Chapter 5 : The end?
In the morning...
Sesshoumaru was standing next to a pine tree,thinking at Naraku's plans when he ehard her waking up.Her violet eyes opened slowly and she looked straight at him.Hotaru was shaking and he noticed that,so he came to her and kneeled.
He wrapped his fluff around her shouldeurs and then stood again.He looked more at her still shaking face and body,even with the furr around her.But mostly,her stare,in nothing,was attracting him.Her eyes showed so much loneliness and paine...He kneeld down again and this time he looked at her,in her deep misterious and captivating eyes.She looked at him too and all of the sudden,her view transformed into a terrified one.She pushed him away and leaned agains the tree.
'Stay away from me!'she yelled.
He maked a step to her but she covered her eyes,crying and sobbing.
'Stay away,please...No more...No more...'she was saying all the time.
The fluff felt down and revealed her body,covered only by a very thin shirt that was covering just the important parts.He remembered Naraku's words,that she will be different this morning.And he was right.She was acting like a lunatic.He then approached her,thing that maked her crying harder and shaking even wors.
'Calm down'he said.
She was avoiding his gaze,looking in different places.he tried to rise her chin but she slaped his hand.
'Don't touch me!'she cried.
He tooked her by the waist,pulling her into him and rised her head forcefully.
'I touch you-...'he opened his mouth to say but stopped when he met her eyes.He never,ever saw so much pain in someone's eyes before.She relaxed all of the sudden,her arms resting next to her body.'At least finish fast...'she said turning away her eyes.
'Fast!'he repeated.
'Don't pretend you don't understand!I know what you want.Is what you wanted from yesterday,when you...you...Just do it and then leave me alone!'
He released her.She looked away,but not moving.
'I do not did anything to you.You know that it wasn't me'
'But you were there...'
'No,it was HIM'
'Bastard...'
'I shall leave then,if you do not trust me.You want me to go away,don't you?'
Silence.So,he turned to leave when she caught his right hand.
'Ie...don't go...gomen nasai...I'm so...is so confusing...'she said crying again'Stay with me,please...Make him go away'
'Naraku will die soon,I promise'
'No...'she said immediatly.'make him go away...'she said and put his hand on he rhead and then on her chest'...from here...'
His eyes grew bigger as he realised what he was going to do.But it was to late...He couldn't act like he was usually...not with her...not now...So,he pulled her back to him and kissed her.She wrapped her hands around his neck and let him kiss her.She opened her mouth at his request and allowed him to kiss her deeper.His hands were brushing her back with his clawed fingers,but with care,not to hurt her.Her small hands left his neck,and played a little with his smooth hair.Then,with a hand,she untied his belt and sneacked it under his haori,touching his well done torso with her small and cold fingers. He growled. She steped away, frightened.
'No'he said and pulled her back in his embrace.'This Sesshoumaru likes it'he said smirking.She smiled then and continued.
He moved slowly,not to scare her more than she allready was.He untied her shirt to,leaving her naked in fron of him.She blushed in all red shapes at his gaze over her body.
'Are you sure of this?'he asked.'If we do this,you'll be forever mine,and only mine...my mate'
'Mate?'she looked confused,just like a child.
'My wife'
She gasped.Wife?
'Isn't this to...much?'she asked,taking off his haori and his shirt,leaving him only in his pants.
'This is the way things are at us...'he said,laiding her down,on the furr.He camed on top of her,kissing her neck and her shouldeurs, making her giggle.His hair was brushing slowlly her bare skin.
'I think is to little...'
She looked away.
'What is it?'he asked,still kissing her neck,now moving on her lips,placing small kisses in her mouth corners.
'I don't want to...tie you on me...I...Sooner or later I'll...go away...I don't want you to...suffer...'
'I wont let you do it...to leave me...I'll protect you'
She pudhed him softly away and covered herself.
'I'm afraid you can't...'
'Why?'he asked coming next to her.
'First of all,I don't belong to this time...second...'she looked at him.'You don't need a weak point...And I don't want to be it'
Saying that,she stood on her feets.
'Its better to leave all like this...I shall go...While I still can...'
He grabbed her hand and pulled her back into him.
'Everyone needs a weak point...to feel that he is alive...Stay.Be my weak point if that's what you think you are.'
'Sesshoumaru...'she whispered.'Demo...'
'No but...'
'Will that be ok?'
'More than ok.It will be perfect.'
'Then...I'll stay...'she said shyly and kissed him.
The end...for now.