Disclaimer: I don't own anything especially DBZ, I'm just a poor student.
I stare at the stars and I wonder if he's up there.
He was my life, while not always there, when he was he would make my life seem brighter and happier. We would go camping and fishing and generally have fun. He always used to make me smile. He was the opposite of my mother who was strict and wanted me to study, he would rather I have fun outside than to be cooped up inside doing math.
He was innocent and naïve. His closest friends were largely made up of past enemies showing that he was always forgiving. He and my mum were together since they were young, they always fought but he would then find a reason to put a smile on her face again.
Everyone could see that he was a good and kind man who loved his family especially me.
But that was only during the day. It was different at night; he became a monster at night. I can't remember when it first began, it happened so long ago when I was very young; I thought it was normal he told me it was normal. He said that his grandpa did it to him so he must do it to me. I didn't like it though; I got scared of the dark, because that was when he came to me. Not every night, some nights he didn't come but I was still scared. I never told anyone because he told me not to. He said I would get punished if I did.
But he was only like this at night; during the day even if he was alone with me he was always kind and gentle. He was innocent and naïve and he would tell me he loved me and I would say I loved him too.
When I was 9 I learned what it was he was doing, it had a name and it was wrong. So I confronted him about it, he got mad and did something new to me; it had a name too; the name was rape. It was my fault; it was night, that is what he does at night. I should have gone to him during the day when he was kind and gentle. When he was innocent and naïve.
From then on he raped me once a week and simply touched me the other six nights; he was a monster, but only at night. Only ever at night.
He's gone now though, I killed him. His friends, they say I didn't, they say it wasn't my fault; they think they're trying to comfort me. But they're not, I'm glad I killed him; they don't know that, they don't know that he was a monster at night. I have a little brother now and don't want him to hurt him; I would have killed him if he had.
I stare at the stars and I wonder if he's up there because I hope he isn't.
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Ok that was my 2nd fan-fic and the 1st DBZ one. It was nice and happy too wasn't it?
Please review and tell me what you think!