Poor Zuko, he needs such a hug,. So I wrote him a song to delay studying for finals. It's a weird song, but I sorta know the tune in my head. I wish I could write music, sigh! One mild swear word, warning. I love how empowered this song makes him. This is for Mel, who is a true artist!
For All Time
I am unlucky and I know only scorn
Unwanted since the day I was born
I'm not a prodigy, I have no sympathy
I'm tired and I'm so care-worn
I have not lost my life, only my pride
But I won't allow myself to be pushed aside
Into Hell's open mouth, I'll gladly climb
I have no fear: I am damned for all time
I've coasted at the edge of the tomb
Unwanted since I came from the womb
Can't stop the fight, scarred from your spite
Don't care how close at hand's my doom
Like the phoenix, I will rise again
I will keep on fighting to the end
I'm not afraid to die in my prime
I fear only being damned for all time
You want to muzzle the truth that I speak
I know in your eyes, I'm a failure, I'm weak
But even in my desperation, I won't forget my nation
Just watch at the vengeance a hopeless man can wreak
I've struggled for everything and that's made me strong
I'm tired of fighting for a cause that I know is wrong
There's only one step between madness and the sublime
There's no turning back when you're damned for all time
All I wanted was the love in your eyes
I wanted to help you make this nation rise
But you call me your shame, unworthy of the flame
I want to know that these words are just lies
You're bleeding our future on a useless war
All of this tyranny and pain, what's all it for?
I've pulled away the golden veneer to see the slime
And I won't let our nation be damned for all time
I have not lost your love, it was never mine
I'm tired of living my life the way you define
Why search for your esteem, I'm part of a greater team
And I know that in his eyes, I'm great and I shine
I still have my life, I'll regain my pride
But I won't ever run from you and hide
I'll fight who I must, I'll do any crime
I have no fear: I won't be damned for all time
