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/Ryou/

Bakura

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Morning

Bakura woke up with a hangover that would kill a horse.

"Oh Ra, how much did I drink?" Bakura stood up then fell back down. "Bakura, never do that again." He told himself as he got up and went to get a shower. The water was warm and felt good as it ran down Bakura's pale body. He caught himself wishing that Ryou would come and join him in the shower and an instant later scolded himself for it. He got out and went to his newly organized dresser. Bakura got out a pair of leather pants but didn't bother with a shirt. Then got out his journals, all they contained was lusts and desires he had of Ryou and wrote down what happened in the shower. "What smells so good?" He wondered as he put up his journals. "It smells like…breakfast!" Bakura jumped over the bed and went down stairs. He came into the kitchen just as Ryou was filling a glass of oj and milk each. "What's all this?" Bakura asked looking at the table.

"Breakfast burritos." Ryou glanced at Bakura and suddenly felt drawn to the tomb robber. "A shirt Bakura?" He suggested to his friend as he tried settling the disturbing thoughts that now entered his mind.

"What?" Bakura sat down. "I'm not going anywhere today. Besides why do you care, are you hiding something from me?" He entered Ryou's mind just when Ryou finally pushed his sinful thoughts aside but he caught some of it.

/Bakura…me…bed./ Then Ryou's mind went silent.

"What were you thinking?"

"Nothing" They ate in silence for the rest of breakfast.

It was good. Thank you little one.Bakura's voice entered his head and he smiled at him thanking him and calling him 'little one'.

/Anytime./ was all Ryou replied because he didn't trust his own mind. Ryou cleaned the dishes with Bakura's help then put his shoes on and headed for the door. Bakura looked at the pale haired boy who haunted yet pleasured his dreams.

"Where are you going?" Bakura put his arms around Ryou and Ryou had to fight the desire to spin around in his arms and kiss Bakura.

"Bakura I'm going out for a movie. Let go of me, I'm not yours to have. I'll be back later if you must know and I'll be Serenity and Joey. Now, let go of me." Ryou hide his disappointment when Bakura let go and he left. Bakura felt torn. First, Ryou seems to want him, and then he wants nothing to do with him, it hurt.

I just don't understand. I'll be here waiting for you if you ever want another's love Ryou.Bakura didn't mean to send the thought to Ryou but did anyway. Ryou felt like crying, he hurt Bakura.

/I'm sorry, Bakura./ Ryou tried to send an apology to Bakura but the pale Egyptians mind had closed off to all others. A tear had escaped Ryou's eyes. Kaiba came up and saw Ryou looking so vulnerable and got an idea but he would have to wait till later. Seto followed Serenity, Joey, Mai-met her at the theater, and Ryou inside the movie theater. Bakura let the tears fall as he realized that he had fallen for Ryou but could never have him.

"I have to get out of this house." He put on a shirt, grabbed his jacket and left the empty, saddened house. Bakura went and sat on a bench in the park thinking of his problems when Yami came up and sat down.

"Thinking of Ryou?" Bakura jumped and looked sideways at him.

"Why would you say that? You have no idea about what I'm going through, even though you're right." Yami just nodded.

"I knew because; one, I'm going through that with Yugi except that I've slept with him, long story; two, you didn't notice anyone came up to you or sit next to you; and tree, you didn't yell at me to go away when you finally noticed I was here.

"I don't know what to do. I mean…Ra! Why does he have to be so complicated?"

"Because no man can be easy. I would have to say they're almost as bad as women." Bakura laughed.

"Yeah, but women can never pleasure the way men can."

"A men. Well since all you're doing is moping, want to get a soda or something?" Yami suggested.

"Alcohol." Bakura and Yami got up and started to go to the local bar.

"So, what's wrong with you and Yugi?" Bakura asked honestly wanting to know. He really missed doing this, just talking to Yami.

"Yugi has been acting a little strange ever since I took him to bed."

"You took his virginity?! Wow, didn't know you hadn't it in you." Bakura teased.

"I didn't think I could at first, I mean I hadn't intended on it until he came in my room and slipped in next to me in bed and asked me to do it."

"I wish Ryou would do that with me, hell that would be just what I need." Yami opened the bar door for him.

"Well he's been kind of distant since then. I wish he wouldn't because I've been dying to get him in bed ever since." Yami and Bakura ordered the strongest thing the bar had to offer.

"Well at least you've had him I can't even hug Ryou. It's sad, and what's worse is I want him soo bad. You would understand if you had walked in on him while he was in the shower!"

"I did that to Yugi a week before he decided to climb in my bed naked." Drinks are served.

"Here's to happiness, in hopes we get what we want." Bakura lifted his glass.

"To happiness." Yami clanked his glass against Bakura's. Then they took their first of many drinks.

Later

Ryou came home from the movies with strawberry ice cream for Bakura and hoping it would help with his apology for his weirdness lately. Seeing the way Joey and Mai were at the movies made him long to be in Bakura's arms and by the end of the movie he was completely aware of his feelings, he wanted Bakura.

"Let me put this up and go find him." Ryou put the ice cream up and went to Bakura's bedroom to find him.

"I'll tell him everything." Ryou was about to open to door when he hears Bakura making love to another.

"Bakura…" Now hurt, instead of going into Bakura's room he went to his own room and cried. He was too late; Bakura probably didn't want him. Ryou came up with a plan and fell into restless dreams. Yami and Bakura had gotten dressed and wee down stairs watching TV.

"No more alcohol when we're together." Yami said thinking of what happened.

"Right no-" Yami's cell phone rang.

"Hello? …Oh, I didn't know…ok, I'll be home really soon." Bakura gave him a funny look. "Yugi's waiting for me in my bed."

"Oh, and you're still here why?" Bakura got up and gave Yami a hug. "But thanks for cheering me up." Yami left and Bakura went and looked in Ryou's room and noticed he was there. He went over to him and kissed his lips softly. "I still want you." Then he went to his own room and dreamed of Ryou and him.

There. I'm done with the second chapter. Please read and review.