Third chapter..... WOOT! Um, I'm gonna pretend I put a disclaimer here and stuff......PG for mushieness and depresion. ok... here goes:

Beast Boy yawned. 'I hate mornings....' he thought and stumbled down the ladder from his bunk bed. He stretched and looked at him self in the mirror 'I'm a mess...' he said and ran his hair through his scraggly hair.

He set out into the hall, heading to grab some breakfast. When he arrived in the kitchen he saw His friends sitting at the table. Raven was reading and Cy as always had bacon and eggs and everything else he could possibly have made. Robin and Star were eating cereal. Robin looked up and noded a good morning.

"Good morning friend," Star said her mouth full of cookie crisp.

"Hey, BB." Cy said shoveling scrambled eggs into his mouth.

Beast boy made himself a pop tart and sat down next to Raven. Without looking up from her book she tore off a bit of his pop tart and eat it. He didn't really care much, just as long as she left some for him. He too ate his pop tarts. Breakfast went on with Star and Robin chattering on about something. Beast boy read over Raven's shoulder as they ate they shared breakfast. Cy noticed them acting strange.

"BB, wanna go play some game station?" Cy asked and finished his breakfast.

"After this chapter..." Beast Boy dismissed and finished his pop tarts. He then offered Raven a sip of his soy milk.

"No thanks" she said and pushed it away.

Star Fire and Robin continued to chat and some how the conversation came to the topic of Terra. Raven glared at Star as if to stop her voice. Robin tried to change the topic, but failed.

"Remember when Terra was here and we were watching that movie....." Star babbled senselessly on. Beast Boy had been ignoring it but finally got up and stormed out of the room. Cyborg looked over at Raven who then closed her book and followed Gar. She saw the door to his room was open a crack, she knocked gently on it.

"Just leave me alone..." A voice said from inside, it was apparent that Beast Boy was crying.

Raven pushed the door open and came in anyway. Beast Boy was hunched over a picture of Terra, his back was to her.

Raven lay a hand on his shoulder "Leave." he ordered, his voice shaking.

"Gar.... It will be alright..." Raven said her hand still on his shoulder.

"No it won't...." He said quivering "Ever since I was little every thing has gone bad, I cheated death... now every one I care about dies...."

Raven didn't know what to say, she knew little of Gar's past. He never spoke of his life before the Titans. He couldn't blame him, they all had unpleasant things in their pasts. She could see flashes of his memories, pain, illness, waterfall, a young green boy sitting in wreckage and crying, they're all gone they died for me, and Terra, her stone face frozen in tears.

Raven blocked him memories as they flowed into her, she didn't want to see her friend hurt any more. "I know it hurts.... I know..." she said and began to weep too. She dropped to her knees beside him memories of her mother and Azar filled her mind along with his. "I know...." a window shattered and things fell off of the shelves making the room even messier.

Beast boy over come by his tears rest his head against Raven, unable to speak. She wrapped her arms around him still weeping. "Shhhh....." she whispered resting her head on his.

Together they sat in the middle of Beast Boy's room, crying. It seemed as if they had united in their pains.

Beast Boy managed to talk "Promise me you won't leave me..... promise me...." held on to her.

"Never...." Raven said as they embraced "never...."

(omg. I'm crying now. This chapter is too sad....)