Emma looked around the bathroom confused. There was dried blood on the floor. Emma scrambled to grab a paper towel and clean it up.
"Come on hurry up!" Ross yelled. "I have to go."
"Coming!" Emma wiped up the last bit of blood and but the paper towel in the toilet. She watched it swirl down and finally opened the door.
"Finally! Come on Emma get out." Ross shoved into the bathroom and Emma got out. She sat on the couch staring at the scars on her wrist.
"Emma!" She jerked her head up hiding her wrist. "I'm off to work. Eryn will be here all day." Rachel kissed Emma on the forehead.
It didn't feel the same as when Emma was in London. She sat on the couch watching a blank t.v. "Eryn!" She called.
"What?" Eryn walked out of her room.
"Where's the clicker?" Emma asked, turning her head.
"Why don't you look for it yourself?"
"Because you had it last!"
Eryn walked into her room and came out with the clicker. As Emma grabbed it she hit Eryn across the head. "What the hell?" Eryn jumped onto Emma and they had a huge fight.
Emma forced Eryn onto the floor. Eryn slapped Emma across the face, leaving a huge red line. Emma got up, stepping on Eryn while she ran into the bathroom crying,
"Fine got slit yourself again!" Eryn called after her, standing in front of the door. It slowly opened as Emma ran screaming fists high in the air.
"Don't you talk to me like that you bitch I hate you!" Emma once again forced Eryn to the floor, Eryn crying and squealing. Eryn pushed Emma off. Emma rolled and hit her elbow on the bookshelf.
Emma once again ran into the bathroom crying. She was forcing herself not to do it. "Come on you know you want to Emma! I hate you I wish you die and I know you want to as well!" Eryn called from the living room. She sat, back against the couch, head in her knees.
Emma finally slid the glass against her wrist. She gave out a final cry. Suddenly, her world span, and everything went dark.
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Emma woke up in a white room. A tube was stuck in her and her wrist was wrapped up. "Emma!" Rachel cried as she wrapped her arms around her daughter.
"I'll give you each a minute. Rachel, your first." The doctor rushed Ross and Eryn out of the room. "Merry Christmas baby. Are you ok?"
"Christmas?" Emma managed to say.
"You were out for a day. Here." Rachel un wrapped the present showing Emma a Denny and George scarf.
"Thanks." Emma squeaked.
"I was really worried about you. But how could you do that to your sister?" Rachel didn't let Emma answer. She left the room and Ross came in.
"Are you okay Emma?" He asked, running his fingers through her hair.
Emma nodded slightly. "Why did you do that to yourself?" Emma fought back her tears, not saying anything. "I'll let you rest."
Eryn walked into the room. She shoved a present in Emma's face. "So close…" She said. Eryn walked out of the room saying no more. Emma unwrapped the present. Inside was just another shirt that Rachel must have bought and wrote Eryn's name on the box.
To Emma's surprise, Cameron, Alexa, Trish, Leo, and Ricky walked through the door. Cameron gave her a kiss while Trish and Alexa stood with tears in their eyes.
"Are you ok?" Alexa asked.
"Could be better. I'm going to kill my sister though." Emma said.
"We're glad you made it. We have to go but we'll see you soon." Leo said. They filed out of the room.
Emma sat in the bed so close to crying she felt she would burst. But she felt drowsy and fell into a deep sleep.
This time when Emma woke up she was in her room. "What day is it?" She asked when she slowly lifted her head.
"January second." Ross answered handing her a cup of noodles.
"Oh…" Emma had planned to spend New Years with Cameron. She wondered what he did.
Eryn walked into the room. "You better stop this drinking shit if you were smart. You had a fine life before this."
"Get out of here Eryn." Emma shooed her sister under of the room.
Emma sat thinking of what Eryn said. Was she happy before? She didn't know. All she knew was that she needed to get better faster then she was already.