Chapter 15:
A/N: wow, I'm soo sorry I havn't updated for so long, I had to refresh and think of how to write this the best way, much thanks for the reviews!
Dumbledore hesitated for a moment. He waited for a bit and then looked at me with sorrow. I quickly sat on an unoccupied bed, it was cold, but not as cold as I felt in general. He's afraid of me too, I thought. It must be very bad for him to be hesitant.
"I don't know how to say this Ms. Jemmers, but it was all from my own selfishness and knowledge. I thought , you see, I could teach an old dog new tricks, and though it may seem that way, you weren't the old dog, it was me. You see, I have been so fascinated in the muggle ways, of course, I usually ask Arthur Weasley about these kind of things, but to carry on; I wondered what it would be like to bring a muggle student into the world of witchcraft, that is why you are here…"
This pained me for a moment. I wasn't special, I was a muggle, like Hermione had said, I lacked something special. I have always been like that. And now, I will always be like that.
"So… I'm not here because I am gifted like the rest of the kids….or whatever… I'm just an experiment?" I looked down, I did not feel like showing my face to Dumbledore, or anyone, at the moment.
"Oh, no, no, forgive me, no child. You see, I didn't just pick anyone off the street. That would be most unsanitary. There was something about you … it was magic and muggle like at the same time. I'm not sure how to explain this, but somehow, you belong in both worlds…I would further understand if you do not want to participate any longer in my greed, and I will privately send you back to your previous home, and the students here and everyone there will forget this…"
My mind was jumbled up with questions and thoughts. But, before I could further state anything, Dumbledore disappeared into thin air, but, I didn't think I would have liked to be forgotten here, i didn't want that to happen all over again. I was going to stay...
What mess have I spilled onto my life now?