Teenage Dirtbag
Part Eight- Abyss
AN: To Oforsakendarknesso0-san, before reading this whole chapter, I beg you to
PLEASE read first my note for you there below. I know I was careless so please
forgive me...! Oh! And this chapter is for you! °_°
…And to Futagoakuma-tenshi01-san, I apologize because I admittedly kinda
messed up with your name there in my AN in the last chapter. I'M SO SORRY,
ONEGAI FORGIVE ME!!! I'm only human, born to make mistake... hey, I think
that's a song… =_=;;…
…I was on a high when I typed chapter seven and the tranquilizer was delivered
late, I guess… Minna-san, please forgive my carelessness….*bows uncountable
times until head loosens* *horrid* ...And I have a huge problem... I can't open
my e-mail... there's definitely a problem with it. Hrrrm.... *sniff*
Lastly, I can't blame you if you'll find that this chapter sucks because this is
another step to the more exciting chapters. This is kinda like a "Q&A" between
Sei-chan, Fuuma, and Kamui-chan. I promise that you'll not get any of this again
in the near future but I still hope that you'll enjoy! ^^
~~~~~~
He's smiling. A cryptic one. I feel like crying.
I'm afraid.
Sakura petals are now starting to float around me. They are beautiful but they
can be very dangerous.
"Am I interrupting something here?"
"S--- seishirou…? W-- what are you doing here? Strolling in a dark street is not
the best thing to do at night… I guess." Fuuma stammers while his eyes are glued
at Seishirou's presence.
I'm not so sure but… is it just me or Fuuma's fingers are actually trembling?
"I think I shall ask you the same thing, Fuuma, MY beloved." Seishirou says
while breathing out the cigarette smoke from inside of his mouth. I wish… just
how I wish… that sooner or later, he'd die because of lung cancer. An illiberal
wish but I mean it.
Oh wait. My desperateness shows up its ugly head once more.
Now, I don't know what to do again. If Seishirou desires to kill me, I doubt
that I'll be able to escape. I mean… survive. I'll end up losing the existence
that I think I never have had.
He continues, "We've just finished dating, haven't we? And there you are wooing
that kid you have just met a while ago. Stabbing me in the back?"
Fuuma just smirks, the one he usually plays with with his lips, "Grudging, huh? I'm
not wooing him. Have no intention to. He's not my type. I don't go for skinny
boys. Well sometimes, I do go. But just to play."
That blows me. I know that for a long time already.
But does he really need to declare that in front of me?
Seishirou ignores what Fuuma has said then continues, "Awwww… don't tell me you
didn't enjoy what we have done a while ago? You've already forgotten, huh? Just
because of that Shirou-kun? That's an insult to my ego, do you know that, Fuuma?
And you know that that's the worst thing that could ever happen to me. I hate
that."
Fuuma walks closer to Seishirou, smiling seductively. He leaves me behind, not
knowing what should I do. I can run, but I fear that if ever I'd try to, Seishirou
would just really consider killing me. We can sort this thing out, right? We can
talk about this firmly, right? … without curtains, right…?
Oh no. Now, I really feel like crying.
"You are so humdrum sometimes, didja know that?" Fuuma comments to Seishirou
while smiling VERY attractively. He's so gorgeous that I want to drool over him.
But now, as you can see it, is not the right time for that senselessness.
Seishirou raises his right hand then starts caressing the line of Fuuma's
jawbone. The cigarette's still at the center of his two fingers and it can
nearly touch Fuuma's cheek. "You think I'll believe you, ne?" He says while
smiling sweetly but I know that there's more behind that. I notice Fuuma
squirmed with that a bit. Why…?
Okay. Maybe I'm just daydreaming… I mean 'nightdreaming'. So what if that's not
funny? I have no intention to amuse anyone this time, you know.
A while ago, I just can stare at them.
But now, I feel jealousy arouses inside of me.
I know I have no right to. But those beautiful stares and attractive smiles
they've been sharing with each other are too much…!
I suffer with that everyday in school.
Why do I need to still suffer with that right now?
I always thought that the campus is a hell on earth. Not because I hate studying
or taking exams. I've thought of that because the campus is the place wherein I
can usually see Fuuma and Seishirou together. I thought that if I'm not in
school, I'm free of that anguish.
But their togetherness always hunts me.
"You'll believe me." Fuuma answers to Seishirou.
"Hmm? Why should I? You've played false a lot of times already."
"You know that's not true." Slowly, Fuuma leans forward to reach for Seishirou's
neck. His eyes are half-opened beautifully and his crimson lips are aiming to kiss it.
"You know you hold me at the neck," Fuuma says and I can seriously sense
abhorrence in his voice. No. Maybe I'm just pushing that opinion of mine because
I just can't accept the truth that Fuuma loves Seishirou very much.
"I'm not a simpleton, Fuuma." Seishirou gently pushes Fuuma away from him. Fuuma's
startled at first but he immediately shows off that usual heart-melting smile of his.
He straightens himself up then latches his right hand at his neck. Caressing it
himself. Managing to seduce me more even though I know that he does that to
inveigle not me but Seishirou.
"Sure, you are not. What are you trying to point out?"
"You do know the consequences you're gonna face with if ever you mess up with
me, don't you? Do I need to know something? Why are you together?"
"Nothing at all. We're not together. We've just crossed with each other. And
with you." Fuuma chuckles, faking, "Haha! Whatta-whatta coincidence!"
With that, Seishirou transfers his gaze at me.
He slowly walks towards me.
My turn to squirm.
I can feel beads of sweats crawling down my cheeks. I feel like I'm going under a
test with that eye of his fasten at me.
"Nice seeing you, Shirou-kun." Upsetting seeing you. I want to reply at him.
He smiles at me. I only look down. I don't want to smile at him. I can't even
force myself to look at him because his eye is like stabbing me. I'm so much
afraid of him.
"Is Fuuma saying the truth?" He asks me.
I try to answer but I don't know what to say. My jaw is shaking violently now.
"Is he?" He's prodding the question now. I look up at Fuuma.
Fuuma's staring at me eagerly and I know that that stare means: "ANSWER!"
I look at Seishirou now, "H--- he is… saying… the-- t--truth…."
"Really? So you are strolling the dark and cold street all by yourself? Wait,
Fuuma. I think I shall ask you first. Why are you here outside?" He looks back
at Fuuma.
I discern that Fuuma gulps thickly. He ponders for a second.
My own fault that Fuuma and I are in a big distress. I want to bang my head on
the wall.
If only I've told him that I can certainly go home all by myself!
DAMN YOU, SAKURAZUKA! If only I could shout that without dying.
"I… You see… I was really on my way to your house." That's a good one, Fuuma. I
think Fuuma gets himself out of trouble now.
Oh, no! How about me? What should I tell Seishirou to be able to get away with
this?!
Seishirou laughs derisively, "You're joking! You've just left my house! You miss
me already? Oh that was very sweet of you, darling!"
"Well, I… left something in your house." Fuuma raises an eyebrow to Seishirou
while smiling.
"Really now? Hmm… what might it be?"
I see Fuuma secretly clenches his fist aggressively. I think it's not meant for
Seishirou to see.
Then, he smiles suggestively at his lover, "Well… it's not really a thing that
such minor like Shirou here should hear. I think it's inappropriate for us to
influence Shirou with the 'mature's stuff'."
I know what he's trying to say. Maybe an underwear, no?
Err… I shake my head furiously but just mentally.
What the hell am I thinking in the middle of a disaster?! I'm so ridiculous!
Seishirou grins, "I see….. That was an alluring answer, my honey. But I don't
believe you yet."
He gazes back at me, and so is Fuuma.
"How about you, Shirou-kun? Can you tell me?" The Death asks me. Ya, he is
Death. You believe me, right?
I want to kill him! Really! Why should he ask us those stuff!? Is he in the
position to?! The hell he cares of what we are doing here outside! Is that a
crime now?! If that is, then why is he also here outside!?! Shouldn't we ask him
the same thing!?
Okay. I know we will, or I mean I, will die if I defy to.
I sigh then suck my lower lip.
What am I going to say?
"I… ahh… I'm w--- waiting for someone… I'm meeting with him…"
"Oooh… Am I prying on your personal affair now? Hmm, I think whom you are meeting
with is so rude. It's not a nice thing to let you wait here at dark, is it?"
He accepts my answer. Whew.
"Yes, it is… M-- maybe… he has just stumbled with something… heaven knows
what…" Did I say the right words? Will he believe me?
"Mmmm…" He smiles, "Can I ask you something again?"
I know I can't answer 'no' to him. That would be a small word that could lead me
to my grave.
"I think he has said enough. That's out of our concern now. Come on, Seishirou.
Let's proceed to your house. Let's just leave him alone." Fuuma suggests.
Seishirou elegantly drops his cigarette stick to the ground. What does that
mean? That's not a big deal, no?
He smiles at Fuuma again, "But darling, my curiosity burns me. Shirou-kun will
let me know, will he not?"
They both look at me again.
"Ne? Shirou-kun?" Seishirou wants an answer so badly.
I slowly nod my head. Meaning giving him the chance to examine me or
whatever-he-wanna-call-that. My eyes still heavy, looking downwards. While
Fuuma's like blazing.
Seishirou nods again with a smile. That smile he always forms with his lips is
starting to get into my nerves. "Well, who's that you are waiting for?"
I look at Fuuma, like I'm asking him to help me to get away with this. But I
know he doesn't care about me at all. I have to get away with this myself.
"Well, Seishirou. The devil we care about that!" Fuuma says to his goddamn
baneful lover.
So… Fuuma helps me after all. I'm in the realm of glory. Thank you, Fuuma…
"Shut up, Fuuma." Seishirou's so rude! Commanding his boyfriend to shut up!?!
My turn to help Fuuma. But what am I to say?
"Ummm…ahh… y-- you see… err…" I'm trying very hard to answer him but I can
come up with none! I'm really going to end with this day! In five seconds, I'm dead.
One…
Two…
Three…
Four…
Fi----
"He's waiting for me. I'm so sorry, Kamui. I didn't mean to let you wait for so
long."
What the---!?!
I immediately look back. Seishirou and Fuuma take a peek also.
Wait… who the heaven….
S-- Subaru!?!
"Su… Subaru…?"
What is he doing here?! Maybe he's looking for me. He said that maybe because he
has overheard what's going on with the three of us here. Oh goodness, Subaru!
Thank you! Now I've already realized that I need you! My savior!
He walks towards us. Fuuma's looking at him, rankled, while Seishirou stares at
him from toe… to head… with dose of malice, I guess.
"Ooh… what a pretty boy you have there, Shirou-kun." He says while smiling at
Subaru, "You are? Shirou's what?"
Subaru just looks at him directly at the eyes. Or… eye.
"Sumeragi Subaru."
"Kombanwa, … Subaru-kun," Seishirou greets.
'Subaru-kun'?! I think Seishirou really is nuts.
Subaru didn't pay attention at that at all then adds, "I am Kamui's r---"
I disrupt Subaru immediately, "He-- he's my boyfriend! Yeah! Boyfriend!"
"Huh??" Subaru looks at me, obviously wondering.
I've said that because I need to make Seishirou believe that Fuuma's not
stabbing him in the back! That's the only way I can help Fuuma. I think that
even though he loves Seishirou, he's still a bit afraid of him. I don't have a
basis but that's what my inner-self whispers to me.
Maybe announcing to them that Subaru is my boyfriend is not the best thing to do
but I'm so befuddled! Confused!
I look up at Subaru; my violet eyes widen, begging him to answer 'yes'. "Right,
Subaru!?"
Subaru muses while my eyes are glaring at his, hard.
"It's like Subaru-kun here is declining you, Shirou-kun." That bastard says
while smiling, obviously teasing but in an evil way.
I take a glimpse at Fuuma.
Is he… stupefied?
Why did I say so?? Because his eyes are dim, looking at nothing. Expressionless.
Subaru is now staring at me with concern eyes. I mean… eye. "Kamui….?" He
whispers.
"Subaru… You love me, right…? You are my lover, right…?" I give him a forced
nod. Smiling nervously. My jaw is still trembling. I hope he gets what I'm
trying connote.
You see… I'm doing this crap for no one but Fuuma. I'm so rude to use Subaru.
Subaru, the only one who has been loving me sincerely. I hate myself. People
around me become damned because of me.
I have no intention to hook Subaru with this but I can do nothing else.
I can't blame anyone if they'll call me selfish. But they should try to put
themselves in my shoes then maybe they'll understand.
Just then, Subaru nods, "Yes, I do."
He looks back at Seishirou then says, "I'm Kamui's boyfriend."
I sigh with that. I'm very sorry, Subaru. If only I can tell this to him.
I know Seishirou doesn't really believe him. And… Fuuma…? His clenched fist is
trembling more roughly…? Are his eyebrows meeting?
Seishirou's smile widens some more. His gaze at Subaru becomes perilous.
Now Sakura petals are starting to float around Subaru. But gracefully. Like…
they delight Subaru. Or Subaru delights them.
"Prove to me." Seishirou utters three simple words.
…but I know that those mean much.
With that, Fuuma clasps his arm around Seishirou's, "That's too much bullshit,
Sei! Let's go! You've already known what you wanted to! Let's leave the two of
them!" He's frowning.
"But this is getting interesting, Fuuma, honey."
'Well, I'm not interested! We've wasted a lotta time already!"
"The hell I am. Don't be a moron."
I gulp. This is getting so far…
But Subaru let this to be..., "How should I?"
Seishirou grins sweetly, damn not again. And says nothing in return.
Subaru takes that. What is he going to do now?
Soon afterwards, he puts his arms around my waist then grabs my right hand.
Moving me a lot closer to him.
He leans down. Closes his eyes.
"Suba----!?"
But before I can even finish saying his name…
…He imprisons my mouth with his.
I think I've heard Fuuma gasps.
-Tsuzuku.
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Part Eight- Abyss
AN: To Oforsakendarknesso0-san, before reading this whole chapter, I beg you to
PLEASE read first my note for you there below. I know I was careless so please
forgive me...! Oh! And this chapter is for you! °_°
…And to Futagoakuma-tenshi01-san, I apologize because I admittedly kinda
messed up with your name there in my AN in the last chapter. I'M SO SORRY,
ONEGAI FORGIVE ME!!! I'm only human, born to make mistake... hey, I think
that's a song… =_=;;…
…I was on a high when I typed chapter seven and the tranquilizer was delivered
late, I guess… Minna-san, please forgive my carelessness….*bows uncountable
times until head loosens* *horrid* ...And I have a huge problem... I can't open
my e-mail... there's definitely a problem with it. Hrrrm.... *sniff*
Lastly, I can't blame you if you'll find that this chapter sucks because this is
another step to the more exciting chapters. This is kinda like a "Q&A" between
Sei-chan, Fuuma, and Kamui-chan. I promise that you'll not get any of this again
in the near future but I still hope that you'll enjoy! ^^
~~~~~~
He's smiling. A cryptic one. I feel like crying.
I'm afraid.
Sakura petals are now starting to float around me. They are beautiful but they
can be very dangerous.
"Am I interrupting something here?"
"S--- seishirou…? W-- what are you doing here? Strolling in a dark street is not
the best thing to do at night… I guess." Fuuma stammers while his eyes are glued
at Seishirou's presence.
I'm not so sure but… is it just me or Fuuma's fingers are actually trembling?
"I think I shall ask you the same thing, Fuuma, MY beloved." Seishirou says
while breathing out the cigarette smoke from inside of his mouth. I wish… just
how I wish… that sooner or later, he'd die because of lung cancer. An illiberal
wish but I mean it.
Oh wait. My desperateness shows up its ugly head once more.
Now, I don't know what to do again. If Seishirou desires to kill me, I doubt
that I'll be able to escape. I mean… survive. I'll end up losing the existence
that I think I never have had.
He continues, "We've just finished dating, haven't we? And there you are wooing
that kid you have just met a while ago. Stabbing me in the back?"
Fuuma just smirks, the one he usually plays with with his lips, "Grudging, huh? I'm
not wooing him. Have no intention to. He's not my type. I don't go for skinny
boys. Well sometimes, I do go. But just to play."
That blows me. I know that for a long time already.
But does he really need to declare that in front of me?
Seishirou ignores what Fuuma has said then continues, "Awwww… don't tell me you
didn't enjoy what we have done a while ago? You've already forgotten, huh? Just
because of that Shirou-kun? That's an insult to my ego, do you know that, Fuuma?
And you know that that's the worst thing that could ever happen to me. I hate
that."
Fuuma walks closer to Seishirou, smiling seductively. He leaves me behind, not
knowing what should I do. I can run, but I fear that if ever I'd try to, Seishirou
would just really consider killing me. We can sort this thing out, right? We can
talk about this firmly, right? … without curtains, right…?
Oh no. Now, I really feel like crying.
"You are so humdrum sometimes, didja know that?" Fuuma comments to Seishirou
while smiling VERY attractively. He's so gorgeous that I want to drool over him.
But now, as you can see it, is not the right time for that senselessness.
Seishirou raises his right hand then starts caressing the line of Fuuma's
jawbone. The cigarette's still at the center of his two fingers and it can
nearly touch Fuuma's cheek. "You think I'll believe you, ne?" He says while
smiling sweetly but I know that there's more behind that. I notice Fuuma
squirmed with that a bit. Why…?
Okay. Maybe I'm just daydreaming… I mean 'nightdreaming'. So what if that's not
funny? I have no intention to amuse anyone this time, you know.
A while ago, I just can stare at them.
But now, I feel jealousy arouses inside of me.
I know I have no right to. But those beautiful stares and attractive smiles
they've been sharing with each other are too much…!
I suffer with that everyday in school.
Why do I need to still suffer with that right now?
I always thought that the campus is a hell on earth. Not because I hate studying
or taking exams. I've thought of that because the campus is the place wherein I
can usually see Fuuma and Seishirou together. I thought that if I'm not in
school, I'm free of that anguish.
But their togetherness always hunts me.
"You'll believe me." Fuuma answers to Seishirou.
"Hmm? Why should I? You've played false a lot of times already."
"You know that's not true." Slowly, Fuuma leans forward to reach for Seishirou's
neck. His eyes are half-opened beautifully and his crimson lips are aiming to kiss it.
"You know you hold me at the neck," Fuuma says and I can seriously sense
abhorrence in his voice. No. Maybe I'm just pushing that opinion of mine because
I just can't accept the truth that Fuuma loves Seishirou very much.
"I'm not a simpleton, Fuuma." Seishirou gently pushes Fuuma away from him. Fuuma's
startled at first but he immediately shows off that usual heart-melting smile of his.
He straightens himself up then latches his right hand at his neck. Caressing it
himself. Managing to seduce me more even though I know that he does that to
inveigle not me but Seishirou.
"Sure, you are not. What are you trying to point out?"
"You do know the consequences you're gonna face with if ever you mess up with
me, don't you? Do I need to know something? Why are you together?"
"Nothing at all. We're not together. We've just crossed with each other. And
with you." Fuuma chuckles, faking, "Haha! Whatta-whatta coincidence!"
With that, Seishirou transfers his gaze at me.
He slowly walks towards me.
My turn to squirm.
I can feel beads of sweats crawling down my cheeks. I feel like I'm going under a
test with that eye of his fasten at me.
"Nice seeing you, Shirou-kun." Upsetting seeing you. I want to reply at him.
He smiles at me. I only look down. I don't want to smile at him. I can't even
force myself to look at him because his eye is like stabbing me. I'm so much
afraid of him.
"Is Fuuma saying the truth?" He asks me.
I try to answer but I don't know what to say. My jaw is shaking violently now.
"Is he?" He's prodding the question now. I look up at Fuuma.
Fuuma's staring at me eagerly and I know that that stare means: "ANSWER!"
I look at Seishirou now, "H--- he is… saying… the-- t--truth…."
"Really? So you are strolling the dark and cold street all by yourself? Wait,
Fuuma. I think I shall ask you first. Why are you here outside?" He looks back
at Fuuma.
I discern that Fuuma gulps thickly. He ponders for a second.
My own fault that Fuuma and I are in a big distress. I want to bang my head on
the wall.
If only I've told him that I can certainly go home all by myself!
DAMN YOU, SAKURAZUKA! If only I could shout that without dying.
"I… You see… I was really on my way to your house." That's a good one, Fuuma. I
think Fuuma gets himself out of trouble now.
Oh, no! How about me? What should I tell Seishirou to be able to get away with
this?!
Seishirou laughs derisively, "You're joking! You've just left my house! You miss
me already? Oh that was very sweet of you, darling!"
"Well, I… left something in your house." Fuuma raises an eyebrow to Seishirou
while smiling.
"Really now? Hmm… what might it be?"
I see Fuuma secretly clenches his fist aggressively. I think it's not meant for
Seishirou to see.
Then, he smiles suggestively at his lover, "Well… it's not really a thing that
such minor like Shirou here should hear. I think it's inappropriate for us to
influence Shirou with the 'mature's stuff'."
I know what he's trying to say. Maybe an underwear, no?
Err… I shake my head furiously but just mentally.
What the hell am I thinking in the middle of a disaster?! I'm so ridiculous!
Seishirou grins, "I see….. That was an alluring answer, my honey. But I don't
believe you yet."
He gazes back at me, and so is Fuuma.
"How about you, Shirou-kun? Can you tell me?" The Death asks me. Ya, he is
Death. You believe me, right?
I want to kill him! Really! Why should he ask us those stuff!? Is he in the
position to?! The hell he cares of what we are doing here outside! Is that a
crime now?! If that is, then why is he also here outside!?! Shouldn't we ask him
the same thing!?
Okay. I know we will, or I mean I, will die if I defy to.
I sigh then suck my lower lip.
What am I going to say?
"I… ahh… I'm w--- waiting for someone… I'm meeting with him…"
"Oooh… Am I prying on your personal affair now? Hmm, I think whom you are meeting
with is so rude. It's not a nice thing to let you wait here at dark, is it?"
He accepts my answer. Whew.
"Yes, it is… M-- maybe… he has just stumbled with something… heaven knows
what…" Did I say the right words? Will he believe me?
"Mmmm…" He smiles, "Can I ask you something again?"
I know I can't answer 'no' to him. That would be a small word that could lead me
to my grave.
"I think he has said enough. That's out of our concern now. Come on, Seishirou.
Let's proceed to your house. Let's just leave him alone." Fuuma suggests.
Seishirou elegantly drops his cigarette stick to the ground. What does that
mean? That's not a big deal, no?
He smiles at Fuuma again, "But darling, my curiosity burns me. Shirou-kun will
let me know, will he not?"
They both look at me again.
"Ne? Shirou-kun?" Seishirou wants an answer so badly.
I slowly nod my head. Meaning giving him the chance to examine me or
whatever-he-wanna-call-that. My eyes still heavy, looking downwards. While
Fuuma's like blazing.
Seishirou nods again with a smile. That smile he always forms with his lips is
starting to get into my nerves. "Well, who's that you are waiting for?"
I look at Fuuma, like I'm asking him to help me to get away with this. But I
know he doesn't care about me at all. I have to get away with this myself.
"Well, Seishirou. The devil we care about that!" Fuuma says to his goddamn
baneful lover.
So… Fuuma helps me after all. I'm in the realm of glory. Thank you, Fuuma…
"Shut up, Fuuma." Seishirou's so rude! Commanding his boyfriend to shut up!?!
My turn to help Fuuma. But what am I to say?
"Ummm…ahh… y-- you see… err…" I'm trying very hard to answer him but I can
come up with none! I'm really going to end with this day! In five seconds, I'm dead.
One…
Two…
Three…
Four…
Fi----
"He's waiting for me. I'm so sorry, Kamui. I didn't mean to let you wait for so
long."
What the---!?!
I immediately look back. Seishirou and Fuuma take a peek also.
Wait… who the heaven….
S-- Subaru!?!
"Su… Subaru…?"
What is he doing here?! Maybe he's looking for me. He said that maybe because he
has overheard what's going on with the three of us here. Oh goodness, Subaru!
Thank you! Now I've already realized that I need you! My savior!
He walks towards us. Fuuma's looking at him, rankled, while Seishirou stares at
him from toe… to head… with dose of malice, I guess.
"Ooh… what a pretty boy you have there, Shirou-kun." He says while smiling at
Subaru, "You are? Shirou's what?"
Subaru just looks at him directly at the eyes. Or… eye.
"Sumeragi Subaru."
"Kombanwa, … Subaru-kun," Seishirou greets.
'Subaru-kun'?! I think Seishirou really is nuts.
Subaru didn't pay attention at that at all then adds, "I am Kamui's r---"
I disrupt Subaru immediately, "He-- he's my boyfriend! Yeah! Boyfriend!"
"Huh??" Subaru looks at me, obviously wondering.
I've said that because I need to make Seishirou believe that Fuuma's not
stabbing him in the back! That's the only way I can help Fuuma. I think that
even though he loves Seishirou, he's still a bit afraid of him. I don't have a
basis but that's what my inner-self whispers to me.
Maybe announcing to them that Subaru is my boyfriend is not the best thing to do
but I'm so befuddled! Confused!
I look up at Subaru; my violet eyes widen, begging him to answer 'yes'. "Right,
Subaru!?"
Subaru muses while my eyes are glaring at his, hard.
"It's like Subaru-kun here is declining you, Shirou-kun." That bastard says
while smiling, obviously teasing but in an evil way.
I take a glimpse at Fuuma.
Is he… stupefied?
Why did I say so?? Because his eyes are dim, looking at nothing. Expressionless.
Subaru is now staring at me with concern eyes. I mean… eye. "Kamui….?" He
whispers.
"Subaru… You love me, right…? You are my lover, right…?" I give him a forced
nod. Smiling nervously. My jaw is still trembling. I hope he gets what I'm
trying connote.
You see… I'm doing this crap for no one but Fuuma. I'm so rude to use Subaru.
Subaru, the only one who has been loving me sincerely. I hate myself. People
around me become damned because of me.
I have no intention to hook Subaru with this but I can do nothing else.
I can't blame anyone if they'll call me selfish. But they should try to put
themselves in my shoes then maybe they'll understand.
Just then, Subaru nods, "Yes, I do."
He looks back at Seishirou then says, "I'm Kamui's boyfriend."
I sigh with that. I'm very sorry, Subaru. If only I can tell this to him.
I know Seishirou doesn't really believe him. And… Fuuma…? His clenched fist is
trembling more roughly…? Are his eyebrows meeting?
Seishirou's smile widens some more. His gaze at Subaru becomes perilous.
Now Sakura petals are starting to float around Subaru. But gracefully. Like…
they delight Subaru. Or Subaru delights them.
"Prove to me." Seishirou utters three simple words.
…but I know that those mean much.
With that, Fuuma clasps his arm around Seishirou's, "That's too much bullshit,
Sei! Let's go! You've already known what you wanted to! Let's leave the two of
them!" He's frowning.
"But this is getting interesting, Fuuma, honey."
'Well, I'm not interested! We've wasted a lotta time already!"
"The hell I am. Don't be a moron."
I gulp. This is getting so far…
But Subaru let this to be..., "How should I?"
Seishirou grins sweetly, damn not again. And says nothing in return.
Subaru takes that. What is he going to do now?
Soon afterwards, he puts his arms around my waist then grabs my right hand.
Moving me a lot closer to him.
He leans down. Closes his eyes.
"Suba----!?"
But before I can even finish saying his name…
…He imprisons my mouth with his.
I think I've heard Fuuma gasps.
-Tsuzuku.
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AN: You can curse me if you wish to! But please be gentle! =^_^=
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First, I want to scream OFORSAKENDARKNESSO0-SAMA!!!! YOU REVIEWED
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wasn't able to read yours… maybe I sorta like accidentally skipped through it. For
a long time, I thought you didn't review (that's also one of the reasons why I
updated chapter seven so late because I was kinda like whining for days because I
thought you didn't like it). It was TOO LATE (and I DO MEAN TOO LATE to the
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found out that you reviewed. Forgive me, onegai! I hope you aren't infatuated
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especially for you, oforsakendarknesso0-san… =_=v
Okay...
DARKNESS-SAN!!!!!!!! I thank you again for the piccies! You just don't know
how much it helped me! I was able to write this chapter because of that! This
chapter is also for you! I REALLY, REALLY APPRECIATE not only the pictures but also
the thought. You really are so generous! And again, thank you for that small note
you gave me! Thank you so much! I just can't stop saying 'Thank You'! I hope you
liked this chapter even though I personally think that this is a poor one. But I've
worked hard with this so I just wish and pray that you all enjoyed this. Especially
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Phoenix-san!!! I've read your GnR chapter 12 already and WHEW! It was SO
FANTASTIC! I was clapping all the way after I've finished reading it!!!! WHATTA NICE
SCENE BETWEEN THOSE TWO MARVELOUS BOYS!!!!!!!! I hope like you, I'll also be
able to write a cute kiss scene between Fuuma and Kamui in this fic! Hmm... in
this fic...???? O.o Oh, I think that's way far! Maybe on chapter 567,903... when
we finally get rid of Sei-chan... =_=v ^^
¤¤Thank you to all those who reviewed! Your reviews and advises are highly
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