Chapter 19:

A/N: Hello everyone, see, I'm making up for the long update period…here is…dun dun dun…. CHAPTER 19!!! HOOZAH! (sorry…) anyways … hopefully people are actually reading this and yea… oh before I forget… Go to dark-kangaroo and read her story Harry Potter and the Revival of the Lost…please? It's really good. (plus, she hasn't shut up about it…so review for goodness sakes)! It's actually really good…so yea….

HAPPY CHRISTMAS….sorry…. I just had sugar…

Being alone is easy; it's just harder when everyone else knows you are. I have no one anymore, but maybe that was for the better.

Dumbledore has been doing a wonderful job in keeping me clueless. Hermione's been figuring out a different "mystery" lately, something about a stone. It probably is more important then me, but a lot of things are. Sleep wasn't happening again. I was having the same dream, the one I had when I fainted… the one about the mirror and Michelle.

I decided that Dumbledore wouldn't help me too much; he probably just wants me to figure it out on my own. I don't know if I can do much on my own right now. So I'm putting Blaise to work. I have stayed in Hogwarts long enough to understand that they don't have an average postal service. Anyways it shouldn't be too hard, I've seen loads of people sending letters before.

I decided to contact the orphanage, I didn't know if they would even get the letter, I was just starting to long the feeling of home, even if it's from a place for children without one. It was the closest thing I had.

Dear Mistress, I started.

I just wanted to see how everyone was doing in London. I decided not to say Orphanage; I didn't want to sound stuck-up. Hogwarts is a wonderful school, their curriculum is quite interesting. How is everyone? How's Michelle, is she okay? Ok, well the other thing that I actually wanted to talk to you about is, if the old library still had that book about dreams in the school house? If they do, do you think you could send it over? I'll tell you everything later.

From,

Aleezé Jemmers.

P.S. Send the book back with Blaise (the owl), he'll probably know how to come back.

I read and re-read it about fifty times before I even thought it to be perfect; I hope I might be on track with this book thing I'm going on. And I hope I can figure this out before I go loony.