Missing pieces

Author : IPokari, * : pokkangel@yahoo.com

Rating : PG (I'm not really sure about the rating stuff)

Summary : Heidy Potter (my Harry's girl version) is a (greatest) seer, Sirius Black is innocence, and Draco Malfoy IS a Malfoy.

Pairings : Heidy/Draco (my favourite), Sirius/Severus, Ron/Hermione

Disclaimer : Wish I've thought it first, but you know that JK Rowling, Warner Bross and some other people I don't even know. Some other thing you never heard before might be mine though.

Warnings : Slightly AU, male pregnancy and find out the rest.

Note: Unbeta-ed.

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Fifth Pieces The Snapes

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"Told you that everyone will know. I look too much like you that you couldn't deny me." Nadia smirked at his father.

"I could always tell them that you are my distant niece." Severus answered back smoothly, praying that Sirius wouldn't find out about Nadia's other parent, while trying to block his mind from Heidy's eyes.

Heidy was staring at them with interest, and Sirius let him. Hoping that Heidy would share the knowledge about the Snapes with him.

"So, Severus, may I call you Severus?" Sirius asked silkily, "I never heard that you have a daughter."

"No, I think you should call me Snape, Mr. Black." Severus looked nervous. "It's not something you announce in the Prophet."

"Right." Sirius nodded. "Why don't you and your daughter order your dinner, my treat."

"Thank you," Nadia grinned happily. "I'm starving."

"Nadia." Severus looked disapproving at his daughter.

Heidy was busy SEEing the Snape girl that she missed the glances the older wizards shared.

"So, how old are you?"

"I'm eleven, last March."

"Really? You're four years younger than me." Heidy told her, she didn't catch the elder wizards stiffen bodies.

Severus was afraid that his secret was found out, while Sirius was angry that Severus cheated on him.

"No kidding." Nadia was staring openly at Heidy. {I thought we are the same age.}

"I'll be on my fifth year." Heidy glared.

Dinner was awkward with no body initiate any conversation.

"Well, I guess we better leave now." Severus coughed slightly.

"Yes, Daddy."

"Why are you leaving?" Sirius gave him meaningful look, that they would have a long conversation.

"They don't have any room because Daddy forgot to book one." Nadia answered.

"Why don't you stay with us." Sirius ignored Heidy's glare. "We have two."

"I don't think so." Severus noticed Heidy's unpleasant look. "Well, thank you for the meal. See you at Hogwarts, Miss Porter."

Heidy watched them with amusement. 'Now, I wonder why my professor look so scare of my dearest godfather.'

"You're welcome." Sirius' smirked at Severus' poor attempt for an escape. "But I insist, the rooms are enough for the four of us. Can't have your daughter late and miss the train now, can we."

{I'm sorry, Sirius, but I can't. I can't tell you. I'm sorry.} Severus looked a little sad.

"It's okay." Heidy sighed. "At least he is better than that Baxter witch."

"Who?" Nadia looked interesting.

"If you want to know, she's a witch," Heidy's face scrunched as if she were in a pain, "She's working at Sirius shop, Flash Black at Diagon Alley. You don't want to know her, she's…"

"A witch." Sirius smiled funnily. "It's not uncommon to find a witch at Diagon Alley."

"She's too blonde." Heidy ignored him. "She always smiles and treats me like a kid."

"I know her." Nadia nodded. "She's too blonde. I don't like her too."

"Because you both have black hair?" Sirius suggested.

"I went to the shop earlier to find a broom. Papa promised me to buy one though he changed his mind." Nadia smiled quietly. {It's hard for Papa to raise me alone. I don't really need a broom anyway. The one I want is too expensive and the cheap one is suck.}

"See," Heidy looked at Sirius.

Sirius just smiled. "She's nice, and she's good for business."

"If you ever married her, I'll poison her." Heidy looked serious. "I know lots of potion for that." She looked at her professor.

{And I'll poison you if you ever thought of one single witch.} Severus thought, feeling a little save since Heidy still got her glasses on.

Heidy's was shock to SEE such strong feeling her professor had toward his godfather.

"Let's just go to our room and rest." Sirius still grinned.

Heidy tried to walk on her toes, trying to find a certain blond hair Slytherin. She was hoping that she could meet Draco at Diagon Alley, before she realised how silly she was. The Malfoys was so rich they didn't have to buy the school needs themselves.

'And he wouldn't be here, either. Stupid me.'

The room was indeed enough for them. They went to Heidy's room first to help the girls settled.

"Wow, I never been to a place like this before." Nadia gaped.

"Never? Where did you live?" 'Muggle place? Even they have places like this.'

"I live with my aunt before." Nadia answered absently.

"Good night, ladies." Sirius was eager to have the conversation with Severus. "Try not to be so loud."

"Yes, sir." The girls answered in unison.

Nadia walked to her father and kissed him good night as Heidy did the same to her godfather.

When their parent was out they just stood there, staring at each other.

"What are we doing now? It's certainly too early to sleep."

"I will read until sleep come." Heidy shrugged and walk to the bed.

Nadia looked at the book and whispered. "Are you really going to poison her?"

Heidy gave her a look.

They spent some time in silent before Nadia spoke again. "Why are you calling your daddy by his name?"

Heidy looked at her with fond look. "Do you really think he is my daddy?"

"Is he not?" Nadia looked confused.

"He is my godfather, actually. I have stayed for as long as I can remember."

"Really? I thought that he is your daddy."

"Hey, I don't know that your daddy has a daughter." Heidy put away her book.

Nadia looked hesitant but then decided to tell her.

"My daddy is actually my mommy."

"What?"

"Yes, and I want to know my daddy. But when I asked him, he would have this sad look. So I never ask him again."

"He really is your mommy? Wait till my friends hear this, they will never believe it."

"You can't tell them." Nadia looked horrified. "Daddy said no one should know that he's my mommy."

"Oh," Heidy looked disappointed. "Okay."

Silence again and this time Heidy decided to speak.

"Do you know about Seer?"

"I heard about them before. Why?"

"Because," Heidy took off her glasses, "You are looking at one."

"Wow…" Nadia gaped at her before she laughed. "It's great. It's really great. It means that you can find him, right."

"Find who?"

"My daddy."

"I'm not sure." Heidy put on her glasses back. "Not that I want to."

"What?" Nadia looked so disappointed, her eyes were glassy as if she was holding her tears back. "Why?"

"You are a Snape." Heidy smirked. "A Snape is a Slytherin. One thing you should know about us, Gryffindors, we never help a Slytherin. Good night."

"Wait. If I'm not sorted into Slytherin, you will help me?"

"Like it would ever happen. You are a Slytherin."

"But if I'm not, will you help me?" Nadia had the determined look on her.

"Fine, fine." Heidy faked a suffered sigh. "But only if you aren't a Slytherin. Understand."

"Very clearly." Nadia grinned.

***

In the next room, Severus stood unsurely as Sirius closed the door.

"Maybe it's not a good idea, Sirius, I think I better be go home."

"Don't you agree that it's time to stop all the pretends." Sirius had lost all the smiled from his face. "Don't worry, Severus, it's not that I want to touch you."

Sirius walked to the sofa and arranged it so that he could sleep a bit comfortably. "Unlike popular belief, I never share my man."

"It's not like that, Sirius." Severus walked to him in three long paces. "I didn't… I never…"

"Tell me the girl isn't yours."

"She is."

"She must be conceived when you were with me."

"She is." Severus' voice was almost inaudible.

"You cheated bastard." Sirius muttered angrily.

Severus watched as Sirius' face turned into an angry one. His hands automatically grabbed Sirius' as he walked to leave the room.

"Please don't go."

Sirius stood still.

"You're not seeing that Baxter witch, are you."

Sirius snorted. "You shouldn't listen to Heidy."

"I never cheat on you."

Sirius just stared at him.

"Nadia is yours. You are her father."

Sirius was so shock he felt back on the chair. "What are you saying?" He demanded in a husky voice.

"I… I'm her mother and you are her father."

"I'm a father." Sirius clenched his hands tightly, he longed to hug him, but he stopped himself. "Did you ever plan to let me know?"

"I never want to hide this from you. I was so surprise when I found out. I left you and then I'm sick and then… I have a baby."

"Why did you leave me?"

"You have too many to consider, and I felt that I just burden to you." 'You didn't come and looking for me.'

"My daughter, and I never knew it." Sirius grabbed his hand in punishing clasp.

"You only think about your Heidy, you hardly had time for us. I wanted to come to you but I couldn't put you in more stress with…" Severus looked at him coldly. "I refused to have my daughter ignored just because you had your mind on your goddaughter."

"I thought you love Dee."

"I did. I still do. But she never liked me. What would she think if I told her that she would have a sister?"

"You would never know. You left and she forgot you."

"She didn't remember me?" Severus looked poignant. "Not even a little bit?"

"She had a little accident after you left."

"Oh. No wonder she act impersonally toward me after she came to Hogwarts."

Sirius' expression was hard to be read.

"This is a bad idea. I shouldn't tell you." Severus tried to break free and leave.

"I don't have any romantic relationship with Baxter or any other witches and wizards. There's no other one after you. No one that I take seriously."

Severus avoided his eyes and just nodded.

"Does she know that I'm his father?"

"No." Severus caught the hurt look. "I don't know how you would react, and I don't want her got hurt because her father doesn't want her."

"You would never know. I always want a big family." Sirius smiled. "Tell me more about her."

***

They had breakfast together in the morning. The men only smiled when their girls complaining over had to wake up early.

"You have to wake up early at school too." Severus smiled at Heidy. "I thought you would have gotten used to it."

"No." Heidy yawned. "Hermione has to wake me every morning."

"This is terrible." Nadia complaint. "What if I don't get friend to wake me."

"And you get potion the first class." Heidy grinned.

"You better not late for my class, Nadia."

"Yes, Daddy."

"Are you okay, Sirius?" Heidy handed him his muffin. "You are awfully quiet."

"I'll miss you." Sirius smiled.

"I know." Heidy grinned. "You will miss me so much that you won't have time for that witch."

When they arrived at the train station, Heidy took Sirius' hand.

"I will miss you a lot."

Sirius knelt on one foot and looked at her in the eyes.

"I will miss you more. I'll go visit you soon. I promise you that."

"Sirius, there's something I need to tell you."

"Yes?"

"I can SEE with my glasses on." Heidy noticed the surprised look passed Sirius' face. "Do you think it's mama's power working on me?"

Sirius hugged her tightly, like when she's a toddler, "It is, Dee." He kissed her forehead, "You could stopped wearing the glasses. I think it's OK."

"OK, maybe later. I just get used to it."

"Well, it's time now, better on board." Sirius watched from the corner of his eye that Severus had told Nadia to get into the train.

Sirius and Severus stood side by side as the girls' board.

"You know, darling, you need to be extra careful now." Sirius grinned.

"What that supposed to mean." Severus tried to stop his heart doing bungee jumping.

"Dee can SEE through her glasses." Sirius winked at him. "You better not thinking about me all the time."

"Well, guess I see you around."

Sirius nodded. "We'll talk to the girls later. Just for you to know, I never mean to let you go again."

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22 February 04, 11:05 am

Sorry for long update, hope you still reading it. Anyway, you might find lots of mistakes (I'm not an English speaker) and it's not beta-ed.

To Nora Lena Potter: hope you still thinking so.

To pixy: sorry it's really long ago since the last update, I have other fics that I had to write.

To Leeanna-Marie-Malfoy: Thank you, tell me what you think about this one.

To Realm: Thanks, I love reviews. This is my first fic (before I had more idea and wrote more fics I don't even have time to finish it.)