My Moonlight Desire

Just in case you didn't read the summary or you didn't get it. This Story is about Sesshomaru, Rin and this character I made up and her name is Winda. It's been 10 years later and Rin is now 17 years old. But she has grown feelings for Sesshomaru and Sesshomaru has grown feeling for her as well but he doesn't want to admit to them. But he also has feelings for his maid and Rin's guardian that is Winda. If you read it you will find out how Winda fits into all this. Well Winda has feelings for Sesshomaru too but she is trying to convince herself that she hates him for what he done to her a long time ago. Ok enjoy and please review. Thank You

Rin was waiting for her Lord yet again. It's been 10 long years since Sesshomaru has saved her life or should I say brought her back to life. And she loved every second of it. She thinks she's beginning to have feelings for the great Lord Sesshomaru. She sighed looking down at the flowers she had picked for him. But she knew that could never be. For she was a human… and Sesshomaru despites humans he thinks their lower then dirt. I hate living like this… She thought to herself. Always being with the person I have so deep feelings for but yet… know he despites me. She looked over her and saw her maid, Winda. Winda was a wolf demon, like Sesshomaru she's old but looks merely about in her early 20's. She also acted 20 too. She has wolf like ears on her head, black hair with sliver highlights, violet eyes and wore a black kimono. Winda had taught her everything, which was her job. Winda was her guardian and teacher. Winda was like a sister and a best friend to Rin. Winda has taught her everything to eating proper and being a young lady to knowing what sex is and knowing how to make an offspring. Rin told Winda everything all her secrets, all her ideas, all her crushes which was just Sesshomaru. But for some reason whenever Rin shown or told Winda about how much she liked Sesshomaru she would show a little anger or sigh but then would act normal.

"Winda?" Rin called.

"Yes Rin." Winda said walking over to Rin.

"Do you think Lord Sesshomaru will like these flowers?"

"He'll love them." Sighed but then answered with a smile. Rin sighed knowing that Winda always says that. "Do you wish to come in now?" she asked Rin. She nodded. Rin has grown so beautifully in those 10 years. She's grown in personality and physically. She has truly become a young woman. She gracefully walked to the castle, which is now her home. She looked at Winda who was smiling at her she smiled back. When they both went inside the castle they had an unpleasant greeting.

"You fools! How could you two take so long?" Jaken yelled at them. Rin looked down at the imp and said nothing she just simply glared at him. Winda on the other hand hated it when Jaken spoke to them like they were trash. "Are you two deaf? Answer me when I am talking to you!" Jaken continued to gawk

"Would you shut up?" Winda spat at him. Oh no, not again. Rin thought to herself.

"What did you say to me you mangy wolf!" Jaken yelled.

"You heard me… wait maybe you didn't cause you don't have ears…" Winda said to him. Rin tried not to laugh but in order to hold it in she had a grin spread across her lips. Jaken noticed and glared at her.

"I don't even know why Lord Sesshomaru keeps you in the same castle as him." He looked at Rin to Winda then at Rin and he smiled evilly. "I know the only reason why Sesshomaru keeps you here Rin." He said as he took a couple steps towards her. "He only felt sorry for you. He's been telling me all this time that he'd wished at he never brought you back from the grave. He said that you have been nothing but a pest to him right from the start!" Jaken spoke with no hesitation. Rin looked at him in horror.

"No, t…that can't be true…" Rin said as she backed away from him shocked.

"Shut up Jaken!" Winda yelled at him.

"Why don't you want Rin to know the truth, you can't protect her forever." Jaken said. He looked back at Rin who looked like was about ready to shed tears. "It's the truth Rin," Jaken said with a smirk. "Do you want to know what else he said about you Rin?" Jaken asked. "This is going to really shock you." He said as he laughed a little. Winda could not take his mouth anymore. As soon as he was about to say something she walked over to him and stepped on him. He screamed in pain, which was music to Winda's ears. "Y…You wrench!" he yelled at her. "I'm sure Lord Sesshomaru will hear about this…" Jaken was expecting Winda to beg on her knees for him not to do that. Everyone was scared of Sesshomaru but instead she said…

"You go do that." Winda said as if it was nothing at all. Rin was surprised but she knew that Winda wasn't the type to beg for mercy. Jaken's mouth dropped.

"You will pay greatly for what you did you filthy wolf!" he yelled. Winda sneezed

"Oh," she said rubbing her noise. "Sorry, I'm angelic to bullshit." She said. Jaken was so pissed off that he kicked the wall, which ended up hurting his foot. (Do we care? The answer is HELL NO! Sorry my friend told me to add that in there) He yet again yelled in pain and he took one last glance at Winda then gave Rin a very cold stare then he lumped away. Once he was gone Winda turned towards Rin and gave her a heart-warming smile. "Don't listen to him Rin, he's just trying to upset you." Winda said as she walked to Rin.

"But… I never had known master Jaken to lie to me before." Rin said sadly.

"Listen Rin, Lord Sesshomaru only would save the life of someone he really cared about otherwise he wouldn't have bothered." Winda said trying to cheer Rin up. Rin put on a smile but still wasn't completely sure of what Winda just said. Rin suddenly felt a sadness come over her even though she was smiling. Rin sighed wondering what if that was true.

"Winda, may I go and take a bath in the hot springs?" Rin asked politely as usual. Winda nodded. "I shall get the water prepared for you while you are getting ready." Winda said. Rin smiled. She then ran upstairs to go get ready for her bath. Winda shook her head with disbelief. I remember when she was just a little lad. Winda thought with a smile. Now, she's a young women and a beautiful one at that. Even all the men in the castle want her… She sighed. Time sure flies fast. Winda said then when to Rin's bath chamber to set her water.

Rin was in her regular chamber taking off her clothes. She then spotted the mirror that she had ever since she had lived in this castle. She looked herself carefully up and down. "I am really only nothing but a pest to Lord Sesshomaru?" She said with a gloom in her eyes. She looked at her naked body wondering how could she be a pest. She ran her fingers through her soft raven hair.

"Lady Rin?" a maid called through the door. Rin quickly grew alert and stiffen for a second or two.

"Yes?" she finally called back.

"Winda has your water ready for you. May you wish to come now?" she asked Rin.

"Oh yes in a second please." She said as she hurried and got her bath kimono (which is like a bath robe). She opened the door to find the maid looking at her smiling.

"You know the way madam," she said to Rin. Rin bowed and smiled at the maid. "May you enjoy your bath." The maid said kindly to her.

"And may you enjoy your day." Rin said as she walked to the bath chamber that wasn't far at all. Just down the hallway. Rin still was troubled by what Jaken had told her. She wanted to know what all her Lord has said about her. She was at her bath chambers when she opened the door she saw the fairly large room with the hot springs inside the room was foggy because of all the heat. She saw a figure next to the springs, which startled her.

"Well are you ready to get in or what?" she heard Winda's voice ask her. Rin exhaled in relief.

"You scared me." Rin said walking closer. She heard Winda laugh a little.

"I'm I that ugly?" Winda said joking. Rin giggled.

"Of course not." Rin said.

"Well I'd better go. Give me a shout when you're done ok Rin?"

"I will." Rin said. Winda went out the door. Rin took off her bath kimono and slow stepped in the water. She winced for a second or two because the water was so hot but she soon adjusted.