Thanks KittyKatmeow-chan. Sorry I'm not going to make them any longer because I'm lazy. Want to fight about? I'm monkey and Capricorn. What does Imao mean? What did you mean it was sadder than you? On to the story…
Disclaimer: Called a fanfic, bitches. Wouldn't be here if I owned it.
WARNING: Okay lots of crazy near suicide shit in this chapter. I'm not going to warn you again.
Kira's POV
'KOHAKU! KOHAKU! KOHAKUUUUU!' I called into the dark void that lay before me. 'KOHA…AHHHHHH!' I shrieked as an unknown specter came from behind and placed its arms around my waist. 'Hush…I am here now and I will never leave you again.' I heard the masculine voice command. I closed my eyes tightly. I turned and pushed away from the body. I opened my eyes to behold my Kohaku. My heart seemed to lift at that moment. 'I will leave, if that is what you wish of me.' His image started to fade into the dark. I felt my heart start to shatter. 'NOOO! KOHAKU PLEASE DON'T LEAVE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!' I screamed it could not be. I could not lose him again. I would not lose him again. I jumped toward his, now, almost hollow image. He once again left my side. I closed my eyes to try and stop the tears that over flowed from my aching heart. My eyes shot open when I felt my self being pulled, by strong arms. I opened my eyes and let my tears flow freely. I was in Kohaku's arms. 'I said I would never leave you. You are mine and not even he can change that.' He said in calm, soothing voice. He started to chuckle. I pushed back from him but, not hard enough to be away from him. I left my hands against his chest to make sure he did not vanish again. 'You find that funny? Does my pain truly amuse you? Why, Kohaku? Why do you haunt me, so?' My stomach churned at those words and his laughter fell silent. He said nothing. 'ANSWER ME!' I screamed. 'No. No it does not. Not in the least' he said in a regretful tone. 'Tell me why you laughed. Tell me. I want to know!' I wailed. Kohaku once more remained silent. 'Please, Kohaku, tell me why…' my words were interrupted by a forceful kiss. I struggled against it for what seemed like an eternity. I started to feel dizzy from the lack of air. He pulled us apart. 'I love you, Kira. I love you and you alone.' He said in a raspy voice. My eyes widened and my body began to tremble. My voice disappeared. He pulled me back into his warm embrace. My voice returned to me. 'And I you, Kohaku. And I you.' I said as I chocked back on sobs. 'PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!' I sobbed into his chest. 'I wouldn't leave you. I won't leave you ever again. I promise I will not leave you. I will not leave you alone. Not again.' He whispered to my ear. 'Please don't leave me alone' I begged. 'I want to be with you. I want to love you. Please don't leave me alone again!' I pleaded. 'I won't. I won't. Please don't cry. I hate it when you cry.' He asked, wiping away the tears from my eyes. When he moved his arm away I rubbed my cheek against his chest. We were in silence longer than the eternity kiss. 'Do you want to be saved?' he queried. I lifted my head to look up at him. 'What? What do you mean, Kohaku?' I asked, curiosity laced into my voice. 'Do you wish to be saved from this emotion called love? Do you wished to be saved from me?' he clarified. 'No. No I do not. And even if I did I am too far lost in it to be saved. Not even god himself could save my soul from this cynical emotion. That has lead so many to their graves.' I answered, confidently. 'Do you want to be with me? Even if it lead you to your grave?' he asked, doubtfully. 'Yes, I would' I answered, placing my head back on his chest. 'Will you follow me? Will you come with me to hell? Where we can forever love one another without interference.' He asked. I shifted my head to see him once more, his face was covered in worry. The worry of once more being rejected. The worry of once more being abandoned. The worry of being alone for eternity, perhaps. I rested my cheek on his chest once again. 'Yes, I will. I will be with you for all eternity with out interference.' I said closing my eyes. He pulled me back out of his embrace. I opened my eyes to see his face only inches away and coming closer. Until the gap between us no longer existed. I closed my eyes and kissed back. I was pulled into his passionate embrace. I felt his tongue slide against mine, pleading for entrance. I could only oblige. Our tongues danced an intricate dance. I felt as if in a trance. My body started to fall limp. I would have fallen to the ground if he had not held me up. I felt us both start to fade away into the darkness. Into the hell that is love. A voice snickered 'Do you truly wish to die for this fool? For this God forsaken love? Do you wish to lose everything for but, a few fleeting moments with this man? For an eternity of sorrow and loneliness? To spread despair to every person who has ever loved you just for the hollow image of your dead lover?' the relentless voice bombarded. 'As long as I am with him none of that matters and if it causes pain, then so be it.' I stated, against Kohaku's lips. 'So be the end of the life of the greatest fool.' The voice said, almost saddened. My vision started to blur as we faded into the darkness. The darkness of hell.
I opened my eyes to darkness "Yes, this is hell. My punishment for scorning you, Kohaku. Condemned to living each day with out you..." I sat up in the hospital bed and began to silently weep. I hugged my knees against my face. I began to laugh, still crying. "…but, I know to escape." I got up out of the bed and started to sing quietly. "Kohaku, Kohaku I'll be with you soon. The fools put me up on the sixth floor." I opened the window. I put one foot on the window sill. And then the other but, in my haste to death I neglected to heard the door open and a cracking voice call "Kira, are you awake?" I put one foot out the window and I started to fall. I hadn't felt this alive since before Kohaku died. Hands grabbed my wrist and started to pull me up. I looked up to glare at the hands binding me to this world. "KIRA, PLEASE STOP! I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!" The brown haired girl screamed. 'Alone…' I felt deader than I had but, a moment ago. When I came back to the real world I was sitting next to the mystery woman. I glared at her. "Why did you stop me? Don't you know I want death?" I asked. She gave me a familiar weak but, gentle smile. "Why did I stop you? Because I did not want you to die. Don't I know you want death? Yes, I do but, I was being selfish because I didn't want to let you die. I don't want to be alone." She kindly said. 'Alone…' The dead feeling in my heart seemed to grow every time she said that word. I suddenly realized, "How do you know my name?" I asked. For a moment I saw a pang of hurt flash through her eyes. "I guess I've grown a lot. Huh, onii-chan?" she whispered to her own lap. My eyes felt like they were going to pop out of my head at that statement. I stared at her for god knows how long. 'Onii-chan…Alone…' I let a scream of agony leave my throat. My head felt like it was going to explode at that moment. I started shaking uncontrollably. The girl ran out of the room screaming for help. My head hit the pillow and for a second, before my eyes felt shut and everything went blurry, I saw Kohaku kneeling by my side, holding my hand and praying I would be alright.
I made her almost kill herself. Want to fight about it? Please review to chew me out. I need a good laugh. I'll update at the end of the week. Probably…