Hey this is really short I know and I will fix it and add stuff but I just wanted to get this up first. Lol.

Hehe well I drew a pic that goes with the next chapter hehe Well it doesn't give to much info but the url is without the spaces

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Neko Hitaru

"Sheena! What's wrong?" asked her friend Kuchinawa.

Sheena sniffles and tries to stop crying. "Why am I so confused" she wondered. "I mean he is just a guy."

"Sheena?" he asked.

Sheena answers," Nothing, I am just missing one of my friends." She said this with a false confidence, it took a lot of self control not to stop, yet her lip trembled. She was hurting deeply inside but was trying her hardest not to show it.

"No, you're not!" He said. "You have been here longer that I have and I haven't' seen you cry, even when you got torn up in a fight-"

"Just shut the hell up! You have no idea what it is like for me!" she growled at him.

She was lying on her bed in a hotel room in Meltokio, thinking more about her past. She knew she shouldn't dwell upon it but she was hurt in her innermost portion of her heart, the part she hid and had only let a few people into and had paid dearly.

She looked at Kuchinawa and was sorry for snapping at him. She asked him "So will you go on a walk with me? I just don't wanna be alone."

So they walk silently for about a mile or so at least it seemed that long then he said, "What was he like? I mean, ummm sorry, never mind," and he fell silent for a minute

Sheena sighed deeply and told him what had happened.

"Well he was the most handsome guy I have ever seen but with beauty comes vanity and with vanity comes a feeling of perfection that can cause you to feel better than others."

Kuchinawa was there to silently support her and nodded for her to go on with her story.

She also said "I loved him and would have given him every thing and with time I would have even given myself up to him. I would have done anything for him but he didn't understand. I now see he has no idea what love is."

Then they stopped a minute to rest.

She sat on the ground next to him then all of a sudden started sobbing and fell into his arms. She cried and cried and he leaned her against his shoulder.

She looked up at him and she felt a strange feeling and tried to ignore it but it just stayed there buzzing like bee that wouldn't shut up.

She noticed how good he looked and that strange feeling got persistently stronger and harder to resist.

All of a sudden she kissed him very hardly, almost like she had wanted to prove something like that she could love again.

He, being a guy, could not resist her, since she was so beautiful, so he kissed her back. He just let his emotions take over, he figured his mind knew less than his instincts so he messed with her hair until it wildly flung around across his shoulders, and her scent was all around him. His hands slowly followed her curves down to her obi which he fumbled with it until came undone.

He leaned back and paused his embrace to look at her before he was ready. She looked at him, eyes filled with lust, and her outer shirt hanging loosely and her hair everywhere. She was beautiful now in a sense that he had never seen, she was wild and untamed all of a sudden. She had always had great self control so he was surprised to see her do this all of a sudden.

Then as he leaned foreword to resume kissing her she pushed him away and said, " I am sorry I can't do this, I do not love you like that."

He was hurt as he had secretly loved her since they met but had hid it even from himself.

She grabbed her obi and ran back home again. The others gave her a questioning glances but figured not to push it.

He slowly walked home. He walked for three hours and people began to worry about him.

He was lost, he had felt alive and whole for a minute but then it had ended. He thought 'If only I hadn't stopped, it was so perfect. I mean she's everything to me.

Sheena on the other hand was furious, but not at him. She thought,' Why did I let myself do this, I mean I should have more control than this over myself.'

She slowly fell into a fitfull night of sleep, she kept on waking up and couldn't stop thinking about Kuchinawa and Zelos.

Meanwhile he got back about four hours later and got absolutely no sleep. He laid there and thought about Sheena for a while, and then walked to his window and made a wish on the moon, for he could see the moon every night instead of the stars, which some nights could not be found, that either Sheena be his, or that he would not dwell upon her.

He went back to his bed and tried to sleep but whether his eyes were open or closed he just saw Sheena and wished that she was his.

The next day she left to get away and went to Altimira.