Elysium
As I lay down and rest,
As I close my eyes,
I know that I shall not wake.
I shiver and cry and tear up the sheets,
But I know that it is no use.
I am tortured and haunted and without relief,
But I cannot fix what has been done.
I am cold and weak and unable to move,
But I can still see that image of you.
I miss you, I need you, you are my light,
My light that takes me away from the dark.
But now you are gone, beyond recall or necessity,
I cannot find you, not even now.
So as I am writing my last words to you,
Though you may never read them,
I hope I've been kind and faithful and true,
Even though it may be beyond hope.
I wish you could see me in my dying hour,
Oh, believe me I am dying,
I don't think anyone can save me.
I took the pills that promised me peace,
So I did it and now I lay here.
When you find me, look upon my face,
And the tears that you caused,
But never mind that now,
I……………….I………………..I am lost without you,
I love you.