he's not metal, and now it's only a matter of time until Roy is hurt.

Yes, it is better for all of us that I leave now, before anyone else is hurt, just get on that train and leave before I change my mind, it's for the better.

I fight the tears threatening to pour from my eyes, but it's a losing battle, they come out in floods, they won't stop, and I make no move to make them.

"All aboard!"

Time to go, but I linger a moment longer to wipe my eyes, and then step forward.

"Ed!" I can hear his voice, "Edward!" He sounds pleading; I want to believe he's real, that he's come to stop me from doing the exact opposite of what I want to do.

But he's not real; he hasn't come to stop me from getting on this train after all; I know he's swamped down with everything he has to do back at the office, so it isn't him, but a part of me wants to look back and see that it is.

But it can't be, never again, never again can I look back, I must keep moving forward, no matter how much it hurts…

Fin

Should I make it into a fanfiction, not just a drabble? Maybe, maybe not…. Tell me what you think!

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damn that was a short drabble, so sorry….