Disclaimer: Nope don't own them, nor will I ever so get off my back

Little summary: Jou and Seto are in a jail cell together, yada yada, and Howie asked Jou to go out with him, and Jou said yes

THIS BRINGS ME TO A VERY GOOD POINT!

People, people, people, If I say Jou n Kaiba are going to be together, then obviously their going to be together! People! Calm down! This whole Howie thing will soon be over! This is all apart of my plan. And no, Kaiba isn't going to kick Howie's ass, but if I say it's a JxK fic, then it is

Oh and this is a song chapter thingy, If any of you want to know the person who sings this just review

ON WITH THE STORY

Your Beautiful

Jou's POV (you should have known that already)

Dear Diary,

It's been about 3 months since the dump's been shut down by Kaiba and me, though I have no clue how I helped.

But now I live with my beloved boyfriend, Howie. He's been nothing but absolutely perfect for me. His brother, Dilyn is really cool too. I feel like family.

And yet

I don't

I really don't think about it much. I'm usually too busy. I don't know how Howie did it, but he got me a job in professional gaming. I swear, he is my savior.

If I'm not at the park, I'm at the mall, if I'm not at the mall I'm at home.

Howie, works as a veterinarian, and it's pretty great, he lets me play with the animals he takes care of.

But it really stinks, because he's been called on an emergency trip to California. So I'll be here alone. Well no, not really, but Dilyn will most likely be around his Boyfriend, as he is always.

So basically I am all alone

Just like before

Eh, but that's not important

For the most part I'm happy, and that's what matters right?

…right?

Jou

I closed the book and slid it under my bed

I stood up and stretched

I glanced out the window and noticed, it was beautiful more then ever

I had to get out the house

I grabbed my backpack, and headed out the door

I didn't bother saying anything to Dilyn

He probably didn't care if I left or not

I stepped out and took in a breath

I loved being outdoors

I really did

I shook off the thought and headed down to the park

"Hey, Jou!" a voice yelled from behind

I stopped and turned around and saw Yugi running towards to me

"Hey, Yugi, I haven't seen you in a while" I said smiling back to him

"Yeah, same here. I've been so busy lately, you know with dueling and everything. But enough about me, how have you been man? I haven't seen you in forever!"

"oh it's been cool, same old same old, I moved in with my boyfriend, and I got this really cool job as a professional gamer and everything. Life is pretty decent at the moment"
"Oh my god! You got a boyfriend? Who's the lucky guy?"

I guessed everything else didn't matter, he just wanted to know who was with

"Oh, he's totally perfect. His name is Howie and he's 19. He works as a veterinarian. Isn't that cool?"

he fell silent. He didn't say anything, he just looked disappointed

Like I wasn't with the right person

The one I love

"Oh, uh, that's …great Jou"

"What I do wrong now" I said in total disbelief

Yugi was upset

I could see it

"No, it's nothing. I just thought you'd catch on.."

He trailed off and mumbled the rest like he didn't want me to hear

"Catch on to what?"

He smiled like he tried to change the subject

"Forget it, let's go to the park"

"That was exactly where I was heading'"

We walked down to the park and saw that it was full. Everyone was there

It was a big circle

And I heard this chant

"Fight! Fight! Fight!"

I made my way through the crowd and looked down at the two who had caused such a stir

When I saw who they were

My whole liver just came up to my throat

Howie, and Kaiba were on the floor

Throwing fists

A real fight

I caught Howie's arm as it came up to throw another punch at Kaiba

"Stop it! What the hell have you been smoking! Stop it now!"

Howie, jerked out of my grasp and gave me the glare from hell

"Don't you ever touch me you fucking slut"

My heart shattered into a million pieces and he just stepped on them over and over

"W-What?"

"Don't play dumb with my Jou; I want your stuff out of my house now!"

He made sure he emphasized the 'now' to just show how much he hated me

"Hey! You don't talk to him like that!" Kaiba said, stepping up a bit trying to start the fight from earlier

"No, stop, you want me out Howie? Fine, consider me gone" I turned on my heel and walked out

My heart was gone

I'm nothing more than

Alone

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I stepped inside my old home

"Dad?"

No answer

I walked upstairs to his room

No one there

He wasn't on the couch, nor was in he in the kitchen

He's probably in jail again

I dropped my bags, sat on the couch n turned on the television

"We're here live in the local park, with a normal civilian. His name is Howie. He refuses to give off his last name. He was in a fight with the very well known Seto Kaiba today for unknown reasons. Howie, would you care to tell us the reason for such actions"

The camera turned on Howie, who seemed very calm, cool and collected

"You want the truth? Jou, love, if you see this, read the note. It explains everything"

"Well Howie, what does the note say?"

He smirked

"Well Ms. Reporter chick, you'll just have to find Jou and ask him himself" with that he turned around and walked off

I turned off the television and ran over to my bag where I did see a small piece of paper taped to the handle

I ripped the paper from the bag and opened it

Hey Chocolate Eyes, you're probably reading this because I told you to. Well that whole fight with Kaiba was all planned. Well of course he didn't know about it. But it was my plan. But to get to the point, I know you're in love with Kaiba. I know it, and everyone knows it. And I'm sure you know it

Go for the one you want, not the one your with

Eh, I'm not sure if that makes sense but I'm sure you get the point

I hope you know I still love you

Howie

I read the note over and over, like magically something different was going to appear. Was I in love with Kaiba?

Nah, couldn't be

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Next Day

Dear Diary,

I didn't get much sleep last night, I kept reading that note. And I made my decision that I am in love with Kaiba. But I didn't know how obvious I was. Someone else knew I was in love with someone before I did. But there's really no point in even telling him. I mean it's not like we could ever be together. It's probably my best bet to just keep to myself. Man, I'm like starving to death. I have absolutely no money, so I probably have to find a job. Well another one since Howie fired me from the one I had before. Yugi could probably give me a job at the game shop. For now at least. I'm thinking of moving away to my grandparents. I haven't seen them in a while. And I could get away from here, which would be better for me and for Kaiba. But hey, whatever happens, happens

Jou

I closed the book and slid it under my bed. I stood up and headed out the door

'Today is a new clean page' I said as I stepped outside and jumped down the steps

I didn't want to take anytime getting over to Yugi's, I'm sure he has some food there

"Oh Hey Jou, what brings you here?" Yugi said stepping aside as I stepped into the game shop

"Hey, I need a job"

"Again?"

"Well, yeah you see, I kind of broke up with my boyfriend and now I have no job, nor any money"

Yugi laughed and smiled

"Oh yeah, I saw on the news, no problem, work here for as long as you need"

I smiled "Thanks Yug', you're a life saver"

"No problem. I'm your friend, it's my job"

"So when should I start?"

He thought for a second "well I don't want you to work today since it's a Sunday. How about bright and early on Monday?"

I stood up

"Sounds like a plan to me!"

I was pretty excited, which is pretty weird. I've worked at the game shop from time to time. But this time it felt different

Like this time I had a chance at life

(A/N: ok I'm sorry but I'm going to skip ahead to night time just to speed up the process)

I looked out the window and saw that it was already night time

It seemed beautiful so I decided to take a walk

I grabbed my walkman and left

I lifted up my hoodie, and blasted the music so no one could talk to me

That's my way of isolating me from everyone else.

As I was walking I stopped

There was a figure sitting down on the park bench

It was pretty late, so it was surprising to see anybody

I walked a little closer, trying to not seem like I'm stalking him but I still couldn't see who he was

When I saw that I wasn't going to be able to see him without walking up to him, I shrugged the idea and walk into the park

I sat down at a tree that happened to be near the bench that the mysterious guy was sitting at, not close enough so he could see me, but close enough so I could see him

But then I saw his face

Kaiba

At that moment one of my favorite songs came on ironically

I didn't want to move though, I wanted to see if he would notice me

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Fucking high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

When the song ended, I decided that he didn't notice me, he would never notice me

I stood up and noticed how true that song really was

Now it's time to face the truth

I will never be with you…

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That was my fifth chapter! Yay! I'm actually kind of proud of it, but it's up to you guys. Also this song is by James Blunt. I think this song is absolutely beautiful and it went just with Jou's feelings awwww

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