Author's Note: I sorry I kept you all waiting for the next chapter. This chapter was hard to write but I hope you guys like what I did with also. The next chapter will have some family drama, but that's all I'm saying about that. I think this is one of the best chapters I've written so far. I have the story finished so if you want to see what happens, leave some Reviews. Also thanks to (Scribbled, justawritier and Sky-Maiden) for the reviews. I loved them and that's what keeps me updating. Enough of that! Enjoy!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Chapter: 5/8
Its one of those nights again that I cherish. It is truly and honestly the only time when I feel like there is no one else in the world expect you and I. Here I am just like clockwork in your house, in your room and in your bed. Your arms wrapped around me protectively. Even though we are the only ones here, we still choose to be alone in your room, our little place away from everything else. We don't talk our actions speak for us. Looking up I see into your dark brown eyes and I know that I'm ready, ready for the next step, ready to show my love for you, ready for us to finally become one.
Moving away from his embrace, I sit up. He's watching me not knowing what I'm doing and going to do. I give him a small smile and blush, raising my arms above my head. He too pushes himself up, we both looking peering into each other's eyes and I nod. He knows now where this is heading.
His fingers slowly dance at my sides, pulling my shirt over my head and tossing it aside and onto the floor. He kisses him and we fall back. I giggle as he places butterfly kisses on my newly exposed skin. My turn. I tug on his shirt and pull it over his head, having it join mine on the floor. We kiss again, moving slowly, enjoying this moment, and living in this moment.
He looks down at me, pushing a strand of my hair out of my eyes and behind my ear.
"Your sure right" he asks with uncertainty in his voice and I nodded.
"I'm ready" I lean up and kiss him, letting him know that now is the time.
As the kisses go on, so does the love between us. Everything we ever felt for one another is shown. We become one. What we did wasn't some random hook-up, but love. We made love, honest to god love. It was filled with kindness and love. The way it should be down.
Nothing felt rushed. Everything was slow and it made it more memorable. Our first time together and it was pure bliss. It was something we both had never experienced. Not with any of the previous people we had been with, this was different. This made us whole. It was everything I had wanted and more. Never could have I imagined that someone could show me love the way he showed it to me.
As I lay once again in his arms, his fingers tracing my now faded scars on my arms. Giving me a kiss on the side of my head.
"I'm proud you stop." he finally says with a smile.
"Me too. I have you now. I don't need to do that anymore." I reply caressing his cheek softly.
He blushes slightly, kissing my cheek again. "I love you Miss Eleanor Nash," he whispers into my ear softly as if others were around to hear him but he knows just how sensitive those three little words are to me.
I turn my head to look up at him and do the same thing. "I love you to Mister James Brooks" I whispers in his eye, smiling.
Our foreheads touch and we kiss. Soft and short. It's one of our kisses, the ones that mean the most to us. In that moment I knew we would be together forever.
Just like a few hours before we become one again, showing our love for another again. And just like how it felt the first time, it feels that way again. Like it is our first time being with each other. This is how it is supposed to feel to be in love and I can official say we are in love and will be together forever.