-1 "I still love you damn it! But I'm with Kevin now and I can't just play games with him."

"Lorelai, I love you."

"Luke what are yo.." And with that he kissed her. He knew he probably just screwed it all up but at this point he didn't care. To much surprise to him she returned the kiss and made it more passionate.

"Lorelai! What are you doing?"

Luke and Lorelai jumped a long distance from each other and Luke couldn't even look at the guy.

"Kevin!"

"Kevin, its not what it looks like."

God, that sounds so stupid right now. Oh my god! I just kissed Luke. I haven't seen him in over a year because he left and he comes back and within ten minutes I'm kissing him. I am so stupid. And Kevin, I bet he hates me now. I can't blame him though, he saw me kiss my ex-boyfriend. God knows he has heard enough about Luke from this town and how much I loved him and how much he loved me. Ok, what am I going to do? I know I need to talk to Kevin and Luke each by themselves. But before I talk to Kevin I definitely need to talk to Luke to figure out what happened. Well other than the obvious. Ok, I officially have been around Luke to long. Wait I can't say that because I haven't seen him in over a year. What if he still wants to be with me. Well, I would expect that since he told me he still loves me and then we kissed. God that kiss was amazing.

"Then what is it?"

"Um...God why is this happening...Ok, it is what it looks like."

"I have to go Lorelai. Have fun with him." Kevin said a little harsher than he meant to but he figured she deserved but she was kissing this guy right in the middle of a diner where everyone in town could see.

"Kevin, I am sorry. Really I am."

"Look Lorelai. I'm not mad at you. Well, I am but that's not the point. I have heard the stories about you and Luke and how you two have always loved each other and were trying to ignore the fact. And how you two finally got together at the test run. Just figure out what you want and who you want. I will be at the inn for at least a few more weeks and then hopefully I will find a house somewhere around here. But just figure out all of this right now. Goodbye." And with that Kevin turned around to leave the diner.

"Bye." Lorelai said although she knew he hadn't heard her so she turned around to face Luke because they had to talk about what happened a few minutes earlier but now that they were alone she didn't know if she could talk to him about what happened.

"We really need to talk."

" I know."

"So..."

"You left without saying anything over a year ago because you didn't trust me and then like I said earlier you weren't here for more than ten minutes and we kissed."

"I know and I'm sorry Lorelai."

"That's not enough Luke. Not this time. I can't just forget you didn't trust me and left just because Christopher showed up."

At the mention of Christopher he cringed. He knew that it wasn't Lorelai that he didn't trust but it was Christopher.

"I trust you Lorelai..its Chr..."

"You sure do have a funny way of showing it then."

"Just let me explain this to you. Please.'

"Luke, this is all just to much right now. I just need some time to think right now ok?"

"I tho.."

"I JUST NEED SOME TIME LUKE!"

At this point she is holding back tears and with that she walked out of the diner not really sure of where she was going until she arrived at the Dragonfly. Entering was always the hardest part because her and Luke's kiss in front of the doorway almost two years earlier. The more she thought about it she realized that in two weeks it will in fact be two years since the test run and "the kiss" that changed everything for her. If only I hadn't let him kiss me things would have never got so complicated and ultimately loosing her best friend. She thought. As Lorelai walked in she decided to see if Sookie was there because she really needed someone to talk to and Rory was at Yale still. So Lorelai walked around the inn and unfortunately Sookie was no where to be found. Lorelai decided to sit down for a minute in the lobby because she started getting a headache from everything that was happening. Within a few minutes she was sobbing.

At the same time Kevin was walking downstairs to get something to drink when he heard crying coming from the lobby. As he walked down the stairs further he realized it was Lorelai. At first he wasn't going to do anything but she kept crying and in time crying even more so he went over to were she was sitting.

"Lorelai. Its going to be ok."

He knew she was obviously upset over what had taken place that night so for her he put his feelings behind taking care of her.

As Lorelai looked up when she felt arms around her she had half expected it to be Luke but then she realized that they way she had yelled at him back at the diner was a little harsh but what could she do.

"Kevin? I thought you hated me by the way I treated you tonight." Lorelai was still surprised it was him but in a way she wasn't because if i he did hate her now he still cared about her. She did like that about him though. The fact that she had basically ruined their first date and he still wanted to go out with her. So she had managed to say what she said through tears.

"I don't hate you Lorelai. Am I mad about what happened? Yes." At that Lorelai looked down and Kevin noticed that so he continued. "But you are great and whatever you do I just want you to be happy. I'm not exactly sure what happened between you and Luke. That's his name right?" Lorelai gave a simple nod as she wondered why Kevin was so good to her after everything that happened. " Like I said, I don't really know what happened between the two of you and it may have just been me, although I highly doubt that , but at the diner I could tell he really loves you and that is the same for you."

"Thanks Kevin." And she leaned in for a simple kiss but turned passionate within a few seconds and as they made their way up to his room there were millions of thoughts running through both of their minds.

Oh god what am I doing? Well I know what I'm doing but I just basically told Lorelai to go back to Luke and now we are having sex. I can't stay in Stars Hollow like I told her and we haven't even made it this far in this relationship yet until now. Ok, what am I going to do? Megan wants to work things out and her I am cheating on her. I'm married for God's sake. Lorelai doesn't know that though. God why did I ever even come here. Oh yeah. I had a stupid fight with Megan and wound up at the inn and now I'm cheating on my wife. God, I'm such a hypocrite. But what do I care huh? Megan has been cheating on me for the past year that is why we were fighting in the first place. Ok, I'm not going to think about this and let what is happening happen.

Oh god, Oh god, oh god! Am I crazy? Why am I doing this? I am so stupid. I feel like I am cheating on Luke and he doesn't deserve that no matter how bad things are between us. What is our status between us anyway? I haven't even thought about everything yet but I still feel like I am cheating on Luke. I guess its because I love him. Wait if I do love him I can't be doing this. Whoa, I love Luke. Great time to realize that Lorelai.

As they were entering his room something fell out of his pocket. He didn't realize it but Lorelai saw it. Lorelai saw what she thought was a wedding band but she originally just shrugged it off until she saw Kevin's reaction to seeing it on the floor. At first he tried to act casual as he tried to kick it so Lorelai didn't see it but it was too late. Lorelai broke the present kiss they were in and looked at him accusingly.

"What is that?" Lorelai asked.

"What is what?"

Ah so he is going to play dumb. Great.

"Kevin you know what i'm talking about. Just tell me what is going on."

"Its none of your business. Obviously you are in love with Luke and not me!" Kevin hadn't meant for that to come out as harsh as it did but it was too late.

"Kevin, come on. What's going on?"

"You don't need to know Lorelai. It will probably hurt you to much!"

"I'm a big girl, Kevin." She was getting mad now.

"Fine do you really want to know?"

"Yes... I do."

"Fine." he takes a deep breath. "I'm.."

"Your what?"

"I'm married!"

"YOUR WHAT?"

in a low voice, "I'm married."

Luke feeling guilty about how he left things with Lorelai so he decided to find her so they can talk.

So he had went to her house but she wasn't there so he decided to go to the inn determined not to give up on this until she said it was over for good. As he walked into the inn and heard Lorelai yelling at someone about something. As he got closer he heard what she was sayng through tears.

He knew he shouldn't be spying on them but he couldn't help it.

"How could you cheat on your wife? What were you thinking. If I had known you were MARRIED I would have never went out with you."

i He's married/i

"But you did!"

"Yeah, before I knew you were MARRIED!"

"Yeah, I know. You don't have to throw that in my face."

"Well, what did you expect. You married for God's sake!"

"I'm so.."

"You know what? Save it. I'm tired of hearing excuses. I don't want to be any part of you

cheating on your wife. Even though I didn't know you were married I still feel bad enough as it is."

With that Lorelai walked down the hall and down the stairs before freezing at the sight of Luke standing at the door.

"So you heard?"

"Yeah. Look I'm sorry about that... And everything that has happened between us. If you don't want me around Stars Hollow I'll just leave again. but I just want you to know I love you Lorelai."

"Luke I..."