You take these drugs every day
Praying that tomorrow or in an instant
You will lie upon the floor lifeless
Pray to god that this is the end
Pray to the angels that he sends
As your loved ones mourn your passing
Overlooking the drugs they're missing
So many people lay to the side
Saying how they could have stopped it
They don't know how they had started it
Inside your coffin your bodies colder
Now you will grow no older
So look upon your limp corpse
And say that all of these people deserved this
Now you see how it would end,
See how many will now defend?
You drink until you fall asleep
Feeling warm even though your freezing
Darkness clouds your vision
As if you'd give yourself a mission
A mission to forget what you've done
All the things you haven't won
All these made up reasons why
Everytime I'm near you I begin to cry
Is living really all that bad?
Bad enough to forget it all?
Forgeting everything you know
Who you love and who you saw?
Dying ever so slowly
Wish that you could remember me
All the things we used to be
You slit your wrist every night
Crying after another fight
Crimson flows down from the bleeding abrasions
Put on sleeves and cover up
Hope that no one sees these scars
You don't need their cares
You hate the feeling of their judging stares
Very few do you call your friends
You'd carry with them till the very end
Though born into differnet families
Your more siblings more then you are allies
They don't know the things you do
How much your making yourself go through
Wish you could ask them for some help
But your afraid of their reactions
Any pain is welcomed here
Nothing left but hate and fear
Loathing for what we are
And fear what were becoming
You take black ink and some needles
Engrave your sadness in the darkness
You're proud of who you're becoming
But you no longer know yourself
The fear inside is burning
Rising to the surface
What happens if the ink runs out
And you no longer have a purpose
Obsessed with changing who you are
You don't realize how loved you are
Don't realize how much I care
Don't know how much I'd do for you
If only...
If only you knew...
I'd be there for you if you ever fell
I'd be there for you to stop your fall
I'd hold you up on wings suspended
Cuz inside you know it's true
Inside I hold emense love for you
I know without you alive
That soon I would surely die
If only...
If only you knew...
Maybe then you'd stop this madness
Knowing that there is someone who cares
Who knows everything you love and loathe
Who knows how to solve all of your fears
If only...
If only you knew...
If only you knew how I care for you,
Maybe you'd stop the things you do
Knowing I'd always be there for you
To help you get throught it all
To stop you if you ever fall
I don't you to die
I don't want you to cry
I don't want you to feel rejected
If only...
If only you knew...
All I want is to be with you
Tell you how much I love you
Help you up and care about you
No one else will anybody hurt you
Or harm you in anyway
Because I'll always be here to protect you
To carry you away
If only...
If only you knew...
If only you knew that I love you...