AN: Thank you to all of you who keep reviewing and asking me to update.
This is for you.
Giles Apartment
Buffy entered Giles apartment and went straight to her room. She dumped her books on her desk and laid on her bed in a fetal position and began to cry. She needed, wanted and loved Angel, but she and Angelus had grown closer. How could she do something like this to him after everything he had done to help her?
Later that Night
Buffy heard a knock on her door, she opened her eyes and noticed that it was already dark outside. She rose to her feet and opened the door and saw Angelus standing there looking worried.
"Hi." She said softly as she moved from the door to her bed. She sat Indian style as she held Mr. Gordo in her arms.
"Are you okay?" Angelus asked moving to sit next to her on the bed.
"Yeah." She said trying to force out a smile.
"No you're not." He said matter-of-factly.
"Willow found something today." She said looking down at Mr. Gordo as she played with his ear.
"What did she find?"
"A copy of the curse. The one."
"That would bring Angel back."
"Yeah. That's the basic idea."
"Well, when should I be planning on leaving?" He asked her.
"I. I still haven't decided if I was going to have the spell done or not, yet."
"Why not? Don't you want Angel back?" He asked looking down at her.
"Yes."
"So what's there to think about?"
"I don't think it's fair to you, that we. send you away. It's not fair that Angel gets to be with his kids and you don't. They're yours too." She said tears streaming down her cheeks. "I want you to be with them too." She said as dug her head into Mr. Gordo.
Angelus wrapped his arms around Buffy and pulled her to him. "Shhh." He whispered. "It's okay."
Buffy pulled away, her head jerked up. "It's not okay. It's not fair."
"Shh. Buff. I'm not saying it's fair, but with Angel back, I'll still be able to see my kids, be with them, as long as Angel's undead." He told her.
"Huh?"
"Well when Angel has control of this body, I'm deep inside him, but I still see what he see. He can still hear me." He told her.
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"So. I should?"
"If that's what you want. I just told you that, because I don't want you to make your decision without knowing all the facts."
"Thank you." She said kissing him on the cheek softly.
"You're welcome. Now, how was your day?"
AN: I know its short sorry. But hey guess what? As a present, I'm going to post another chapter right now. =)
Giles Apartment
Buffy entered Giles apartment and went straight to her room. She dumped her books on her desk and laid on her bed in a fetal position and began to cry. She needed, wanted and loved Angel, but she and Angelus had grown closer. How could she do something like this to him after everything he had done to help her?
Later that Night
Buffy heard a knock on her door, she opened her eyes and noticed that it was already dark outside. She rose to her feet and opened the door and saw Angelus standing there looking worried.
"Hi." She said softly as she moved from the door to her bed. She sat Indian style as she held Mr. Gordo in her arms.
"Are you okay?" Angelus asked moving to sit next to her on the bed.
"Yeah." She said trying to force out a smile.
"No you're not." He said matter-of-factly.
"Willow found something today." She said looking down at Mr. Gordo as she played with his ear.
"What did she find?"
"A copy of the curse. The one."
"That would bring Angel back."
"Yeah. That's the basic idea."
"Well, when should I be planning on leaving?" He asked her.
"I. I still haven't decided if I was going to have the spell done or not, yet."
"Why not? Don't you want Angel back?" He asked looking down at her.
"Yes."
"So what's there to think about?"
"I don't think it's fair to you, that we. send you away. It's not fair that Angel gets to be with his kids and you don't. They're yours too." She said tears streaming down her cheeks. "I want you to be with them too." She said as dug her head into Mr. Gordo.
Angelus wrapped his arms around Buffy and pulled her to him. "Shhh." He whispered. "It's okay."
Buffy pulled away, her head jerked up. "It's not okay. It's not fair."
"Shh. Buff. I'm not saying it's fair, but with Angel back, I'll still be able to see my kids, be with them, as long as Angel's undead." He told her.
"Huh?"
"Well when Angel has control of this body, I'm deep inside him, but I still see what he see. He can still hear me." He told her.
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"So. I should?"
"If that's what you want. I just told you that, because I don't want you to make your decision without knowing all the facts."
"Thank you." She said kissing him on the cheek softly.
"You're welcome. Now, how was your day?"
AN: I know its short sorry. But hey guess what? As a present, I'm going to post another chapter right now. =)