Chapter 21:
A/N: okay, i'm back...i've been trying to keep up w/ the story...oh yea and mY goodness...review...if i didn't like writing this story i would've already delelted it from fanfic b/c i dont get much reviews anymore :(
Sneaking is easy, it's getting caught, that's the hard part. I've always considered myself a master at sneaking around since I was about 6 years old. At the orphanage, there was a nine o' clock curfew, but, by the time I was six, Michelle and I had mastered every nook and cranny of the house. We memorized the squeaky floor boards, when Mistress came to check on the rooms (and etc.), but, I wasn't at the orphanage, I was at Hogwarts, and I had to keep reminding myself that, everyday.
Let me start with last night. Last night I had spent over four hours trying to interpret the dream, this is what I got:
Mirror:. To dream that you are being watched through a two-way mirror, suggests that you feel you are being scrutinized and criticized. Alternatively, you may be blocking or unwilling to acknowledge your unconscious emotions.
To break a mirror in your dream, suggests that you are breaking an old image of yourself. You may be putting an end to an old habit. Breaking a mirror is also an old symbol for seven years of bad luck.
What I interpreted through this is that I am closer to Michelle then I thought, which would make sense, because Mistress said that Michelle's new home is close to Hogwarts, and for the breaking part, since I didn't see me in the mirror, I couldn't be breaking an old image of myself…but of Michelle, she changed, or, I have bad luck for seven years, but I was putting my money on Michelle changing. But that wasn't all in my dreams; there was the bleeding of water, kind of a fountain from my body. This is the closest I could find/interpret:
Flood: To see a raging flood with its muddy debris represents emotional issues and tension. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you. Consider where the flood for indications of where in your waking life may a situation be the source of stress and tension.
Fountain: To see a fountain in your dream represents great joy renewed pleasure and/or increased sensitivity. You may be entering into a new relationship.
I was pretty sure I wasn't entering a new relationship; I interpreted that I may come into a situation where I may be emotionally overwhelmed, but experience a good amount of joy. Now for the water forming my face. That was the creepiest part, or at least, it frightened me the most.
Face: To see your own face in your dream denotes the persona you choose to show to the world as oppose to the real you. It may refer to confrontations and your willingness to deal with problems and issues in your life.
That one didn't need any immense interpretations. It was pretty much my life story. I still had to put it all together, but I couldn't think of anything. So I decided to do the unthinkable.