Chapter 4: Caught
Disclaimer: My name is Ella. Not J.K. Rowling. Put two and two together.
Since the talk Ginny and Harry had shared, Harry's mood seemed slightly happier. Although this wasn't by much at all, she noticed a big difference, and so did everyone else it seemed. He talked to Ron and Hermione more, even if it was mostly in private. Although Harry and herself didn't talk as much, Ginny didn't mind. Just as long as he had understood her words. She had been thinking also about what he had said. You'll never hold me back. Did this mean that he would let her go with him? Would her get to go with them and find the Horcruxes and defeat Lord Voldemort? Secretly she hoped that he would.
As the next term neared, there was talk of Harry, Ron and Hermione leaving to look for the parts of the dark Lord's soul. Ginny got her letter from Hogwarts, which was signed by Professor McGonagall. She wasn't sure if she needed it, and was wondering whether to ask Harry. In the end she decided she might as well, since she couldn't go on hoping without knowing for sure.
She went to his room and knocked on the door. It was a lot different to last time, with no large silences. Harry opened the door and smiled slightly larger than last time at her.
'Hi Ginny, come on in.' he said. She nodded and came in once again. The room was tidy, but there was one difference. Things were being packed into a large pack, which had clothes protruding out of it. He sat down on the made bed, and Ginny stood once again, though this time they stared at each other. Ginny motioned to the bag.
'Planning on leaving soon?' She asked.
'Yeah. We were going to leave pretty soon, before the new term starts.'
Ginny was silent for a while, and Harry seemed to notice something was up.
'Is something wrong, Ginny?'
She looked up at him, trying to word her answer properly.
'Where you three planning on taking…anyone else with you?' She asked. She was going to add something else, but stopped herself, because she could feel her voice starting to shake. Harry was watching her with concern and sadness.
'Ginny, you do know why I can't have you come, don't you?' He started. Without letting her answer, he continued. 'I don't want you to get hurt. If he killed you, I wouldn't be able to go on. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. I've been the cause of too many deaths, and I don't want to be the cause of yours as well. I didn't want to have Ron and Hermione with me either, but you told me I have to trust someone. I can't afford to have anyone else with me, especially someone I care for so much, Ginny.'
Ginny was silent for a little while longer. Then she managed to speak.
'I just thought…you might think I was strong enough to take care of myself.' She choked out.
'It's not that I don't think you're strong enough…it's not that.'
'Then why wont you let come with you! I'm just as strong as everybody! Why do you need to leave me behind?' She cried, almost regretting it.
'Do you think my parents weren't strong enough? Sirius? Dumbledore? They were all strong, Ginny. But he still killed them. It didn't stop him! It has nothing to do with strength! It doesn't matter to him. He will kill anyone, no matter how strong they are!' He cried loudly. He looked hurt, as if this was the hardest thing to say. 'I just know that he would kill you if he had the chance. I can't give him opportunity to do it. If you came with us, he would get that opportunity. That's why you can't come.' He said the last part quieter, watching her, begging for her to understand.
Ginny just stood there. Half of her wanted to understand, to tell him that she knew what he felt. But that part didn't win the battle. She turned and stormed out of the room, leaving the door open.
She went into her room, slammed the door and threw herself onto the bed. She didn't know why she was so upset, but she just couldn't understand what he had said, and why. Maybe if she had thought about it she would have understood, but jealousy, confusion and will took over and she started to loathe Harry for what he had said. Although a part of her didn't want to, she needed reason, and her mind told her this was the only way. Everyone seemed to notice the change in her attitude towards him, but they didn't say anything. They also noticed the hurt and confused looks that crossed Harry's face, but again thought it best to stay quiet.
Then Harry, Ron and Hermione left. They didn't tell anyone until they were leaving, because they didn't want a big deal. Mrs. Weasley, of course, made a big fuss anyway, but not many others were there at the time. The only ones there to say goodbye, and give words of advice, were the Weasleys, save Arthur who was at work, and Percy. Ginny did not say anything, and stood in the shadows while watching last attempts from Mrs. Weasley to change their minds. She moved further into the shadows as the three turned to say goodbye to her. They hesitated, then Ron and Hermione moved back to Fred and George. Harry seemed to want to say something but decided against it and walked back, with that same confused expression which she had come to know too well. She stood with her arms crossed over her chest as she watched them apparate away. Without her.
So Ginny went back to Hogwarts at the start of term. It was a difference to be going back on the train without her 3 best friends. Ex best friends she reminded herself. She had been surprised as to how many people were returning to Hogwarts, even after the events of the school year before. She sat with Neville and Luna Lovegood on the train, who asked countless questions about the summer…and Harry of course. She didn't answer most of them, and they got the picture in the end. The rest of the train ride was spent in silence, but Ginny didn't care. When the time came, she changed into her robes. Other than that the train trip was uneventful and silent.
When they got to school they had the customary feast, where Ginny just picked at her food whilst others stuffed their faces. Usually she would have been sitting next to Harry, Ron and Hermione, and she imagined them sitting next to her, talking with her. She imagined Harry's face smiling at her, with love in his eyes. But then she remembered what reality was, and the faces of her friends swirled into distorted oblivion. She did not love Harry anymore.
Ginny left her picked at Dinner and left the great Hall, not paying any attention to all the confused stares she got. One person however was watching her with a different look in their eyes.
Over the next few weeks Ginny completed her classes and homework with a distant mind, even more distant than the teachers or troubled students. She had gone past possibility of forgiving Harry, and when she thought of him, thought of only how much she loathed him. Everyone noticed this new feeling, especially when she snapped at the mention of his name. Dean had tried a couple of times to chat her up, with no success. In the end he seemed to decide that it was too much trouble, and stopped. This was no problem for her.
Ginny was shocked when an owl flew through her window brandishing a fancy letter. She read through it and gaped at the page. Slughorn was throwing a party. Even after everything that had happened, Slughorn was still trying to get to know potential successful individuals. She sighed in disbelief. It had always amazed her what Slughorn was capable of doing. Though she decided that she needed something to take her mind off certain things and that this would do so she might as well go. After all, seeing Slughorn's dress choice might provide a laugh, which she needed.
She dressed in nothing special, a white singlet top and a pale green mini skirt and straightened her hair, put on some light make up and left the dorm, on the way to the Slug's office. Suddenly she heard someone call her name and she turned. Neville was running down the hall, with red cheeks. When he reached her he was breathing heavily from the effort.
'He…hey…G-Ginny.' He said, puffed out. She laughed, not having laughed in a while.
'Hey Neville. You wanna walk with me?' She asked. He nodded and they set off.
They walked in comfortable silence, save Neville's raspy breathing, and finally came to Slughorn's office, the door closed. Loud music could be heard thumping from within and Ginny gave Neville a confused look. Neville looked surprised.
'What you didn't know?' He asked.
'Didn't know what?' She asked quizzically. Neville opened the door and Ginny stared in wonder at what was inside.
It was dark, except for scattered coloured lights. There was loud music blaring and a disco ball hanging from the ceiling, throwing light around the room. There were people everywhere. Not just the usual members of the Slug Club, but a large selection of students from different grades and different houses. The party was in full swing and some were dancing, a few almost on top of each other. What could be understood to be first years were standing in a corner nervously.
'It's a recruitment party. Slughorn's invited tones of people, to get some new meat.' Neville explained as they moved in. She looked around as Neville closed the door. Suddenly Slughorn appeared, wearing a bright fluro green tux.
'Ahh, Miss Weasley. And Mr. Longbottom. Wonderful to see you here!' He cried slapping Neville on the back, causing him to be launched forward half a meter. Ginny resisted the urge to laugh, one because of this, and two, because of Slughorn's fashion disaster.
'Thank you for inviting us, professor.' She managed to say.
'Quite alright, quite alright. You two enjoy yourselves.' He said before hailing down some terrified first years, which seemed to be trying to find an escape route through the crowd. She laughed for the second time that night and then said goodbye to Neville and walked off through the crowd. She exchanged conversation with a few people she knew, and walked aimlessly around for a little while, not exactly sure what she was doing. Finally she caught site of the food and drinks table, and made her way over there. To her relief, there were tables to sit at. Since she had nothing better to do, she thought she might as well sit down for the rest of the night. So she grabbed a drink of green punch, and went to go sit down at a table. The only problem was, that there were no empty ones. Every single one was full. She sighed and was about to turn to go back, when she saw one empty table. Well, almost empty. There was one person sitting at the table.
That person was non other than Blaise Zambini (A.N./ Yes I know at least a few of my friends are thinking something about this…Libby is probably jumping up and down…but you guys don't know what happens yet).
She thought about just going back to walking around aimlessly, but then decided what the heck. She wasn't scared of him. It could be fun to annoy him.
She strut up to the table and sat down, as if he wasn't even there. She looked at him out of the corner of her eye, but she wasn't looking at him otherwise. He seemed to not notice for a little bit, but then he turned and saw her, almost falling out of his seat. He grabbed the table for balance and it rocked as he steadied himself. She held in her laughter, but examined her finger nails. He stared at her for a few moments, and regained his composure.
'Ahh, if it isn't Mini-Weasley.' He sneered. She looked at him and smiled sweetly.
'Oh, Zambini. Didn't see you there.' She said in a careless voice. There was silence and Ginny took a sip of her drink, pretending to be interested in something else. She could feel Blaise's eyes on her, though not on her face. Slightly lower than that. He cleared his throat.
'You look…nice.' He said. Her eyes snapped back on him and she rolled them.
'Save it for someone who will actually want to get laid by you, Zambini.' She snarled. He smiled.
'Ouch. You do have a temper tonight.'
'Just remember why I'm here, Zambini. I can do a fucking good hex.'
'Do I believe my ears? Mini-Weasley? Swearing?' He said in a shocked voice. 'And here I was thinking you were a good girl.'
'I'm a bit of this and that.' She said not really caring.
'What are you tonight?' He whispered.
'Hmmm, depends.' She said not paying much attention to what she was saying.
'On what?' He asked, smirking slightly. She turned and glared at him.
'Don't even bother asking, Zambini.' She snapped.
Blaise grinned and reclined in his chair, holding up his head with his arms, watching her still. Ginny was slowly tiring of this. It was only fun for a small amount of time, especially since he only seemed interested in checking her out. Stupid Horny Slytherins.
'So I heard that you and Mr. Potter are no more,' He said in a carefree voice. 'What a shame.'
Ginny raised her eyebrow in question.
'Now why would you say that, Zambini?' She asked. His grin widened.
'Eh. Just said it to make you feel better. Actually I couldn't be happier, but I could say something like "Oh because you were such a cute couple!" if you want me to,' He said. 'But then again, saying something like that would be very degrading, so don't expect me to say it.'
Ginny laughed despite herself, and Blaise's grin widened again, if that was possible.
'Oh well we wouldn't want to hurt your overlarge ego would we, Zambini?' She said. He shook his head seriously.
'No. That wouldn't be wise,' He said solemnly. Then he decided to change the subject. 'So…you're single now?'
She cocked her eyebrow, clearly unimpressed.
'Yes I guess I am, but if you think I'm gonna be some whore of yours to put on your long list on one night stands, you've got it wrong.' She said in an as-a-matter-of-fact manner. Blaise sat back down properly.
'Well it's not my fault I'm so good looking!' He said arrogantly. Ginny couldn't help but look at him when he said this. She wouldn't admit it, but she could tell why. He was wearing a white tank top which showed off obvious muscles and a pair of jeans. His brown eyes sparkled and his smile was priceless. He defiantly was something to look at. Not that she cared, of course. He seemed to notice she was checking him out, and he grinned once again.
'Like what you see?' He asked, leaning in closer. Ginny was still off in another world and started to nod her head, but then realised what she was doing.
'You're such an arrogant prick.' She said. He smirked.
'You didn't answer my question,' Blaise said. 'Though I suppose nodding counts, doesn't it?' he finished, arms crossed in satisfaction. She glared at him.
'Nope.' She said, not quite meaning it. He raised his eyebrow at her.
'Really?' He asked. She nodded. He sighed.
'Well I guess I'll just have to change your mind.' He said. She was going to protest, she really was. But then she decided that she might as well find out what he was going to do. She was curious, very curious, thought she wouldn't admit that. He got up and grabbed her head, dragging her into the middle of the dance space.
It was pretty packed, and they managed to push a space open. Blaise put his hands around her waist, and she moved her arms up around his neck. Touch by Amerie started to play, and they moved from side to side with the beat of the music. After a little bit Blaise pulled her closer by moving his hands closer on the small of her back. Ginny automatically moved her arms further around his neck so they became even closer. Soon they were so close they were practically grinding against each other, with one leg in between each others. Ginny didn't care. She didn't care that she was dancing with a Slytherin. She didn't care that technically she wasn't single. She didn't care who was watching. All she really cared about was Blaise. But did she care about him? It was more that she cared about what was going on at the moment with him. She didn't think she liked him or anything, though maybe that would come later. This would be a perfect distraction from Harry. She smirked as she felt his hands travel down lower, clenching onto her ass.
'Having fun?' She asked. He was taller than her so he bent his head down, smirking himself.
'A lot I'd have to admit. What about you?' He asked. 'Have I changed your mind?'
Ginny nodded and he grinned.
'Good,' He said. He looked around, seeing a lot of the students staring at them whilst pretending to do something else. 'I think we should go somewhere else. Come with me.' He whispered in her ear, sending shivers up her spine. He moved away from her, both of them fairly sweaty, and they moved out the door together.
They moved along the deserted corridors slowly, not meeting anyone. It didn't really matter, since they were allowed to be out because they had been at the Slug Club's party. Blaise was smirking as they moved through the corridors. Ginny wondered what he was thinking about, but didn't really care. Though she was curious as to where they were going. She had assumed he would want to take her back to his dorm, but they seemed to be going in the direction of Gryffindor tower.
'Where are we going?' She asked him. They were pretty close to Gryffindor tower now and he looked around before pulling her into a dark alcove. Before she could say anything he put his lips on hers forcefully. She kissed back with the same force. She moved her arms up around his sweaty neck and his went on her ass while they kissed for a few moments longer. Surprise was evident in Blaise's expression when he felt Ginny's tongue begging for entrance, but it was soon thrown off as there tongues battled for dominancy. He moved her up against the wall, and for a fleeting moment she remembered back to the incident with Dean. But this was different. She wanted to do this. Ginny felt Blaise's hand move down her thigh and then up again, moving under her skirt. She moaned his name quietly and grinded against him, begging for more. He smirked into the kiss and was just about to move up further, when they herd someone behind them. Ginny opened her eyes as Blaise pulled away and looked at the person who had interrupted with annoyance. Then she saw who it was.
It was Harry.
A.N: WOOOOOOOO CLIFF HANGER! Now u have to keep reading grins evilly Well I hope you all like this chapter! I know a lot of you will not like this change, but I will say this. Everything happens for a reason. Well I got inspiration for the dancing in this chapter from a dance I went to on Friday night. I got a boyfriend! YAY! Well I danced with him for over two hours much like the way Blaise and Ginny were dancing so hehehhee…anyway enough about my real life! Here are some shout outs cause I luv u all! O and before that I would just like to give an important announcement!
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Checkered Squares: Well cam I shall explain just in case anyone else is confused! The first chapter was present, then Ginny is remembering back to when it started and is remembering everything up to the hospital wing, so you understand why he's in the hospital wing (which I know a lot of people are dying to know :D) so I hope that helps. Thanx for the review.
inuyachan13: Thanks for the review! It makes me feel really happy to have changed your mind on them. I'm not much of a fan of Harry/Ginny myself because there so obvious…but I had the idea for this and had to write it…though I'm trying to make it not so obvious:) and Double fudge brownies sound most excellent! Mmmm chocolate! Hehehe
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Beta's note; Hello everyone! Ok sorry about the mistakes in the last chappie, the computer I used did not work properly so it didn't save the changes I made…so yeah I'm really sorry about that and I am using a working computer this time :D and yes I am one of the friends that's jumping up and down and having a fit going GINNY AND BLAISE HOW COULD SHE?
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