I have never felt so disgusted with myself…

I don't deserve to be here

I don't want you to go through this pain.

Please tell Ben I will miss him

Eryn I love you too

I haven't been the best person

And I regret this last month

Eryn I'm sorry

Mom I'm sorry

Dad I am very sorry

I have let you all down

I won't let you suffer anymore

This pain is mine not yours

Do not miss me

I do not deserve to be missed

What I just did will haunt me forever.

I won't tell you what it is

Tell Alexa, Trish, Cameron, Leo and Ricky to go to hell

Eryn… thank you…

Emma…

Eryn folded up the letter and place it onto the stone. She never knew she could cry this much. Rachel sat on the grass still shell shocked from the events that happened 1 week ago.

They cleared her room. Cameron almost committed suicide when he heard. Alexa and Trish felt guilty. Monica and Chandler couldn't begin to express how sorry they were.

"She was a good kid… why would she do this?" Rachel cried.

"It should not have gone this far." Ross said. He hugged Rachel until it was time to leave the graveyard.

Eryn lay in bed that night hugging Hugsy. Emma loved it and now Eryn would keep it. Eryn donated all the stolen money to a charity. She cute up scraps of Emma's old clothes and stuffed animals to make a quilt. So she could remember what Emma was like.

A/N I had SOO many endingz to choose from I thought this wud be the most exciting… plus it teaches you a lesson! (actually either ending I thought of may have taught u a lesson) DRUGS SUCK DON'T DO THEM