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I slowly walk back downstairs and Adam's still on the couch, waiting for me to come back. He must have somehow heard me, because he looks up and a smile resembling the one that he had on his face when I left is on his face.
"Hey." he softly says to me and I cautiously walk over to the couch. "Hi." I reply, sitting down on the opposite side of the couch from him. Adam seems to not be picking up on any of my signals, because he moves a little bit towards me and nervously, I scoot over until I am basically sitting on the armrest.
Adam finally picks up on them and asks what's wrong. "I'm just not sure that what you're thinking is what I'm thinking." Adam looks at me with that familiar 'I'm confused' look on his face. "You think that I said I wanted you to stay the night earlier. All I meant was that I didn't want you to leave yet." I say and Adam continues to look at me confused. I lick my lips, trying to figure out how to explain this. "I'm not sure that I'm ready to take our relationship to the next level." It seems to have finally clicked in in Adam's head. "Why?" he asks and I raise my eyebrows slightly. "Maybe I'm just not."
"You haven't thought about us?" Adam asks a moment later. "Seeing how well it went last time that this was brought up, not really." Adam cringles slightly, remembering what that had gotten him into last spring. "Yeah.." he slowly says. "It's not that I don't want to, It's just I'm a little worried that we'll end up in the same place that we did last year." "Jane." "I know what you're thinking, that it won't. But what if it does? I can't go through it all again." "Me either." Adam says.
"I don't want to think about it anymore right now, so do you want to watch another movie or something?" I ask, trying to change the subject and as soon as I suggest it, the lights go out. "I don't think so." Adam replies with a chuckle, trying to lighten the mood and I offer a half-hearted laugh.
"I'm going to go find some flashlights or something." I say, feeling for the couch arm. "Here, try this." Adam says flipping his cell phone open. I thank him and slowly stand up. Adam hands me his phone and I clumsily find my way into the kitchen.
Once I'm in there, I open the drawer by the sink. Upon grab a few of them, I make my way back out to the living room and I can hear Adam feeling around for something.
"Need help?" I ask, pointing the flashlight's beam at him. Adam reaches up and takes a flashlight from my hand. "Thanks." he mumbles and with the help of his flashlight, he piles some pieces of wood onto the metal crate in the fireplace. I take a pack of matches off of the mantle and hand them to him and after a couple minutes later, Adam has a very nice fire started.
"I think you're going to be here a while." I say jokingly. "Cha, I guess so." Adam replies as he listens to the latest crack of thunder.
I hear the faint sound of my cell phone ringing on the kitchen counter and walking over to it, I pick it up and open it.
"Hello?" I say into the mouthpiece. "Joan?" My mother franticly says on the other end. "Are you okay?" I ask. "I am now, yes. I just got off the phone with Luke and he's fine." "Why wouldn't he be?" "Because it's storming outside and the power just went off. Have you heard from Kevin?" "Why would I have heard from him?" I ask. "Because it's stormy outside and the power just went off and he might not be in a safe place!" my mother practically yells. "Mom, breath through your nose." I say and I can hear her letting a deep breath out. "Are you okay now?" I ask. "Yes, yes I'm fine. Are you at home?" mom asks, much calmer now. "Yeah and so is Adam." "Adam's there?" my mom asks and that worried tone returns to her voice. "Yes and don't worry about anything. We're fine." "That's not what I'm worried about." my mom says and the tone in her voice changes slightly. "Mom!" I hiss into the phone. "I know you're both young and sometimes you get urges.." "MOM!" "Okay, fine. Stay safe and don't leave the house." "We won't." I say, desperately thinking of how to change the subject.
"Your father and I are staying at a hotel tonight and we'll come home tomorrow once they've cleared the roads." mom says. "Okay, I'll talk to you in the morning." "Be careful." "Uh huh. Bye Mom." I say and with slight resistance from my mother, I hang up the phone a minute later.
"Your mom?" Adam asks as I press the 'end' button. "Uh huh." I mumble. "What'd she want?" "She wanted to make sure that I was safely at home and not like, stuck out in the storm or something." "Mm." Adam mumbles as another crack of thunder rattles my eardrums.
"You okay Jane? You seem kind of freaked." Adam asks. I glance over at him, and then back at the ceiling. "Lightning freaks me out. It always has." I mumble back, squeezing my eyes shut as the thunder rolls and just like I did earlier on the bus, Adam reaches for my hand. He starts rubbing his thumbs over the skin on my palms in a circle motion. It's actually calming me down a bit and I slowly relax a little.
The crackling logs of the fire are reflecting off of Adam's eyes and it startles me when I see how beautiful his eyes look in this light. "What?" Adam asks, seeing me watching him. "Nothing, it's just the logs in the fireplace are reflecting off of your eyes. It looks sorta amazing." I reply and a hint of a smile flashes across his dark pools of color and for the first time in hours, I lean across and softly place a kiss on his lips and Adam brushes one across mine, lovingly.
"What would you say if I'd maybe take you up on your offer?" I ask as I pull away. "Are you sure?" Adam asks. "Yeah, I'm sure." I reply and that smile that just flashed across Adam's eyes returns and it travels down to his lips as he kisses me again, this time a hint of hunger in it.
I kiss him back and Adam slowly lowers me down onto the area rug in front of the couch. I put my hand on his arm as Adam's slick tongue presses again my bottom lip asking for entrance and granting him access, he slips inside, touching my own. My fingers trail down his collarbone to the hem of his tee shirt. They tug at the material, pulling it upwards and off.
I slip out from under the weight of Adam's body and my body finds it's way onto his now bare stomach. I run my fingers down his warm skin and trace my fingertips over the muscles in his stomach. A soft sound escapes from his mouth, so I continue to entertain myself with it. Becoming bored with it, I slip my fingers past his belly button and pull at the hem of his pants.
"You're having all of the fun Jane, It's my turn now." Adam whisperers into my ears as he nips at it. He changes positions with me, so that I'm underneath him again. A giggle escapes from my mouth as Adam covers mine with his own again. His kisses travel down my neck and I tilt my neck back slightly so that he can do his job better.
I can feel his fingertips through the material of my shirt as Adam travels down to his destination, bunching up my shirt on his slow journey back up. He kisses my belly button softly and making a trail of kisses up my chest, he brings the now very bunched up material up and over my head.
His fingers play with the material of my cream colored bra for a short moment. Adam then reaches behind my back and un-snaps it. He tosses it on the small pile of our clothes behind my head. Adam leans his head down and runs his tongue across the sensitive skin at the top of my chest. I am already so stiff by this time that it's barely noticeable when he moves to my other one. He gently plays with them for a long moment and during this time all I can see is the top of his brown head.
After a couple long minutes, he travels downward again kissing the soft skin around my belly button on his way. He covers my mouth again and deeply kisses me again, un-doing the snap on my jeans. Upon hearing the distinct sound of my zipper, Adam lifts his head and meets my eyes. His fingers quickly cover the distance between my belly button and the waistband of my jeans. They pull at the material of my pink underwear and slipping inside, they find their way to my delicate curves.
A soft moaning sound comes from my slight opened mouth and Adam continues to touch me there. After a minute they re-appear above my pant line, much to my irritation.
Somehow I find my voice and mutter, "Don't stop." Adam looks at me. "I thought you might want your turn," he says. "My turn?" I ask, completely clueless. "Yeah. Your not thinking that you get to have all the fun, are you?" "I dunno. I don't want you to stop what you're doing to me though." I reply and that smile from earlier flashes across Adam's face again. "You don't want me to stop?" "I don't want you to stop." I say.
There's lust in Adam's eyes as he leans down to kiss me. My fingers find their way into his head and I run my fingers through his thick curls. Adam's fingers run up and down my bare sides, massaging them. They loop through my pant loops and slowly pull my jeans down to my ankles and off.
Adam kisses my neck, adding another hickey to the growing amount I probably already have all over my body. He loops his fingers around the elastic edge of my underwear at my legs. In one quick movement, he brings them down to my thighs and off.
He starts to run his fingers over my curves once again and then he moves his mouth and starts gently kissing me there. My mind goes blank as he runs his tongue over that sensitive area.
I grab onto the rug with both hands to steady myself because I cannot breath by this point. Adam runs his fingers down the length of the inside of my thighs and I close my eyes, enjoying the mind-blowing pleasure of it.
Adam then raises his head and his mouth travels up to my neck, kissing me everyone along the way. He continues kissing my neck, and then kisses my ears and the nape of my neck, before he claims my mouth again.
My fingers travel down to his pants and folding the elastic band down, I gently run my fingertips along the skin below his stomach. I feel a tremor run through him and Adam's glazing at me wordlessly. He seems to be enjoying it, so I slowly reveal more skin, my fingers gingerly running along this newfound skin. I continue to reveal more skin, quickening my pace as I travel downwards until the material's at his ankles and I completely remove it.
Hot tears are at my eyes as Adam comes inside me. Seeing the look in my eyes, Adam asks if I'm alright. Biting at my lip, I nod. "Your sure?" Adam asks and I nod again. "Yeah, I'm fine." I say and as Adam enters me again, more tears rush to my eyes.
This officially is the most painful thing I've every experienced in my life, but I don't want him to stop. All women go through this the first time, right?
After a couple more very painfully times, the pain finally starts to lessen to the point where it's bearable and pleasure takes the place of pain. Now I'm enjoying it and it feels amazing...
A/N: If anyone's wondering, yes they did use protection.