Things Are Better If I Stay, So Long And Goodnight
Disclaimer: I don't own Gorillaz or Helena
I stood over Murdoc's casket a tear falls from my Asian eyes onto my dead band mate's corpse. He hadn't even physically left, yet I already missed him. I placed the scarlet rose onto him, and turned away from him for the last time.
Long ago, just like the hearse you died to get in again.
We are so far from you.
They slowly lowered Murdoc's coffin down. I fought to hold back the tears that merged my eyes. 2D comfortingly placed a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at the normally so happy figure. He was on the verge of crying also. Russel stepped forward. I knew that, if he could help it, he would never show any weak points.
Soon every one left, leaving only Murdoc and I. I stood by his cold grave. It seemed so calm to others, but to me, it was hell.
"Murdoc-sanuma, I'm sorry I let you go...I just…wish I could do something about it,"
my voice cracked as the never ending tears returned to me. I sat beside the tomb stone, resting my head on its cold, hard surface as the tears carried me to a world of sad memories, each seeming like a knife into my broken heart.
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay,
So long and good night,
So long and good night.
After five hours of mourning in the cold Kong cemetery, 2D finally came and carried me as I slept, dreams of happier times felt like a kind blessing, to a wounded soul that called mine, a soul as wounded as my torn heart.
So long and goodnight my Murdoc. No matter what happens I will always remember you. R.I.P.