Sorry its taken me so long to get another chapter up, but life has really been giving me lemons, and I just haven't had enough sugar to make lemonade, but thankfully im back and able to write some more stories and chapters! I'm not going to take the time to acknowledge all the reviews, mainly since there's so many people eager to read chapter 3!

"Harry...I...,"Isaid trailing off, trying to find a way to tell my best friend that im desperately in love with him.

"What Ron? Why would I judge you at all, I wish you would just tell me what's going on with you, you've changed so much," Harry said to me sounding desperate.

"Harry I'm...scared"

"Of what Ron, tell me or I'll be forced to sock you right in the nose! I'm tired of all these secrets, we are best friends, you need to just tell me whats going on!"

"Because Harry, I'm...worried about my mum. She has been very sick and they don't know what's the matter with her, I may need to go home for a while to help look after her." I said.I cursed under my breath for being such a wimp. He's right here, I was ready to tell him my desires and I just lied, again.

"Oh Ron, I'm so sorry, if I would have known..I wouldn't have been such a..." he said, sympathy flooding out at me. "Is there anything I can do?"

I sat there across from the one person I truly love, but can't work up the nerve to tell him."No, I just hope she gets better soon." I sighed and closed my eyes, slightly bowing my head. I'll never get my secret out.

Suddenly Harry leaned over and hugged me, holding me tight. After a moment I put my arms around his frame and squeezed him gently against me. Harry pulled away and looked at me smiling, trying to be comforting.

"Don't worry, everything will be-"

Without thinking about what I was doing I leaned in and kissed him, cutting him off. It only lasted an instant and Harry pulled away. He looked into my eyes with a bewildered look on his face.

"What in bloody hell do you think your doing Ron, that was a kiss! Ron I...Ron I have to go out for some fresh air." he said before running out of the common room and through the portrait hole.

I cursed aloud and stared to cry. How could I be so stupid, how could I have not suppressed my emotions like I've done so many times before. I pulled my legs up to my chest and cried in my knees.

SuddenlyI heard a soundbehind me,I turned around to see Neville standing there, is mouth wide open. He looked like he had just seen someone murdered before him.

"Your gay?" was the only thing that came out of his mouth before he turned around and ran off.

I slammed my fist down on the chair arm and jumped up. I stomped all the way up to the dormitories and threw myself on the bed. Life couldn't get any worse. Soon the whole school will know about me. I laid there crying, until sleep finallyhit me

I was woke up by someone shaking me slightly and calling my name. I slowly opened andeyes and looked up to theperson who ripped me fromslumber land. Igasped when I found out who it was.

"Harry! There's something I need to tell you!" I said scrambling for the right words.

"Don't worry Ron I know your mom is fine,I had a talk with Ginny and Hermonieand I know what you where going to tell me.

"You do?"

"Yeah, and There's something I need to tell you"

TBC

Well I hope you liked the third chapter, and once again im really sorry about it taking so long to get it going, Ill get the forth chapter up within the week!