Teenage Dirtbag
Part Eleven- Superstitions
AN: GOMEN NASAI, MINNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think this is the longest period of time
that I don't update. Let me explain!!! –o- Our PC was doomed!!!! I wasn't able
to use it for a long time. Chapter 11 was already halfway on its end when my PC
crashed! And I didn't have any copy of what I've written in a disk! My bad, my
bad! Please forgive me! I hope no matter how late I update, you'll still wait
for the next chapter because I really have no plan of abandoning this fic!
Please have faith in me! I want everyone to be happy so I will continue this by
hook or by crook! Yakusoku desu! ^^ Also, you might notice some changes in the
wordwrap from... uhm... chapters 8 or maybe up to here... I swear, I have
nothing to do with it, I really love the first wordwrap but I can't seem to
figure out if it is the PC screwing or the way I type the chapters or FF.net.
Ah! Saa! You can read now! Domo! ^^
Disclaimer: OOC, but all surely is used with it…
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'Raping'…?
Is anyone 'trying to rape' me?
Everyone's staring weirdly at Fuuma now. With what he has just shouted, who
wouldn't?
No one defies asking. All we can do to show that we don't understand Fuuma is to
stare at him, then, it's God's decision whether he will say anything to save
himself or something like that.
My two schoolmates let go of me. Maybe hurt and startled that they were judge
'low-life maniacs' in a wink without doing anything wrong, just doing what the
director is asking them to.
Me… I'm bemused. I don't know what to think. Is Fuuma concern about me? I
wonder… what if this scene is true? Will I collapse because of gladness? Or…
should I better not think of it? Yeah, right. Place your mind in this practice,
Kamui…! This is certainly not the time to build castles in the air.
Fuuma? Well, his mouth is hanging a little bit open right now. However, he still
looks gorgeous. I mean, try to hang your mouth open for a bit. Bet someone will
tell you that you look stupid. That those flies might enter in. But Fuuma…
nothing much changed with the level of his gorgeousness.
Damn, Kamui. There's no ever time in your life that you don't think of Fuuma as
a source of hot.
"Umm… Monou-kun…? Any… problem there?" Hizashi-sensei stutters. She's confused
as everyone here is.
Slowly, Fuuma sits back his chair. Still mute. Stupefied.
"You were saying…?"
After for what it seems like an eternity, Fuuma finally snaps out of his
thoughts. With his sharp eyes… bulging surprisingly, "Huh?"
"Umm… Is there any problem? Please tell us if ever there is. You know we'll be
very happy to help you." She's so nice, a very patient director. I'm starting to
admire her now.
Fuuma blinks twice. Then chortles, "Nothing, madam! I'm just practicing some
scripts here."
"I see… Very professional bishounen we have in here, ne?" Hizashi-sensei laughs
with it. We all let out a sigh of relief.
And everything is normal now. We can resume rehearsing. Or so I thought.
Miss Director is smiling. But after a couple of seconds, her expression changes,
looking a bit crucial. She looks at Fuuma with her forehead puckered a bit, too.
She then says, "But I remember no line like that…?"
"Ah--..!" Fuuma is bowled over. He halts for a while.
Now this is the moment for me to think if he is concern about me… in one way or
another. He wouldn't utter such thing without any special reason behind it,
would he?
"There… is no line like that?" He asks and Hizashi-sensei nods slowly.
Fuuma starts musing for a while. Then unexpectedly, he smirks.
"Really, huh? Then you gave me an imprecise script booklet. Shame on you. I'm a
major character and look what you've done." He afterwards harshly scrunches up
the script booklet and sends it flying into the blue trash bin near where he's
sitting.
We're all stunned with what he did again. Just a while ago he seemed to be very
nice… and now… Oh no. Not again.
I must say Fuuma's full of surprises. No one will ever be able to guess of
what's running inside his brain.
"I think you actually know what to do next."
Hizashi-sensei is currently speechless. Reply Hizashi-sensei, please, if you
don't want him to go infuriated!
"W… what…?" She's obviously nervous. I'm afraid for her.
Sharp eyes. Sharp golden eyes. Fuuma narrows his gaze. Scaring us some more.
Every time he does that, I'm sad. I don't like him that way much. I would never
like him that way ever.
I know he only do that to scare people. To get out of the needle's head in an
instant. I think he never wants his ego to be on a humiliating scene. His pride
is sometimes so high that's why it's very difficult for us others to reach him.
Especially for me who… loves him so much. I have to do all sorts of impossible
stuffs just to be able to get close to him.
I always think if Seishirou and him ever enjoy scaring people to-death by
glaring at them hard, eyes narrowed. I wonder if there was already a time that
their eyes got sore with what they are doing.
No. Fuuma's 'not that bad'. If ever he is bad, not as Seishirou is.
Now I remember the very first time I saw his eyes gleaming innocently. Without
any sign of menace. Yes, you're guess is right. It's every time he is with
Kakyou-san. Kakyou-san can stimulate benevolence to Fuuma big time. I'm so proud
of him. But at the same time, I envy him. I wish I could do the same. How I wish
I could tell Fuuma to get rid of his black maybe-metal mask… that it would be a
great idea for him to express out what he's feeling. That he can settle down
things with people by just talking with them nicely, without the 'murderous
look'.
Ahh… look who's talking.
Have to start with myself first before nerving others to do the same.
Fuuma cross-legs, " Simple, get me a new script booklet. An updated one, all
right?" He continues, "Quick. I don't want anyone, anything, unimportant wasting
my time." The obnoxious smirk is still with his lips. I wonder how long he can
last wearing it. I wonder how long I can last seeing him with it. It just makes
me really unhappy.
"H… Hai! Right away!" Hizashi-sensei looks around for her assistant.
The moment she sees him, she immediately scolds, "You heard him, Rei-kun!"
Rei-san is astounded at first, but quickly nods, "Yes, ma'am! In a minute,
Monou-san!" Then like a thunderbolt, he's gone before we know it.
"Thank you." Fuuma says, sounding like a dupe.
I shake my head. Fuuma really is sometimes a hurdle.
He's piquant endlessly.
I'm not in a comatose so I feel in a way that it's his bad.
… But he gets away with it in a very, breathtaking historical way.
Now I can say again: 'That's Fuuma.'
After a couple of long minutes, we're almost done with today's rehearsal.
Fuuma's on the stage now, practicing his part with the other casts. It's very
ridiculous the way their knees tremble. It seems that they're still petrified of
Fuuma up to this moment.
Until I see Yuzuriha sneaking behind the doors. What a surprise.
I instantly come to her. Smiling a little bit.
"Kamui-chan! I have no idea that you're into acting!" She says as soon as I get
close to her. I see that she finds it very impossible. Well yes, it is. But for
Fuuma…
"You're very great! How do you do it?! Tell me, tell me! I thought you belong to
the 'inactive' type of students but what I've just seen proved me wrong! You are
so kawaii up the stage!!!!!" She exclaims gleefully. Even though I don't get to
see her often, I know she's always like that.
"No… I'm not into acting. Actually, I don't know how to act. What I'm into is
this play." I explain delicately.
But no. I'm into Fuuma.
It seems that Yuzuriha didn't get what I mean. Her large bronzed eyes are
pierced at me with full of nosiness. "What do you mean?" She asks.
I display a patient smile. I have simply no time to explain such things but I
don't want to be harsh on her.
"Nothing. I mean… It's just really my dream to be involve in this play."
"I don't understand yet. Why? I mean… what's in this play? Why don't you get
involve in the choir? They'll perform in this coming school's festival, too!"
"I can't sing."
"But you just said that you don't know how to act, too..!"
"I'm learning."
"You can learn to sing, too!"
Her voice is clinging in my ears. I don't hate it but I don't like it either. I
know she's young that's why she's more curious that the others. But… I don't
want anyone digging this part of me.
I want to be with Fuuma that's why I joined this play. Period.
But I can't reveal it to her. She wouldn't understand. What's more, she likes
Subaru for me.
She sneaks beside me. Her cat-ears making their appearance. Include six
cat-mustaches with it. And don't forget the tail.
"Who's the other lead charas?? Move a bit, I can't see them!"
It's great. She's not that expectant for the answers to her queries.
I step back a little bit for her to take a glimpse at the people there at the
stage while I answer, "Monou Fuuma…"
She's surprised and looks quickly back at me.
"Monou??? That… That tormenter?!?" She squeals while biting her lower-lip in
fright.
My eyes swell a bit, I want to tell her that her term is too inconsiderate for
Fuuma's disposition but before I can react, she continues, "How can you last
working with him??? We all know that yeah, he's so bishie, but we know, too,
that he's perilous. I don't want to judge him this way but Kamui-chan, it's
barely safe to be beside him!"
She has a point.
But I don't care about that.
I can't let myself lose an opportunity again. It's not always right to give way
to others. To take their opinions. It won't always make us happy to sacrifice. I
need happiness in my life, too. I can't stand listening to others anymore
because all they say are opposite to what will make me glad…
I want to be happy, too. Even once.
I smile at Yuzuriha and she's stopped for a while.
I nod, still smiling, "I know… And I'm ready to take the consequences."
"Why…?" Her eyes are beseeching.
"Because I want to."
"I don't want you to be hurt, Kamui-chan…" She whispers while stabbing her eyes
at mine. Her lashes seem to be very heavy.
I smile even more with that and place my pale hand on her small shoulder.
"I won't be hurt. If ever I am to, I'm ready. But I know I won't be."
She places a hand at my faint cheek in return. "Can you tell me why are you that
so determined? Is it because you want to be popular? You can be popular without
being around Monou-san."
No, Yuzuriha, no.
I shake my head gently, "I don't care about the 'popularity race' around the
other kids. All I want is… to be happy."
"I can make you happy! Segawa-kun can do, too! Most of all, Sumeragi-san ---!"
I obstruct her discourse, which is getting a little bit personal now.
"Don't mention Subaru. He's okay at our place right now. You don't want to make
him sneeze, do you?"
She shakes his head slightly and forces herself to smile, "Iie… But you know, I
just really don't like Monou-san that much. I think he's always taking advantage
of others' weaknesses. How about you, do you like him?"
I'm taken by surprise.
Yes I do.
I didn't answer Yuzuriha. But she proceeds with the asking, "If you do, why? And
if you don't, why not?"
We both pause for a while.
I'm thinking about it.
Why do I like Fuuma so much?
He's not that nice unlike Subaru. But I like him than Subaru.
Others have so many negative thinking about him and his relationship with
Seishirou but I like him.
And most of all, he doesn't love me but I love him.
I look at him up there at that stage. I want to make sure that he's still there.
I want to take a glance at his face.
He's acting right now. His fine-looking body is very visible. That raven hair of
his is dancing with his every sway. He is full of energy and inspiration, I've
observed. The mirrors to his soul are sparkling with passion.
I think again. Why do I love him?
I smile within myself.
Only two things I'm sure with:
I don't need reasons to love him. And all I know is I love him.
I look back at Yuzuriha and smile, "It's quite late. I'm going home. How about
you?"
She breaks away from her previous mood then smiles back, "Mm! I'm going home,
too! Let's walk together!"
"Hai!"
I fix my things now and I realize that everyone does, too. Fuuma is just near
me, arranging the stuffs inside his bag.
I stop for a while and secretly start staring at him and I know he doesn't
notice. He zips his bag now.
I don't need reasons to love you…
"Bye. See you around."
I gasp. I gulp.
I look back behind me. No one is there.
I look back at Fuuma again. He's walking away.
While I feel my cheeks heat up.
"Bye…" I whisper though I know he can't hear me now.
I feel a pat on my back, "Come on!"
It's Yuzuriha and she's smiling.
I nod.
We're now walking this side of town. I feel really good. I hear Yuzuriha chats
but I'm too blithe to understand her.
Then I notice her stop.
"Yoshii! Left is my way! Bye bye, Kamui-chan! Take care!"
I smile. My way is straight ahead.
Yuzuruha jogs towards to the left side until she's out of sight. Now I'm walking
alone but I don't really mind. I'm very happy as of now.
Oh. I almost forgot. A classmate asked me if I could bring his bio-data to this
agency inside the Diet building since my place is just near it. Being a 'nice'
fellow, I said yes.
Now where's the room? I knock and open on one door. Not here.
I think here it is. Oh no, not yet.
Maybe here.
"Umm… excu--"
Now this room is a bit odd. No lights, just candles. Who could work properly
without lights?
"Please… come in…" I hear a soft girl's voice although I can't see anyone. I
adjust my perception. Now I can see someone.
"Come in… Kudasai…"
I quietly tiptoe inside. It's a bit eerie here. The person is quite far away.
Little by little, I have a picture of her face.
A girl sitting on the floor? Lone in a large weird room?
Her white hair is very long, stretched-out on the flooring and her clothing is
out of the ordinary. She looks very mysterious. And scary, too.
She opens her large eyes. Those are expressionless scarlet!
"Your name… is Kamui…?"
This is aberrant! I hear her talking but her mouth isn't opening at all!
And how does she know that I'm Kamui?!?
"You're happy now but how about later? …You love someone?"
I nod.
"Stop…"
"What do you mean…?"
"It will only bring you so much misery. I feel it's not worth it. As early as
now… you better stop."
"What the…"
"But if you think what you feel is right, go on. But as for my opinion, it's no
good."
"I DON'T CARE!" I shout before I ran away. I even hear her called 'matte!'.
What does she know?!? NONSENSE!
I know she's talking about Fuuma!
I've sacrificed enough just to be happy and then just a little girl informs me
that she feels bad about what I'm feeling good?! Why does almost everyone has
the same perception that what I feel is not right?! First Yuzuriha. Then she.
I don't care if she's a psychic or whatever! I don't believe her! Not even at
the slightest!
I run. Continue to run. Until I reach our place.
I pant for a while in front of the door. My hand clutching at the wall to
maintain my balance.
Suddenly, a pair of black shoes catches my attention.
I stop panting and begin thinking. These shoes are a little big to be Subaru's.
Besides, Subaru never leaves his shoes here outside. He probably has a visitor.
I open the door. I just hope that I wouldn't disturb them.
"Suba……" I gasp. I couldn't believe my eyes.
Subaru's inside with Sakurazuka!
-Tsuzuku.
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AN: I'm baaaaaaack!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I'm so inspired because I got to see F2 and
ASOS on a Live Concert! Heheheh… I can't believe it. I'm still thinking if
everything was just a dream…..
P.S. I have a new X fic! ^^If you like and if you have time, please read it! ^^
It's entitled 'You'll Be Dead'. No, it's not adventure, nor action! X'D It's a
light-hearted one… Comedy/Romance I supposed…! Hehe… Maybe somebody's actually
familiar with the phrase…! You bet! ^^
Kamikakushi-san! Thank you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sorry really for updating late!
Anyway, I'm happy this can make you laugh! ^^ But what kind of a weird reaction
does this get from you? 0_o
Madiha-san! ^^ *moves a while from your glomp* Another update but I know you
waited for a long while! Sorry! Nothing was wrong with Fuuma there! He was just
carried away by Kamui-kun's acting! Heheh… Ei, don't think of the negative side,
be optimistic! ^^ Nothing worse will happen… or so I said… *evil chortle* ^^
DOMO!
Ishuzu-san, I miss you again!!!!! ^^ Thank you for the praises! ^^ I hope I
didn't leave you again with a cliffhanger! ^^ I agree! X guys are SOOOO gorgeous
and I admire CLAMP so much for creating characters SO bishie!!!! ^^
Featherlight-san! ^^ Why are all thinking that Sei-chan's planning something
nasty?? Did I make him really evil?? O_o Yes, Fuuma's the possessive type here,
I really like him that way! ^^
DAHLIA-SAN!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!! ^^ *happy too much* No need to mail me! No
matter what happens, I'll continue this! PROMISE!!! ^^ I thank you for loving
the characterization even though it seems SO OOC! ^_~ WOH! Thank you for the
German lessons! ^^ I really learn a lot from you! ^^ I'm sorry I let you wait
for so long! *bows* Like what I always say, I love your GnR and Mortal Sins!
Please continue with MS!!!!! I love it so much! It's very wonderful and original
the way you write it! ^^ DOMO!!!!! ^^
CTFA-Crissania-san! I sense the power of three!!! Vince-san, Payu-san and you!
^^ Vince-san, Payu-san doesn't suck, you all rule! ^^ CTFA-san, sorry for making
you wait for years just like what you've said! ^^ Didn't mean it, really!
Payu-san, I'm so PROUD I impressed you! ^^ *jumps for joy* Vince-san…? Date…?
NYAAH!!! You must be kidding! Heheh! ^^ And thank you for the multiple praises
especially with the 'beautiful author' part! Hehe, *blushes*! ^^ And CTFA-san,
don't call me FF Goddess! That's too much! ^^ There are so many authors out
there who better deserve that title! ^^ But I think I deserve the 'long life'
part there! And don't cry! I don't want Payu-san to kill me and you kill
him/her neither! ^^ I'll try to update soon! THANK YOU! ^___^
Riku-san, domo! ^^ IF ever I write a chapter that nobody is OOC, it might be the
end of the world tomorrow! ACK! ^^ I hope you always have fun reading! DOMO!
Akurei Hikari-san! ^^ I like angry Fuuma, too! ^^ Domo!
Fanny chan-san!!!! MISS YOU!!! I'm so guilty I made you wait for so long again!
Thank you for always R&R! ^^ Daisuki! =^^=
Link621-san! Here's MORE! ^^ Don't feel bad for Subby, I have plans for him! ^^
Thanks!
Arashi-san, you promised! ^^ Thank you for saying that this is getting better!
Hey, what's the title of your fic?? I want to read it! ^^
Futagoakuma-tenshi02-san! ^^ So you were twins! So interesting! ^^ Please tell
your loving futago that I thank her for recommending you this! ^^ Does this mean
that this is a good fic?? 0_o What do you mean that the play is agonizing? Why
embarrassing? Do you mean in Fuuma's part? You're a hunky dude and they paired
you up with another guy who seems to be so weak?? *blushes* Geez, I find my
description cute! ^^ Hehe… Of course I noticed both of you! I notice everybody!
;) THANKS FOR LIKING AND LOVING this! ^^ Oh… I'm sorry, I haven't heard of
'Sadame'… I've only seen X anime episodes 0, 5,6 since X vcds are always out of
stock or 'episodes not yet available' in the store where I buy. And just lately,
the store pulled-up from the mall… I don't know where they went. *sniffs* But on
the other hand, I love 'eX Dream' so much! ^^ OH! You're freshman in high
school?? I'm older! Gee! I'm already in sophomore! ^^ This past week, I've just
finished taking our second periodical exam! ^^ Anyway, good luck to you and to
your studies! I agree with you, we must persevere! ^^ Ganbare mo! DOMO!!!
Bloaty Kitsune-san! Hallo!!! You're new! I'm so glad you reviewed some chapters
separately! That way I got to know what do you think in each! Arigatou! ^^
Mauve… YEAH! You like that one? I hope so! ^^ Umm… Really you love chapter 8???
Geee!!!!! I LOVE YOU as the author!!!! Hehehe… I appreciate so much that you
loved that weird chapter! ^^ And… OH MY GOSH, TOO!! Cool, Cool! You're also an
F4 fan?! Yeah, Zai Zai rocks! He'll go here with Bao Long on November 29!!! He
was so hot in MG1 wherein he was playing the violin and that made me like him so
much. But now, I'm Ken's! Hehe! ^^ Thank you for the cool reviews and liking
this!
Bella-san, domo! ^^
Venedy-san, I LOVE YOU, TOO! I'm so sorry I made you wait for so long! It's my
dumb PC's fault! He's not strong enough that's why he was 'virused'! GOMEN
NASAI! I hope you'll still read! And I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Marmalade Boy is
airing here now! Though at the rival channel where Meteor Garden II is currently
shown! And at the same time slot that's why I have to open and watch on two TVs!
^o^ Sometimes, I become so puzzled and as a result, I can't understand both
shows! Ken is so handsome there, I must really say! Oh, Ken and Vanness went
here last September then Zai Zai and Bao Long by the end of November! ^^ DOMO
again! I hope you liked this chapter! ^^
Oforsakendarknesso0-san!!! Gomen, *pleads* I took oh-so-long again!!!!! But
please always speed up with Entrapment!! I want to read more and more of it!
Thank you for still reading! ^^ And don't scream when 'Tsuzuku' shows up, it's
an indication for a new chapter to come! ^^
Isabeau-san, hello there! ^^ Here's more but I apologize, you waited for so
long! I'm happy you find this cool! I'm trying my best to put more events as
possible to make you more interested! ^^ Domo!
Trinity-san, you flatter me! Thank you for loving each chapter! ^^
Fairy of irrelevance-san, you're a new one! Your code is so interesting! ^^
Here's the latest new chapter and I do mean *LATEST*, as in the 'MOST
DELAYED'! I should say I'm starting to feel guppy-chan's and rhiannon
rabbitsbane's claws on me!!! Help!! Haha, hey, what's with the pepperoni? I hate
that! =P Domo! *reads a new review… from Fairy of irrelevance also…* Eeep!!!
Please don't bang your head! If you get hurt, it's me to blame!!! Please stop
it!!! ^^ I hope you liked this new chapter! THANK YOU!
Ai Wataru-san! Thanks for saying that this is nice! Yeah, Kamui angsts… and a
lot! As for me, it can't be helped to write him that way! *cries*
Aestalitz-san! This is back again with more vengeance! Hehehe… The play is
important for her… because… umm… it might upsurge or whack her reputation! ^^ In
our school, such activities are very important for the teacher-moderator and
they all pour the pressure on us, students. I just experienced that… that's also
one reason why I updated late in addition to our PC's 'doom'. I'm so busy
lately… Anyway, you really love Kei-chan, don't you? ^^ Fuuma is… always OOC,
gomen nasai! Yuzu-chan! Now, she's not only a part of Kamui's memories! She's in
the Teenage Dirtbag cast in the process! ^^ …Um, nope! The letter was sent in
Kamui's locker, not in his and Subby's apartment room. I'm sorry, I didn't
emphasize it more clearly! X'D Fuuma… I just like him that way! Dangerously
sweet and protective. I don't know if others do, too. C",) Sei-chan… how about
that? Hehehe~~~… DOMO! ^^
??????-san, kamusta ka diyan?? Hehehe… Kamui is always OOC, and I'm so sorry!
But if he will not be, this won't be this sweet. I can't seem to do something to
avoid him from being OOC and that's one of my many weaknesses. But thanks for
reading! ^^ Hmm… I don't know, too, why F4 became *that* popular here… I first
saw them but only Ken and Vanness at 2003 MTV Asia Awards around February… I
thought they were cute Japanese guys and since then I started stalking them
with the use of the web and later learned that they were Taiwanese… Hehe… And
after some months, MG was aired! I never expected it would make such huge impact
to others. I think some just felt what I also felt. Anyway, Sorry for updating
late! *_* Salamat! ^^
Darkness-sama-san! Why …?? Anyway, I hope my story didn't make you that sad!
^^ Thanks! I missed 'Bye de Bye' a lot and you didn't put it in your last
review… *sniffs*
Billie-san! I'm sorry to make you mad! Thank you for being interested of what
will happen next! ^^
Shinigami11-san!!! Thanks for being concern about my health and for those 'heath
tips'! Helium can kill?? Now I know… *nodsnods*^^ Anyway… *on bended knees*
FORGIVE ME FOR TAKING SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!! You're right, it's difficult to write
story but that's not the case… my DAMNED PC!!!! *kicks several times* …and that
DAMNED VIRUS!!!!!!!!! Ah--! Don't jump out the window or you'll hurt it! Ah—I
mean, you'll hurt yourself! Hehe… domo for reading! ^^
SupaSaiyajin-san! ^^ *smiles* Thank you so much, I'm trying my best to update
sooner now since we've borrowed a new CPU means new disk drive also from a
relative who happens to be not interested in it! ^^ The old one…? I DISPOSED IT!
Hehe! T_T
Hi, too, Strawberry Eyes-san! ^^ *blush* Thank you very very much for the
praises! I'm really happy! It made me smile after reading it and felt good about
myself! DOMO! Hmm… However… I'm not a genius! Hehe! Actually I think I'm crazy!
Everybody I know tells me so! ^^ Anyway, you're Phoenix-san's….? *secret* Please
tell her I thank her! Tell her, okay? ^^ *gasp* F--- FANFICFAIRY!?! Oh gosh!
*blush* Please don't call me that or else I'll end up blushing! ^^ I hope, too,
that I can get on with this sooner than expected! ^^
Shampoo-san!! Thanks for the advises!!! I love it although I think I'll never be
able to write a phrase Kamui saying, "I'm sorry, Fuuma… It's too late now. I'll
never be able to love you again. I'm already happy with Subaru…"! And I don't
have the power to kill Seishirou-san or else… *hides from someone* But I'll
think about it hard! Some bit of angst again I think would make this a little
more fun! ^^ Thanks! ^^
Well, minna-san, 'till next century again! Hehe… JUST KIDDING! ^^
-=Kamui Kinomoto=-
Part Eleven- Superstitions
AN: GOMEN NASAI, MINNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think this is the longest period of time
that I don't update. Let me explain!!! –o- Our PC was doomed!!!! I wasn't able
to use it for a long time. Chapter 11 was already halfway on its end when my PC
crashed! And I didn't have any copy of what I've written in a disk! My bad, my
bad! Please forgive me! I hope no matter how late I update, you'll still wait
for the next chapter because I really have no plan of abandoning this fic!
Please have faith in me! I want everyone to be happy so I will continue this by
hook or by crook! Yakusoku desu! ^^ Also, you might notice some changes in the
wordwrap from... uhm... chapters 8 or maybe up to here... I swear, I have
nothing to do with it, I really love the first wordwrap but I can't seem to
figure out if it is the PC screwing or the way I type the chapters or FF.net.
Ah! Saa! You can read now! Domo! ^^
Disclaimer: OOC, but all surely is used with it…
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'Raping'…?
Is anyone 'trying to rape' me?
Everyone's staring weirdly at Fuuma now. With what he has just shouted, who
wouldn't?
No one defies asking. All we can do to show that we don't understand Fuuma is to
stare at him, then, it's God's decision whether he will say anything to save
himself or something like that.
My two schoolmates let go of me. Maybe hurt and startled that they were judge
'low-life maniacs' in a wink without doing anything wrong, just doing what the
director is asking them to.
Me… I'm bemused. I don't know what to think. Is Fuuma concern about me? I
wonder… what if this scene is true? Will I collapse because of gladness? Or…
should I better not think of it? Yeah, right. Place your mind in this practice,
Kamui…! This is certainly not the time to build castles in the air.
Fuuma? Well, his mouth is hanging a little bit open right now. However, he still
looks gorgeous. I mean, try to hang your mouth open for a bit. Bet someone will
tell you that you look stupid. That those flies might enter in. But Fuuma…
nothing much changed with the level of his gorgeousness.
Damn, Kamui. There's no ever time in your life that you don't think of Fuuma as
a source of hot.
"Umm… Monou-kun…? Any… problem there?" Hizashi-sensei stutters. She's confused
as everyone here is.
Slowly, Fuuma sits back his chair. Still mute. Stupefied.
"You were saying…?"
After for what it seems like an eternity, Fuuma finally snaps out of his
thoughts. With his sharp eyes… bulging surprisingly, "Huh?"
"Umm… Is there any problem? Please tell us if ever there is. You know we'll be
very happy to help you." She's so nice, a very patient director. I'm starting to
admire her now.
Fuuma blinks twice. Then chortles, "Nothing, madam! I'm just practicing some
scripts here."
"I see… Very professional bishounen we have in here, ne?" Hizashi-sensei laughs
with it. We all let out a sigh of relief.
And everything is normal now. We can resume rehearsing. Or so I thought.
Miss Director is smiling. But after a couple of seconds, her expression changes,
looking a bit crucial. She looks at Fuuma with her forehead puckered a bit, too.
She then says, "But I remember no line like that…?"
"Ah--..!" Fuuma is bowled over. He halts for a while.
Now this is the moment for me to think if he is concern about me… in one way or
another. He wouldn't utter such thing without any special reason behind it,
would he?
"There… is no line like that?" He asks and Hizashi-sensei nods slowly.
Fuuma starts musing for a while. Then unexpectedly, he smirks.
"Really, huh? Then you gave me an imprecise script booklet. Shame on you. I'm a
major character and look what you've done." He afterwards harshly scrunches up
the script booklet and sends it flying into the blue trash bin near where he's
sitting.
We're all stunned with what he did again. Just a while ago he seemed to be very
nice… and now… Oh no. Not again.
I must say Fuuma's full of surprises. No one will ever be able to guess of
what's running inside his brain.
"I think you actually know what to do next."
Hizashi-sensei is currently speechless. Reply Hizashi-sensei, please, if you
don't want him to go infuriated!
"W… what…?" She's obviously nervous. I'm afraid for her.
Sharp eyes. Sharp golden eyes. Fuuma narrows his gaze. Scaring us some more.
Every time he does that, I'm sad. I don't like him that way much. I would never
like him that way ever.
I know he only do that to scare people. To get out of the needle's head in an
instant. I think he never wants his ego to be on a humiliating scene. His pride
is sometimes so high that's why it's very difficult for us others to reach him.
Especially for me who… loves him so much. I have to do all sorts of impossible
stuffs just to be able to get close to him.
I always think if Seishirou and him ever enjoy scaring people to-death by
glaring at them hard, eyes narrowed. I wonder if there was already a time that
their eyes got sore with what they are doing.
No. Fuuma's 'not that bad'. If ever he is bad, not as Seishirou is.
Now I remember the very first time I saw his eyes gleaming innocently. Without
any sign of menace. Yes, you're guess is right. It's every time he is with
Kakyou-san. Kakyou-san can stimulate benevolence to Fuuma big time. I'm so proud
of him. But at the same time, I envy him. I wish I could do the same. How I wish
I could tell Fuuma to get rid of his black maybe-metal mask… that it would be a
great idea for him to express out what he's feeling. That he can settle down
things with people by just talking with them nicely, without the 'murderous
look'.
Ahh… look who's talking.
Have to start with myself first before nerving others to do the same.
Fuuma cross-legs, " Simple, get me a new script booklet. An updated one, all
right?" He continues, "Quick. I don't want anyone, anything, unimportant wasting
my time." The obnoxious smirk is still with his lips. I wonder how long he can
last wearing it. I wonder how long I can last seeing him with it. It just makes
me really unhappy.
"H… Hai! Right away!" Hizashi-sensei looks around for her assistant.
The moment she sees him, she immediately scolds, "You heard him, Rei-kun!"
Rei-san is astounded at first, but quickly nods, "Yes, ma'am! In a minute,
Monou-san!" Then like a thunderbolt, he's gone before we know it.
"Thank you." Fuuma says, sounding like a dupe.
I shake my head. Fuuma really is sometimes a hurdle.
He's piquant endlessly.
I'm not in a comatose so I feel in a way that it's his bad.
… But he gets away with it in a very, breathtaking historical way.
Now I can say again: 'That's Fuuma.'
After a couple of long minutes, we're almost done with today's rehearsal.
Fuuma's on the stage now, practicing his part with the other casts. It's very
ridiculous the way their knees tremble. It seems that they're still petrified of
Fuuma up to this moment.
Until I see Yuzuriha sneaking behind the doors. What a surprise.
I instantly come to her. Smiling a little bit.
"Kamui-chan! I have no idea that you're into acting!" She says as soon as I get
close to her. I see that she finds it very impossible. Well yes, it is. But for
Fuuma…
"You're very great! How do you do it?! Tell me, tell me! I thought you belong to
the 'inactive' type of students but what I've just seen proved me wrong! You are
so kawaii up the stage!!!!!" She exclaims gleefully. Even though I don't get to
see her often, I know she's always like that.
"No… I'm not into acting. Actually, I don't know how to act. What I'm into is
this play." I explain delicately.
But no. I'm into Fuuma.
It seems that Yuzuriha didn't get what I mean. Her large bronzed eyes are
pierced at me with full of nosiness. "What do you mean?" She asks.
I display a patient smile. I have simply no time to explain such things but I
don't want to be harsh on her.
"Nothing. I mean… It's just really my dream to be involve in this play."
"I don't understand yet. Why? I mean… what's in this play? Why don't you get
involve in the choir? They'll perform in this coming school's festival, too!"
"I can't sing."
"But you just said that you don't know how to act, too..!"
"I'm learning."
"You can learn to sing, too!"
Her voice is clinging in my ears. I don't hate it but I don't like it either. I
know she's young that's why she's more curious that the others. But… I don't
want anyone digging this part of me.
I want to be with Fuuma that's why I joined this play. Period.
But I can't reveal it to her. She wouldn't understand. What's more, she likes
Subaru for me.
She sneaks beside me. Her cat-ears making their appearance. Include six
cat-mustaches with it. And don't forget the tail.
"Who's the other lead charas?? Move a bit, I can't see them!"
It's great. She's not that expectant for the answers to her queries.
I step back a little bit for her to take a glimpse at the people there at the
stage while I answer, "Monou Fuuma…"
She's surprised and looks quickly back at me.
"Monou??? That… That tormenter?!?" She squeals while biting her lower-lip in
fright.
My eyes swell a bit, I want to tell her that her term is too inconsiderate for
Fuuma's disposition but before I can react, she continues, "How can you last
working with him??? We all know that yeah, he's so bishie, but we know, too,
that he's perilous. I don't want to judge him this way but Kamui-chan, it's
barely safe to be beside him!"
She has a point.
But I don't care about that.
I can't let myself lose an opportunity again. It's not always right to give way
to others. To take their opinions. It won't always make us happy to sacrifice. I
need happiness in my life, too. I can't stand listening to others anymore
because all they say are opposite to what will make me glad…
I want to be happy, too. Even once.
I smile at Yuzuriha and she's stopped for a while.
I nod, still smiling, "I know… And I'm ready to take the consequences."
"Why…?" Her eyes are beseeching.
"Because I want to."
"I don't want you to be hurt, Kamui-chan…" She whispers while stabbing her eyes
at mine. Her lashes seem to be very heavy.
I smile even more with that and place my pale hand on her small shoulder.
"I won't be hurt. If ever I am to, I'm ready. But I know I won't be."
She places a hand at my faint cheek in return. "Can you tell me why are you that
so determined? Is it because you want to be popular? You can be popular without
being around Monou-san."
No, Yuzuriha, no.
I shake my head gently, "I don't care about the 'popularity race' around the
other kids. All I want is… to be happy."
"I can make you happy! Segawa-kun can do, too! Most of all, Sumeragi-san ---!"
I obstruct her discourse, which is getting a little bit personal now.
"Don't mention Subaru. He's okay at our place right now. You don't want to make
him sneeze, do you?"
She shakes his head slightly and forces herself to smile, "Iie… But you know, I
just really don't like Monou-san that much. I think he's always taking advantage
of others' weaknesses. How about you, do you like him?"
I'm taken by surprise.
Yes I do.
I didn't answer Yuzuriha. But she proceeds with the asking, "If you do, why? And
if you don't, why not?"
We both pause for a while.
I'm thinking about it.
Why do I like Fuuma so much?
He's not that nice unlike Subaru. But I like him than Subaru.
Others have so many negative thinking about him and his relationship with
Seishirou but I like him.
And most of all, he doesn't love me but I love him.
I look at him up there at that stage. I want to make sure that he's still there.
I want to take a glance at his face.
He's acting right now. His fine-looking body is very visible. That raven hair of
his is dancing with his every sway. He is full of energy and inspiration, I've
observed. The mirrors to his soul are sparkling with passion.
I think again. Why do I love him?
I smile within myself.
Only two things I'm sure with:
I don't need reasons to love him. And all I know is I love him.
I look back at Yuzuriha and smile, "It's quite late. I'm going home. How about
you?"
She breaks away from her previous mood then smiles back, "Mm! I'm going home,
too! Let's walk together!"
"Hai!"
I fix my things now and I realize that everyone does, too. Fuuma is just near
me, arranging the stuffs inside his bag.
I stop for a while and secretly start staring at him and I know he doesn't
notice. He zips his bag now.
I don't need reasons to love you…
"Bye. See you around."
I gasp. I gulp.
I look back behind me. No one is there.
I look back at Fuuma again. He's walking away.
While I feel my cheeks heat up.
"Bye…" I whisper though I know he can't hear me now.
I feel a pat on my back, "Come on!"
It's Yuzuriha and she's smiling.
I nod.
We're now walking this side of town. I feel really good. I hear Yuzuriha chats
but I'm too blithe to understand her.
Then I notice her stop.
"Yoshii! Left is my way! Bye bye, Kamui-chan! Take care!"
I smile. My way is straight ahead.
Yuzuruha jogs towards to the left side until she's out of sight. Now I'm walking
alone but I don't really mind. I'm very happy as of now.
Oh. I almost forgot. A classmate asked me if I could bring his bio-data to this
agency inside the Diet building since my place is just near it. Being a 'nice'
fellow, I said yes.
Now where's the room? I knock and open on one door. Not here.
I think here it is. Oh no, not yet.
Maybe here.
"Umm… excu--"
Now this room is a bit odd. No lights, just candles. Who could work properly
without lights?
"Please… come in…" I hear a soft girl's voice although I can't see anyone. I
adjust my perception. Now I can see someone.
"Come in… Kudasai…"
I quietly tiptoe inside. It's a bit eerie here. The person is quite far away.
Little by little, I have a picture of her face.
A girl sitting on the floor? Lone in a large weird room?
Her white hair is very long, stretched-out on the flooring and her clothing is
out of the ordinary. She looks very mysterious. And scary, too.
She opens her large eyes. Those are expressionless scarlet!
"Your name… is Kamui…?"
This is aberrant! I hear her talking but her mouth isn't opening at all!
And how does she know that I'm Kamui?!?
"You're happy now but how about later? …You love someone?"
I nod.
"Stop…"
"What do you mean…?"
"It will only bring you so much misery. I feel it's not worth it. As early as
now… you better stop."
"What the…"
"But if you think what you feel is right, go on. But as for my opinion, it's no
good."
"I DON'T CARE!" I shout before I ran away. I even hear her called 'matte!'.
What does she know?!? NONSENSE!
I know she's talking about Fuuma!
I've sacrificed enough just to be happy and then just a little girl informs me
that she feels bad about what I'm feeling good?! Why does almost everyone has
the same perception that what I feel is not right?! First Yuzuriha. Then she.
I don't care if she's a psychic or whatever! I don't believe her! Not even at
the slightest!
I run. Continue to run. Until I reach our place.
I pant for a while in front of the door. My hand clutching at the wall to
maintain my balance.
Suddenly, a pair of black shoes catches my attention.
I stop panting and begin thinking. These shoes are a little big to be Subaru's.
Besides, Subaru never leaves his shoes here outside. He probably has a visitor.
I open the door. I just hope that I wouldn't disturb them.
"Suba……" I gasp. I couldn't believe my eyes.
Subaru's inside with Sakurazuka!
-Tsuzuku.
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AN: I'm baaaaaaack!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I'm so inspired because I got to see F2 and
ASOS on a Live Concert! Heheheh… I can't believe it. I'm still thinking if
everything was just a dream…..
P.S. I have a new X fic! ^^If you like and if you have time, please read it! ^^
It's entitled 'You'll Be Dead'. No, it's not adventure, nor action! X'D It's a
light-hearted one… Comedy/Romance I supposed…! Hehe… Maybe somebody's actually
familiar with the phrase…! You bet! ^^
Kamikakushi-san! Thank you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sorry really for updating late!
Anyway, I'm happy this can make you laugh! ^^ But what kind of a weird reaction
does this get from you? 0_o
Madiha-san! ^^ *moves a while from your glomp* Another update but I know you
waited for a long while! Sorry! Nothing was wrong with Fuuma there! He was just
carried away by Kamui-kun's acting! Heheh… Ei, don't think of the negative side,
be optimistic! ^^ Nothing worse will happen… or so I said… *evil chortle* ^^
DOMO!
Ishuzu-san, I miss you again!!!!! ^^ Thank you for the praises! ^^ I hope I
didn't leave you again with a cliffhanger! ^^ I agree! X guys are SOOOO gorgeous
and I admire CLAMP so much for creating characters SO bishie!!!! ^^
Featherlight-san! ^^ Why are all thinking that Sei-chan's planning something
nasty?? Did I make him really evil?? O_o Yes, Fuuma's the possessive type here,
I really like him that way! ^^
DAHLIA-SAN!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!! ^^ *happy too much* No need to mail me! No
matter what happens, I'll continue this! PROMISE!!! ^^ I thank you for loving
the characterization even though it seems SO OOC! ^_~ WOH! Thank you for the
German lessons! ^^ I really learn a lot from you! ^^ I'm sorry I let you wait
for so long! *bows* Like what I always say, I love your GnR and Mortal Sins!
Please continue with MS!!!!! I love it so much! It's very wonderful and original
the way you write it! ^^ DOMO!!!!! ^^
CTFA-Crissania-san! I sense the power of three!!! Vince-san, Payu-san and you!
^^ Vince-san, Payu-san doesn't suck, you all rule! ^^ CTFA-san, sorry for making
you wait for years just like what you've said! ^^ Didn't mean it, really!
Payu-san, I'm so PROUD I impressed you! ^^ *jumps for joy* Vince-san…? Date…?
NYAAH!!! You must be kidding! Heheh! ^^ And thank you for the multiple praises
especially with the 'beautiful author' part! Hehe, *blushes*! ^^ And CTFA-san,
don't call me FF Goddess! That's too much! ^^ There are so many authors out
there who better deserve that title! ^^ But I think I deserve the 'long life'
part there! And don't cry! I don't want Payu-san to kill me and you kill
him/her neither! ^^ I'll try to update soon! THANK YOU! ^___^
Riku-san, domo! ^^ IF ever I write a chapter that nobody is OOC, it might be the
end of the world tomorrow! ACK! ^^ I hope you always have fun reading! DOMO!
Akurei Hikari-san! ^^ I like angry Fuuma, too! ^^ Domo!
Fanny chan-san!!!! MISS YOU!!! I'm so guilty I made you wait for so long again!
Thank you for always R&R! ^^ Daisuki! =^^=
Link621-san! Here's MORE! ^^ Don't feel bad for Subby, I have plans for him! ^^
Thanks!
Arashi-san, you promised! ^^ Thank you for saying that this is getting better!
Hey, what's the title of your fic?? I want to read it! ^^
Futagoakuma-tenshi02-san! ^^ So you were twins! So interesting! ^^ Please tell
your loving futago that I thank her for recommending you this! ^^ Does this mean
that this is a good fic?? 0_o What do you mean that the play is agonizing? Why
embarrassing? Do you mean in Fuuma's part? You're a hunky dude and they paired
you up with another guy who seems to be so weak?? *blushes* Geez, I find my
description cute! ^^ Hehe… Of course I noticed both of you! I notice everybody!
;) THANKS FOR LIKING AND LOVING this! ^^ Oh… I'm sorry, I haven't heard of
'Sadame'… I've only seen X anime episodes 0, 5,6 since X vcds are always out of
stock or 'episodes not yet available' in the store where I buy. And just lately,
the store pulled-up from the mall… I don't know where they went. *sniffs* But on
the other hand, I love 'eX Dream' so much! ^^ OH! You're freshman in high
school?? I'm older! Gee! I'm already in sophomore! ^^ This past week, I've just
finished taking our second periodical exam! ^^ Anyway, good luck to you and to
your studies! I agree with you, we must persevere! ^^ Ganbare mo! DOMO!!!
Bloaty Kitsune-san! Hallo!!! You're new! I'm so glad you reviewed some chapters
separately! That way I got to know what do you think in each! Arigatou! ^^
Mauve… YEAH! You like that one? I hope so! ^^ Umm… Really you love chapter 8???
Geee!!!!! I LOVE YOU as the author!!!! Hehehe… I appreciate so much that you
loved that weird chapter! ^^ And… OH MY GOSH, TOO!! Cool, Cool! You're also an
F4 fan?! Yeah, Zai Zai rocks! He'll go here with Bao Long on November 29!!! He
was so hot in MG1 wherein he was playing the violin and that made me like him so
much. But now, I'm Ken's! Hehe! ^^ Thank you for the cool reviews and liking
this!
Bella-san, domo! ^^
Venedy-san, I LOVE YOU, TOO! I'm so sorry I made you wait for so long! It's my
dumb PC's fault! He's not strong enough that's why he was 'virused'! GOMEN
NASAI! I hope you'll still read! And I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Marmalade Boy is
airing here now! Though at the rival channel where Meteor Garden II is currently
shown! And at the same time slot that's why I have to open and watch on two TVs!
^o^ Sometimes, I become so puzzled and as a result, I can't understand both
shows! Ken is so handsome there, I must really say! Oh, Ken and Vanness went
here last September then Zai Zai and Bao Long by the end of November! ^^ DOMO
again! I hope you liked this chapter! ^^
Oforsakendarknesso0-san!!! Gomen, *pleads* I took oh-so-long again!!!!! But
please always speed up with Entrapment!! I want to read more and more of it!
Thank you for still reading! ^^ And don't scream when 'Tsuzuku' shows up, it's
an indication for a new chapter to come! ^^
Isabeau-san, hello there! ^^ Here's more but I apologize, you waited for so
long! I'm happy you find this cool! I'm trying my best to put more events as
possible to make you more interested! ^^ Domo!
Trinity-san, you flatter me! Thank you for loving each chapter! ^^
Fairy of irrelevance-san, you're a new one! Your code is so interesting! ^^
Here's the latest new chapter and I do mean *LATEST*, as in the 'MOST
DELAYED'! I should say I'm starting to feel guppy-chan's and rhiannon
rabbitsbane's claws on me!!! Help!! Haha, hey, what's with the pepperoni? I hate
that! =P Domo! *reads a new review… from Fairy of irrelevance also…* Eeep!!!
Please don't bang your head! If you get hurt, it's me to blame!!! Please stop
it!!! ^^ I hope you liked this new chapter! THANK YOU!
Ai Wataru-san! Thanks for saying that this is nice! Yeah, Kamui angsts… and a
lot! As for me, it can't be helped to write him that way! *cries*
Aestalitz-san! This is back again with more vengeance! Hehehe… The play is
important for her… because… umm… it might upsurge or whack her reputation! ^^ In
our school, such activities are very important for the teacher-moderator and
they all pour the pressure on us, students. I just experienced that… that's also
one reason why I updated late in addition to our PC's 'doom'. I'm so busy
lately… Anyway, you really love Kei-chan, don't you? ^^ Fuuma is… always OOC,
gomen nasai! Yuzu-chan! Now, she's not only a part of Kamui's memories! She's in
the Teenage Dirtbag cast in the process! ^^ …Um, nope! The letter was sent in
Kamui's locker, not in his and Subby's apartment room. I'm sorry, I didn't
emphasize it more clearly! X'D Fuuma… I just like him that way! Dangerously
sweet and protective. I don't know if others do, too. C",) Sei-chan… how about
that? Hehehe~~~… DOMO! ^^
??????-san, kamusta ka diyan?? Hehehe… Kamui is always OOC, and I'm so sorry!
But if he will not be, this won't be this sweet. I can't seem to do something to
avoid him from being OOC and that's one of my many weaknesses. But thanks for
reading! ^^ Hmm… I don't know, too, why F4 became *that* popular here… I first
saw them but only Ken and Vanness at 2003 MTV Asia Awards around February… I
thought they were cute Japanese guys and since then I started stalking them
with the use of the web and later learned that they were Taiwanese… Hehe… And
after some months, MG was aired! I never expected it would make such huge impact
to others. I think some just felt what I also felt. Anyway, Sorry for updating
late! *_* Salamat! ^^
Darkness-sama-san! Why …?? Anyway, I hope my story didn't make you that sad!
^^ Thanks! I missed 'Bye de Bye' a lot and you didn't put it in your last
review… *sniffs*
Billie-san! I'm sorry to make you mad! Thank you for being interested of what
will happen next! ^^
Shinigami11-san!!! Thanks for being concern about my health and for those 'heath
tips'! Helium can kill?? Now I know… *nodsnods*^^ Anyway… *on bended knees*
FORGIVE ME FOR TAKING SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!! You're right, it's difficult to write
story but that's not the case… my DAMNED PC!!!! *kicks several times* …and that
DAMNED VIRUS!!!!!!!!! Ah--! Don't jump out the window or you'll hurt it! Ah—I
mean, you'll hurt yourself! Hehe… domo for reading! ^^
SupaSaiyajin-san! ^^ *smiles* Thank you so much, I'm trying my best to update
sooner now since we've borrowed a new CPU means new disk drive also from a
relative who happens to be not interested in it! ^^ The old one…? I DISPOSED IT!
Hehe! T_T
Hi, too, Strawberry Eyes-san! ^^ *blush* Thank you very very much for the
praises! I'm really happy! It made me smile after reading it and felt good about
myself! DOMO! Hmm… However… I'm not a genius! Hehe! Actually I think I'm crazy!
Everybody I know tells me so! ^^ Anyway, you're Phoenix-san's….? *secret* Please
tell her I thank her! Tell her, okay? ^^ *gasp* F--- FANFICFAIRY!?! Oh gosh!
*blush* Please don't call me that or else I'll end up blushing! ^^ I hope, too,
that I can get on with this sooner than expected! ^^
Shampoo-san!! Thanks for the advises!!! I love it although I think I'll never be
able to write a phrase Kamui saying, "I'm sorry, Fuuma… It's too late now. I'll
never be able to love you again. I'm already happy with Subaru…"! And I don't
have the power to kill Seishirou-san or else… *hides from someone* But I'll
think about it hard! Some bit of angst again I think would make this a little
more fun! ^^ Thanks! ^^
Well, minna-san, 'till next century again! Hehe… JUST KIDDING! ^^
-=Kamui Kinomoto=-