Because of you!

by Dean'sgirl

This is a poem that reflects Dean's life and His feelings towards it. I do not own the song because of you. It was only a basis of the poem. The words belong to kelly clarkson not me. I only connected it to Dean

Dean!

"I will make the same misrakes that you did,

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery,

I will not break, the way that you did, you fell so hard,

I've lerned the hard way to never let it get that far,"

I seem to be making the same mistakes,

I swore to myself i'd nevr hurt like you,

I've tried to stay away from pain, But it always follows me,

"Because of you I've never strayed to far from the sidewalk,

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt,

Because of you I find it hard to trust, not onlt me, but everyone around me,

Because of you I am afraid,"

You're the reason i am the way i am,

My life is complicated because of you,

I don't want to hurt the way that you did,

I am closed door,

I am an empty vessel,

I am utterly alone,

"I lose my way, and it's not to long before you point it out,

I cannot cry, because I know it's weakness in your eyes,

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life,

My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to star with,"

All that I do is for you,

I am Dad's good little soilder,

I can't aford to do what I want,

If I get close,

If I let go,

I will only hurt,

Each day I smile, I wave,

and live as if everything is fine,

When it is not,

"Because of you I've never strayed to far from the sidewalk,

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt,

Because of you I find it hard to trust, not onlt me, but everyone around me,

Because of you I am afraid,"

You are the reason,

You are the reason,

You are my pain,

" I watched you die, I heard you cry, everynight inyour sleep,

I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me,

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain,

Now I'm crying in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing,"

I was so young,

Yet you poured your pain on me,

I watched you cry,

I saw you try,

I held Sam in my arms,

When you left,

I was stong,

Because I had to be,

"Because of you I've never strayed to far from the sidewalk,

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt,

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything,

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in,"

I am gaurded,

I am so distant,

The only one I can trust is Sam,

And sometimes i don't know If can,

I am tired,

I am sad,

I am afraid,

"Becaused of you i am ashamed of my life, because it's empty,

Because of you I amm afraid,"

I am asamed because I have no one to love,

I am alone,

Because I choose to be,

I am alone,

Because of you,

"Because of you...

Because of you..."