Sean's pov
It was a really hard night for all of us. Emma because she kept thinking that everything was her fault me and Jay tried to snap her out of it but we couldn't i called her mom and she came and got her. It was a even worst night for me not only cause some one died and Emma was having a nervous break down but because my house just burnt down I don't have any where to live now all my stuff is gone and everything. But I stayed at Jays house that night it was cool cause his parents were never home he said I could stay there a while and I did for the rest of the weekend.
Monday before class Jay's pov
Now Sean stayed at my house the whole weekend it was cool but sean likes everything clean I don't know why I never eve knew that before but he was up at 11 on Sunday morning cleaning but whatever I don't mind that much but now it was Monday and we had to go to school. Neither of us had talkin to emma since the fire and I wanted to know how she was but I didn't have any classes with her so sean was going to go in their homeroom and get her to skipp with us
No ones pov
Sean walked into the class and saw Emma in the back of the room with her head down and her arms around her he slowly walked up to her
Sean- um hey Emma are you ok?
No answer so he sat next to her
Sean- Emma please talk to me Jay and I are both worried and we want you to take the day of and come with us.
No answer
Sean- Emma please talk to me
Emma-……….no
Sean- Why Emma why wont you talk to me I'm really starting to get worried here
Emma- Sean please leave me alone
Sean- no Emma I want to help you now please just talk to me
Emma- (standing up) you want me to talk! FINE HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS TO HAVE SOMEONE HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT THEY WANT YOU DEAD? HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS HAVING THE ONLY PERSON YOU'VE EVER LOVED JUST RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING? HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS TO HAVE A INNOCENT MAN DIE TRYING TO SAVE YOU? What do you think Sean now just leave me alone I've already hurt you and Jimmy and Rick And toby and Ellie and every one else in this flippin school so just stop.
Emma was boiling mad she ran out of that school so fast you would think that her butt was on fire or something she ran and ran and ran till her legs just gave out and she hit the pavement. She didn't get up she just let her bloody nose run every where and let her screams out to she didn't care she cried and cried and cried Emma Nelson had finally cracked and she would never be the same.
Part 10
That night Sean was at Jays house again there were both sleeping jay in his bed and sean in the floor next to him
Sean-Jay are you up
Jay- yeah I wanted to talk to you but I thought you were asleep
Sean-yeah same here I wanted to talk about Emma
Jay- yeah me too well you go first
Sean- ok do you think shes ok I mean she was really really mad when she ran out
Jay- well I'm sure she didn't run into the street and get hit by a car
Sean- what!
Jay- kidding man
Sean- that reallt isn't funny man
Jay- ok ok
Emma's room: its 12 and Emma is just getting home she used the window she went into the bathroom and looked at her self in the mirror all that she saw was a bloody shirt ripped pants and a dirty face she hated it she took a near by hair brush and jammed it into the mirror the glass cut her hand but she didn't care. She didn't care at all she didn't care when she went in her room and found a box cutter she didn't care when she ran it along her arm she didn't care that her blood was dripping down on to the ground she didn't care at all. She layed down on her bed and stared into space
Back to Jay and Sean. Jay had fallen asleep and Sean was about to but when he closed his eyes he started to have a dream
(Seans dream in his pov)
I was running down the street there was something in front of me that I was trying to get it but I couldn't see what it was i had to stop running I was so tired I layed down in the grass and closed my eyes I felt something drip on my face I opened my eyes ans I wasn't in the grass any more I was in a house a very old very dirty house abandoned I thought I wiped my face off to see that it was blood but from where I was bleeding I wasn't hurt then I herd a voice
"Sean"
"hello is any one there?" I asked out loud
"up here Sean" the voice sounded like it was coming from up stairs I opened the door it was Emma's bedroom but it was different everything was red and her mirror was broken with glass every where
"Emma!" I called out hoping that she would answer …..nothing
"Emma are you in here?" I called again I started walking around I saw her bed and then I saw her laying on it. She was on her side with her back to me
"emma" I sighed thanking god that she was ok I rolled her over so I could see her face but she was covered in blood and she looked dead I tried to screamed but nothing came out I couldn't breath I sat back on the floor and gasped for air.