a/n: Another kinda weird, pointless little drabble with a general POV. I seem to be abundant with these things nowadays, no?
d: If I owned Naruto, all the people who oppose it will be wiped out from existence.
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I spent the whole day at home doing whatever needed doing. Didn't you say you'll be back in the afternoon, dusk at the most? Damn, it's already nighttime; good thing I was preoccupied. I do hope you'll get back soon. Why didn't you even bother calling me? If I hadn't asked around, I wouldn't have found out that you had intentions of going somewhere today. But then, never mind, it's okay. It's really tedious having to lose my temper again and again like this.
: sigh :
I don't think I want this anymore. And if you're planning to do it again to me, you'll hear me whisper in your ear a silent little,
"Fuck you."
Why am I even putting up with you? I have so many complaints with you. It seems I don't want to talk anymore when you're not even listening. I don't think I want this anymore… There's so much to say… Aha! I know just what to do! You think I can't do it, don't you? Well, watch me try…
But then, you came home from whatever it is you were doing, and I couldn't say anything else but:
"Did you get tired? Here, just eat first."
That's because I can't stand being mad at you. When I see you, your face, your hair, your body, your movements, the bitterness turns to sweetness inside me. I'm always trying to give you the cold shoulder, but never mind. I forgive you now, I won't get mad anymore, just… just don't let it happen again, okay?
And just when we were going to eat, you suddenly mentioned that you were going out again. And even though I wanted to argue then and there, I only said:
"Whatever you want. Just take care, please…"
Why in the world do I even put up with you? I have too many complaints already, you know? It seems I don't want to talk anymore when you're not even listening. I don't think I want this anymore.
Hell, I know I don't want this anymore. But I really couldn't do anything about it. Because I know that you know I can't afford to lose you.
YOU'RE REALLY FUCKING LUCKY THAT I'M FUCKING HEAD OVER FUCKING HEELS FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU…!
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Fucking damn it.
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a/n: There it went. I was in an angsty, sentimental mood, FYI. Just one note: for any self-respecting Pinoy out there who thought it sounded kind of familiar, it was adapted from the Parokya ni Edgar song "Parang Ayoko Na." There, I said it, and hey, before you click that "back" button over there, please go and drop a
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