Chapter 5

(I love Babe/JR so keep that in mind while reading the story.)

"Well Babe I just came to check on you. O my God!" Maria yelled as she walked into the room to seeing an unconscious Babe on the floor. "We need some help in here!" she said as she took Babe's pulse.

"Hey how are you feeling?" JR asked as he walked into Kendall's room.

"Fine I am being released today." She replied.

"Your mom had me thinking you were on your death bed."

"When did you see my mother."

"I ran into in PVH."

"What were you doing here?"

"I was umm here with… Babe." JR said nervous of his response.

"Babe, why were you here with Babe?"

"She is umm." He was interrupted.

'We need some help in here!'

"I better go check to see what's wrong." JR said responding to the cry for help.

"No wait. Why were you here with Babe."

"I got to go." JR said running out of the room. He rushed to Babe's room it was empty. But a spot of blood caught his eye on the floor. He rushed to the elevator. "Come on, come on." JR said waiting for the door to open. "Ugh screw it." He said about to go for the stairs but then the doors opened and he pressed the button that said Lobby. When the elevator finally landed that only took a few minutes felt like a life time. "Anita where is Babe Carey?" he asked the nurse that he saw behind the counter.

"I just saw her go into the ER. I figured you knew."

"Well I didn't. I got to go." He said as he rushed to the ER room.

"I'm sorry JR you are going to have to wait." Dr. Madden said stopping him to go any farther.

"I will plunge my way threw if I have to."

"I'm sorry JR I cant let you go any farther. Just sit down and I will get back to you as soon as I can."

"Fine!" JR sat down in the waiting room for about 20 minutes until Dr. Madden came out. "Is she all right. Is the baby alright. O tell me we didn't loose our baby.

"Calm down Mr. Chandler, I haven't told Babe the news so do you want me to tell you and you can tell her or do you want me to tell you both?"

"You better tell us both."

So he took JR into Babes room. Babe was sleeping so JR went to wake her.

"Babe come on wake up." He said softly in her ear.

"JR? What happened? Is the baby ok?" Babe was confused and wouldn't stop asking questions.

"Ssh that's what we are here to find out ok."

"Ok."

"Ready?" Madden asked and they both nodded there heads. "Well it doesn't seem like much but Babe took quiet a fall. She might have slipped of exhaustion or she might have been tripped on purpose.

"Well so is my, I mean our baby ok?" Babe asked.

"I'm sorry, truly I am. You have lost your baby." Dr. Madden said sadly. "But you can always try again this wasn't a miscarriage. Well it was but it was because of the fall."

"I know. I wouldn't understand why it wouldn't be because of the fall. I did have Adam with no complications except toward the end." Babe said in a very dry and hoarse voice. JR could tell she was holding back her tears. He hadn't seen her like this since he took Little Adam from her.

All JR could think about was the baby they just lost, and that maybe he would lose Babe as well. Maybe she only felt like that when she was pregnant. What if Babe kicked him out once Dr. Madden left. He knew deep down in his gut that he loved her, he didn't want to lose her. But he guessed if she didn't want him he couldn't change that.

All Babe could think about was the baby they just lost. She didn't want to lose JR either. She thought back when she was pregnant with Little Adam. She was never fully sure if JR really loved her then. Or if he was just pretending. Was he just pretending now? She knew she loved him she didn't want to lose him. But she guessed that if he didn't want her she couldn't change that.

"Could we have some privacy Dr. Madden?" Babe asked in the same tone of voice.

"No problem, if there is anything you need don't hesitate to ask." He said.

"Thank you." She said has he left the room.

"I'm sorry." JR said to her growing the same hoarse voice.

"For what?" Babe said there was no use holding back her tears, so she just let it go. Her voice was growing with worriment and doubt.

"For leaving to go see Kendall."

"O well I figured you would. You do love her don't you? I mean I figured that was why Erika came told me off and killed our baby. She obviously knew you loved Kendall and didn't want me to interfere, and hey without our baby what a perfect way to get rid of me. You wont have to deal with a pregnant me and you could just continue to keep my son away from me." Babe was getting a little angry now.

"Wait a minute. Erika tripped you?"

"Well duh, who did you think it was? I thought you knew I nearly ruined her daughter's life. Why wouldn't she want to kill my baby?" Now Babe was angry and frustrated. "Look JR now that I'm not pregnant anymore you don't have to take pity on me anymore. You can go back to what you really want, Kendall. I'll just talk to you at visitation." Babe said turning to her side trying to hide her tears.

"Babe, don't do this. You know this is real."

"I thought so but now that I am thinking back on Little A last year. I thought the same thing. I don't want to go threw that again JR. I'm sorry I happened to tell you today and happened to lost the baby today. Maybe you would have been freed from all this."

"Babe don't do this."

"I'm tired JR. I'll talk to you tomorrow."

"Alright." JR went to kiss her on the cheek, but she didn't respond. He wanted more than anything than to tell her 'I love you', but he vowed to respect her wishes and this was what she wanted.

Babe wanted more than anything to tell him 'I love you' but she knew this was what he wanted. She didn't want to interfere.