Chapter 5: Apologies
A/N: Sorry it took so long..been real busy!
Ok heres a quick recap so you can remember what happened at the end of the last chapter!
Recap:
'Where are we going?' She asked him. They were pretty close to Gryffindor tower now and he looked around before pulling her into a dark alcove. Before she could say anything he put his lips on hers forcefully. She kissed back with the same force. She moved her arms up around his sweaty neck and his went on her ass while they kissed for a few moments longer. Surprise was evident in Blaise's expression when he felt Ginny's tongue begging for entrance, but it was soon thrown off as there tongues battled for dominancy. He moved her up against the wall, and for a fleeting moment she remembered back to the incident with Dean. But this was different. She wanted to do this. Ginny felt Blaise's hand move down her thigh and then up again, moving under her skirt. She moaned his name quietly and grinded against him, begging for more. He smirked into the kiss and was just about to move up further, when they herd someone behind them. Ginny opened her eyes as Blaise pulled away and looked at the person who had interrupted with annoyance. Then she saw who it was.
It was Harry.
Chapter 5:
Ginny's first reaction to seeing him standing there, mouth open in surprise, was to deny this. Say that Blaise had forced himself on her, instead of the truth which was that she had been thoroughly enjoying herself. But though her mind thought it would be best to lie, she couldn't bring herself to. After all, she didn't need to be lying to him. He didn't have her love any more. She didn't care if she hurt him.
Blaise smirked at Harry, hand on Ginny's ass. Ginny looked at Harry. He was glaring at Blaise.
'Well well, If it isn't Golden Boy. Now tell me. What are you doing here at this fine school on this fine evening?' He asked, sneering at him.
Harry was silent, though his eyes gave his answer. He was looking at Ginny, with a slightly confused look on his face. Blaise smirked once again.
'Ahhh. I see,' He said watching Harry. Harry looked at him. 'Well sorry Potter, but she's with me.'
Harry looked at Ginny once more, looking even more confused, as well as hurt. Ginny watched him with no emotion on her face.
'Is this true, Ginny?' He asked quietly. Blaise was about to say something but Harry turned and glared at him.
'I was asking Ginny!' He yelled, turning back to Ginny. 'Is it true? Tell me the truth!'
Ginny was silent, looking up at Harry with no expression still.
'The truth? This is the truth,' She said in a deathly whisper. She then turned to Blaise and kissed him rougly, arms up around his neck. Blaise caught her drift and started to move his hands up and down her curves while their tongues battled. Ginny let a moan escape, to help Harry understand. Then she moved away from Blaise, who didn't seem to want to stop, and looked at Harry. 'And you caused it to happen.'
Harry stared at her his eyes full of hurt and confusion. Blaise was grinning in triumph and Ginny had her arms crossed over her chest, smirking at him. Harry nodded in defeat and acceptance, slowly backing away from the dark alcove. Ginny nodded, willing him to keep going. He kept his eyes on hers as he got a piece of parchment out of his pocket and let it fall to the floor. Ginny didn't move. Harry turned and took one last look at her, then walked down the corridor, footsteps echoing until it was silent once more.
Ginny listened, her heart pounding in her chest. She felt mixed emotions, though she tried to push them back. A half of her wanted to go after him. No a quarter. No an eighth. Ginny gave up on the fight in her mind and pushed away the thought of going after Harry. She didn't want to, and she wouldn't.
Blaise had his arm around her waist still, and was watching her. It was easy to see that he wanted to continue where they left off. Ginny smiled seductively at him and turned to look up at him. But as she was she saw the piece of parchment on the floor she stopped. Leaving Blaise's grip she went and picked it up. Blaise walked up behind her and snaked his arms around her waist, pulling her closer once more. He moved his face down to her ear.
'Leave it. We could be doing something much more, interesting.' He whispered seductively. As much as she wanted to continue with Blaise, curiosity was getting the better of her. Why had Harry dropped this? Before she could open it, Blaise took it out of her hand and threw it behind them. But Ginny had made up her mind. She smiled at him.
'Blaise, I know this is gonna sound weird, but I can't do anything else tonight. I guess it's the shock and all,' She said, adding in quickly as he looked confused. 'Don't worry it's not you, I promise that I will come back to you.'
Blaise frowned then smirked, covering any confusion.
'What ever, Weasley.' He said moving out of the alcove, not before slapping her on the ass.
Ginny watched as he left and sighed. It was not that she felt bad about what she did to Harry, no, quite the opposite really. She didn't know what she was feeling, but she just wasn't in the mood for any of it at the moment.
She moved towards the paper and picked it up leaning against the stone wall as she opened it.
Ginny,
I was hoping to catch you here, in your dorm, except you aren't in so I left you this note.
I'm really sorry about what I did and how I wouldn't let you come. It's just I don't want you to get hurt, and I know you think that you are strong enough to not get hurt, and I know you are strong, but I don't want to risk it. I can't lose you like I have lost everyone else special in my life. I need hope to get through this, and you give me that hope. I don't want you to be upset with me, because I need your support. I need to be able to go to sleep knowing that you love me, because I love you with all my heart.
So please forgive me, so that I can forgive myself.
One day when all bad times have passed, we can be happily together again. But until then I need to know that you have forgiven me.
Yours forever
Harry.
Ginny read the note a couple of times then stopped to think. He had obviously thought against leaving it there and had come to find her. Not that she cared. She sifted through her thoughts. After a few moments she sighed, annoyed and scrunched up the piece of paper. Then she threw it away from her and walked back to her dorm angrily. She did not love him, no matter how many apologies he gave.
A/N: Once again…terribly sorry it took so long…and im sorry this chapter is so short…I just thought u wud rather have something to read than nothing at all…remember my name is changing very very soon. Now onto shoutouts.
Ellen: Why did u go anonymous? Eh anywayz…thankyou for your review…now you can go back to whimpering
Daddyzangel108: lol well that was my scheme…but u no! its fun! My friends have been begging me to tell them what happens…but no one knows yet lol…writing a novel is harder than it looks…much harder! Thanx 4 the review!
Tricksty One: I don't think so libby…and if your confused look at cams shoutout in chap 4? Lol im glad ure happy that its Blaise Ginny…but I don't agree with Harry fainting…weird…
underthewaterfall: Lol thanx 4 the review…I hope this chapter answered most of ure questions…
tashie-moo: lol you are both strange…but tash u need to read to review…it's a part of life…and sooner or later you will have to do it…well more like you will want to…but until then…we can torment you as much as we can…yes and I don't plan changing it for your viewing…you'll have to read it all some day
Prongs007: Thanks for the review…you confused me cause on of my friends is prongs aswell so lol
Checkered Squares: I know your just saying that cause deep down inside your going yay! Blaise blaise blaise! Anyhoo im glad you found the folder…and im glad you have gone back to loving draco malfoy…as per usual…
Hpfreaklk: lol glad you like it