Same night Jays pov
I was in a deep sleep about Alex and Emma they were fighting over me it was great, but then I herd a scream
Jay- wtf!
Sean-(still asleep screams)
Jay- Sean man get up your dreaming dude get up!
Sean wants hearing me or something so I had to get out of bed and try to wake him up I shock him and yelled at him but nothing was working "what the hell" I thought
"SEAN!SEAN!" I yelled as loud as I could and thank god it worked.
Sean's Dream his pov
I couldn't breath there was no air I couldn't breath I went back over to the bed to see Emma but it wasn't Emma any longer it was…….ME! I screamed I couldn't believe what I was looking at I was dead on Emma's bed my neck was sliced there was blood all over me but why? Why was I dead when it was just Emma a minute ago? I walked to the other side of the bed. What I saw made me understand what was all happening why I had done this to myself. I knew why.
Emma's house
'I hate you I hate you' Emma Nelson said to her self
'you're a worthless piece of crap' Emma was in the bathroom looking at her self in the broken mirror
'look what you have done to your self your stupid you stupid girl' she kept talking to her self putting herself down she was her own worst enemy
"moooo" sound from someone I.Ming her
Ellie's POV
I missed Emma at lunch someone said she ran out of school cause Sean was talking to her or something 'prick' What a loser he is I thought but I had to hear it from her so I IMed her on the computer ( SickOfCryin007 ellie BlessedAngel174 Emma)
SickOfCryin007: Hey Em where were you at lunch?
BlessedAngel174: I'm Sorry Ellie
SickOfCryin007: For what?
BlessedAngel174: You're the only one that would understand Ellie
SickOfCryin007: Emma what are you talking about?
BlessedAngel174: I use to think you were really weird for doing it but now I understand
SickOfCryin007: Emma what are you talking about! Your scaring me
BlessedAngel174: You know how it feels El. It takes all the pain away.
SickOfCryin007: Em what the hell are you doing are you talking about cutting? Please tell me Emma you aren't cutting yourself right? Your just messing around right?
BlessedAngel174: What do you think Ellie?
BlessedAngel174 has signed off
'omg omg OMG' Ellie paced around her room staring at the instant message that she had started.
'Emma was just kidding she would never cut herself no way Emma Nelson No way…but can I really risk it?' Ellie knew she couldn't she called Emma's cell… No answer but she left a message
"Emma I'm coming over right now hold on I'm coming for you"
Jay's House Seans POV
Jay-Dude whats the matter with you
Sean- Its Emma I think she going to do something bad we have to go to her house right now
Jay-well ok I guess we can go over her house at 1 in the morning and just ring the doorbell
Sean- Jay man we have to go I just have this feeling
Jay- ok ok go get in the car I'll get a shirt on and be right there
I went in the car waiting for Jay This dream wasn't true it couldn't be right I mean this was Emma Nelson I was dreaming about not like Ellie or someone Ellie I could believe but Emma? No this dream wasn't true it couldn't be I needed a sigh… some kind of sign I looked down the street all I saw was some idiot running down the street in her PJ pants and a tank top wait I know those plaid PJ pants that idiot was Ellie running down the street at 1 in the morning.
Sean-Ellie what are you doing?
Ellie-Sean get out of my way I have to get to Emmas house right now
Sean- well I'm going there right now so get in the car
In jays car: Ellie is in the back seat Jay is driving and Sean is in the front seat
"why were you running to Emma's house at 1 in the morning El?" Sean asked her
"I think she did something and I want to make sure she didn't" She said not looking at him at all
"really cause that's why I'm going I just got a feeling.. But um what do you think she did?"
" I think she wouldn't want me to tell you so don't ask and you 2 wait in the car I'll go talk to her"
In Emma's room shes at her desk with a pen and a blade. She writes:
Dear Anyone,
I'm so sorry it had to come to this. Please understand that I'm doing it for you. Don't be angry at me please, I have thought about this long and hard it has to be done. To Mom, Snake, and Jack, I love you two so much you don't even know. Jack you will grow up to be the best most loving person you can be please don't make the mistakes I did. To Manny, Ellie, Jay and friends, You guys helped me so much after the shooting it was really hard for me to show it but you truly did I wouldn't have even made it this long with out you. And to Sean, I didn't want to tell but I love you. I feel better now even saying it. But Sean I'm doing this mostly for you to show you how much I really do care. I do this because I live you Sean Hope Cameron and I would die for you.
Love forever,
Emma Nelson