Disclaimer: nope, I don't own them; never will I ever so get off my back about it
Just to give you a tiny tiny itsy bitsy preview of what to come of the story, well let's see. All I'm going to say is the jail isn't going to last for exactly ten weeks as I planned. I was caught up in the moment and kind of changed the story plot a little. But not to worry, it'll still be good because Jou n Seto will be soon together, just not now.
Now on with the story!
The Difference
Jou's POV
The officers had went out to lunch and left us here to do nothing. I was bored out of my mind, and I needed something to do.
And I think messing around with Kaiba would cure the itch
"Yo, Kaiba"
"What is it Mutt?"
I jumped down off the bed and sat in front of him
"See, I'm trying to be nice to you and all you do is push away"
"I don't need you being nice to me mutt"
"Oh really? So your happy with no friends, no life, knowing everyone in the world hates you except your brother and those die heart chicks are in love with you?"
He thought a moment "yup"
I froze. He can't be serious. That's not normal. Everyone in the world needs to be loved. No matter if you the sweetest person on earth or…Kaiba for that matter. I just can't understand him.
"But don't you want someone to love you, like I don't know a lover?"
I looked up from his laptop. Straight at me. No emotion just thought. Like he was thinking about an answer.
"I don't need anyone to love me"
"But don't you love someone, isn't there anyone in the world that you wish you could be with?"
He sighed. Like he was reluctant to answer
"Didn't we go over this?"
Then I thought
"Oh yeah, I forgot"
"Yea it's one of your specialties"
Ok this whole messing around with Kaiba thing is not going as well as I had hoped it would
"You know Kaiba, your one dude that I could never understand. Not once"
He smirked "I like it that way"
Heh, yeah me too. He gave me a challenge, like go through all of these obstacles and you'll get a prize. Oh, god now I'm starting to feel as if I like him. I mentally shuddered. No way, no how, not in hell, or anywhere for that manner. I will never be with Seto Kaiba
I looked up from my thoughts, and saw that Kaiba was staring back. No emotion, as usual, just looking. Almost…gazing, it was kind of freak though
"Uh, Kaiba what are…?"
Before I could even ask the question, his lips where on mine. But now, it wasn't me who kissed him. It was him who made the move on me. And I wanted to push away, and muscle in my body was just screaming for me to move, but there was that one little something that was keeping me there. Wanting more.
I slowly slid my arms around his neck, pulling my body on top of his. He was so soft, like velvet almost. And he looked so pale compared to me. But he looked so…
Beautiful
His arms had slid around my waist, pulling me closer. Almost protecting me, from everyone. It just felt so right
Yet so very wrong.
We aren't supposed to be together. I mean we're arch enemies, which are now making out in a gay jail cell. It made no sense.
But then, the moment was over
My eyes were still closed. I didn't want it to end; I wanted to stay like this
But his lips never came back
I opened my eyes and saw his eyes, staring right through me.
I could tell that he could see all my emotions. I wasn't very good at hiding mine, though he was a pro.
I turned a beat red; I had noticed that I was still on top of him, though he has yet to move me. But I did it for him. I slid off him and sat in the far corner (not that there was much of a bed) of the bed feeling quite embarrassed for letting any of that happen.
I glanced over at him
And he was staring back
Straight through me
Like a daggers, he wasn't angry, not happy, just…Kaiba
It made no sense
The rest of the morning was pretty quiet, no talking, just him typing and the music blaring out of my headphones
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It was about 4 in the afternoon. Yet I was still bored out of my mind. I still hadn't left Kaiba's bed, though he never said anything about it
"Yo, Blondie, you got mail" I looked up, and saw this real tall dude. Like 7 feet something. He threw me a letter
I studied the letter. Who in the hell would send me anything?
Dear Joey,
Hey, heard you were in jail. You would know that I would probably yell at you for doing this, but a gay jail? Now that's what I call standing up for your rights! Anyway, we all miss you Joey, and even though I'm proud of you for being in that kind of jail, I still think that you should be as good as you can. Maybe they'll take you off for good behavior. Also, I found out that our rooming with Kaiba. Now I really feel sorry for you. Bummer man, having to stay in the same room with the one person you hated with a passion. Isn't it ironic? Anyway, we'll be at the door when you're released, hopefully you'll still be gay. (Gay power!)
From,
All of Us
I smiled. That was sweet of them. That really made my day. I sat the letter on my bed and noticed, that there was another letter. It was torn and dirty, and smelled highly of booze.
Dad
I sighed. I knew if I opened this that every excuse would be thrown at me.
Might as well get it over it
Joei,
I just saw the newz, yor in jail? What the fuk is rong with you? I told u to stay out of truble. But you hav to just ruin everything. Though I don't giv a flying fuck about you, you still belong to mi, so expect a good beaten wen you get home. itz time for someone to teech u a lesun
It's just like him, to spell every other word wrong.
I sighed, crumpled up the letter and threw it against the nearest wall
I hate him
"is it really necessary to throw the letter on the floor? The trash is right next to you"
I glanced up at Kaiba, who apparently was wearing glasses, he looked hot wearing them too.
"Yes it was necessary" I said. It's just too much fun bugging Kaiba
"what was it that you threw anyway?"
"…letter"
"from?"
"aren't you Mr. nosey today"
"I was just wondering mutt, if you don't want to tell me then I'll stop asking"
it was true
I didn't want to tell him who it was
I was afraid he'd do something
Like he'd take my dad away
"it was from… my father"
"and why is that a bad thing?"
oh god, I can't believe I'm about to spill all my guts out to Kaiba, this just ain't like me to do this
it's like he's hypnotizing me
"well the letter basically said that he was going to kill me as soon as I got in the house"
"literally?"
"every word"
I looked at him. His eyes had softened. They were a deep blue, like he was sad, or sympathetic
For me
"he always would beat me, why, I don't know, he was drunk most of the time. that's why my mom took my sister away and left me with him. She said I'd turn to be just like him"
every word I said was making me even angrier I just felt like leaving everyone, I hate everyone. And everyone hated me
"but it's not true. I will never be like…him"
I was more so in my own little world, trying to keep my cool because inside I was going to burst
"if you know that you're nothing like your father, then why are you so upset thinking about?"
"because he reminds me. Everyday, I'll be at school, and I'll be happy and I'll forget about how I live. but when I step foot in the disgusting place called my home, he's the first to say it. To say 'No matter how you think of it, you will always be like me' and I hated when he said that, I didn't want to be like him. I hate him. I hate him so much"
great, I'm crying now. Good job Jou
I kept my head down, I didn't want him to see me cry. I hated when people saw me cry. It made me feel so inferior to them. Even though I probably already was.
I did my best to hold back my tears. I felt Kaiba near. Almost hovering over me
I couldn't see him but I felt him wraps his arms around me. The tears were coming, I couldn't stop them
I pulled myself on his lap and he pulled me closer. He was so warm, like a cat
And us sitting here, together…it felt right
But wrong
We're freaking enemies. We're the biggest enemies in school and all of us knew that. Yet I don't move. I didn't want to, he was comforting me. He makes me feel like I'm worth something in the world
But I'm not
"you ok now?"
I looked up at him and nodded
and he smiled
he's so beautiful when he smiles
like the angels
"you know chocolate eyes, when I first met you, I thought that you were really sweet. I also thought that you had a crush on me. But now I see, n I'm real sorry I ever thought anything along those lines"
I snapped my head around…
Dammit
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okey doke, that's muh chapter. Hoped you liked it.
As you can obviously see that Howie saw Jou n Kaiba cuddlin, n now he's a little jealous.
But you'll just have to see what will come
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