Die Another Day Not Today…
Hi again told you I'd update. I'd like to say thanks to Silver Salamander for a great review, so now I will update!
8 Weeks Later
It's been 8 whole weeks, wow that must be a record for me. I haven't done anything concerning self-harm for 8 whole weeks! I'm so proud of myself, and of course I owe it all to Bobby he's been really supportive and sympathetic through it all. My life is finally turning ordinary again; well almost because I guess none of us will ever be normal. Rogue I think is getting really jealous. It was just the other day when she asked Bobby if he was having an affair, as he never spends time with her anymore. God who does she think she is, he is not an object for her to play around with, with them stupid little gloved hands.
Rogue and me don't talk, we can't stand each other. I think if we had to spend any more than 10 minutes in the same room with each other then we would kill each other.
I kind of feel sorry for Bobby though because he's stuck in the middle, between Rogue and me. If he spends time with me, Rogue gets jealous. But if he goes out with Rogue, (which he rarely has time to do anymore), then he feels guilty or he gets worried that I will do something stupid.
I don't think I will though I'm finally out of that routine. I feel happy, I never thought I'd feel like this again, but I do. We didn't inform anybody about what happened on that fateful and regretful night 8 weeks ago though. That was confidential just between Bobby, and me although we try not to talk about it if it can be helped.
"John, your math's grade's have improved over the last few weeks. You should be proud of yourself. But you know if you paid more attention in class then you might be able to elevate them again?" Said Mr. Summers lifting John's chin up off the desk and turning the pages in the book to the correct one.
He clicked his fingers at the work to signal John to start working. John smiled whilst picking his pen up and beginning to jot down notes on chromosomes.
The day went fast as usual, like they say time fly's by when you're having fun!
I fumbled around in my pocket searching for my keys; I found the correct one and waited to hear the click telling me that the door was unlocked. I twisted and pulled but I still couldn't get the door opened. But I already unlocked it didn't I? I carried on twisting, turning and pushing until the door finally opened.
Oh, swell. Right now I wish I would have stayed behind for extra lessons with Summers anything is better than listening to Rogue and Bobby chatter away in that highly annoying way that girls do.
"Hey." Said Bobby awkwardly as I entered the room.
"Oh yeah hi", I simply replied I didn't feel like talking so much all of a sudden. If I showed any kind of affection whatsoever towards Bobby she would accuse him of cheating on her. Pathetic.
"You want us to go someplace else?" Bobby asked kindly before the bitch added.
"No Bobby, we were here first, it's your room too you know?"
Jesus how stupid does she think he is. I'm sure that he's quite aware of the fact that it's his room. And who the fuck gave her authority to tell him what to do?
"Na that's okay Bobby you waste your time in here… I'm going to enjoy 2 hours of extra maths with Summers. He says that if I really try I can move on to advanced work!" I chime happily ignoring Rogue completely.
Rogue starts sniggering behind Bobby and the expression on his face changes right away.
"John, seriously you actually believed Summers when he told you might be moving on to advanced math's?"
"That's Pyro to you. See you later Bobby". Said John smiling before walking out of the room.
"Rogue don't you ever do that again, it wasn't funny!" Snapped Bobby angrily.
"Do what?" Asked Rogue innocently. " I'm just showing him what its like treated like dirt!" Yelled Rogue, raising her voice slightly to match Bobby's.
"Look Marie, I understand what you're getting at. But on the inside of John's 'bad boy' act, he's not all that bad and he's really insecure at the moment, so please could you try to lay off him for a while. I've already had a conversation with him and he's trying the best he can to stop arguing with you. So please will you do the same for my sake?" Said Bobby trying his best to compromise.
"Yeah okay. I guess I did kind of forget he's your friend too and I have been a bit selfish, but only for you not for him".
"Thanks"
John tapped on the door slightly waiting for it to open. It did and Summers stood in the doorway with his ruby coloured shades on.
"John, I wasn't expecting to see you here?"
"Well, can you let me in please I have lots of work to do?" Asked John nodding towards the pile of missed work and homework he had to catch up on in his arms.
"Yes sure come in"
Scott opened the door wide enough so that John could walk in. He sat at the desk at the front. Figuring he was going to need a lot of help with the work that he was required to do.
"So what made you change your mind then?" Asked Scott calmly out of nowhere as John had settled down to work.
"Sorry?" Questioned John not quite understanding the meaning of the question.
"You didn't seem too hesitant about leaving class before when the bell rang. But now I don't think I'm going to be able to get rid of you for the next few hours?"
"Oh right, I was going to… err, to see Bobby first?" Said John more questioning himself than answering a question. Although Scott picked up on this by the sarcasm of his next comment.
"Okay."
"Fine. Rogue was there in my room. When got back.There was no chance that I was going to stay in the same room as her". Sighed John feeling defeated.
"Bobby with her?"
"Yep"
"Has he been spending lots of time with her?"
"No actually, he used to but then I tried to… I mean something happened and he started to hang with me more often?" Said John quickly cursing himself for the stupid mistake he'd just made.
"You tried to what?" Asked Scott confusedly.
"It's nothing really"
"Well obviously it must be", stated Scott, " otherwise you wouldn't be bothered about telling me…"
"Look its private. Just between me and Bobby, its not for anyone else to know!" Yelled John letting anger take over him.
"John! Calm down if you don't want to talk about it then that's fine. But I suggest you go and see Storm about that anger problem of yours". Ordered Scott.
John nodded knowingly as Scott smiled sympathetically as he sat back down in his seat and began to work again.
Not very long I know, but the smaller they are the quicker I can write them. So trust me I will be updating frequently. But right now I need ideas! I'll go and think some up. See YA!