Chapter Five: Annoying Psycho Killers
Bichson's POV
Ugh, I woke up with the biggest headache. At first I didn't know where I was. I noticed that it was nighttime outside, and that it was Sasuke's room. I began to move and then realized that someone was holding my hand down. I looked over to my side and nearly fainted.
Holding onto my hand was the one the only, Uchiha Sasuke. He was asleep, and dare I say, he looked adorable. I smiled sweetly. He held my hand in his. Did he really care about me? Poor guy, he looked like he hadn't slept for a long time. I shifted in the bed and tried to pry his hand off. His grip only got tighter. (Sweat drop…) I sighed loudly and began to…I stopped. Sasuke had the curtsey to stay by my side and watch over me, I guess I could let him hold my hand.
I was really iffy when it came to people touching me. I didn't like it. I looked at his sleeping face and held back a giggle. He looked like a little boy, so innocent, so young, and so sweet. You would have never thought he was trying to kill his older brother. I unconsciously began to stroke his head. I was staring out the window while still petting his head when his eyes fluttered open.
The moon looked so beautiful. It was a full moon and I thought about something that I once told a friend.
Flashback
I was sitting on the floor of the tennis court next to Vivian. We were both twelve at the time. Seventh grade was so dramatic. We were talking about all the crap we went through. When I looked up to the sky, I said to her,
"Did you know if you talk to the moon when it's full, it'll be like telling the gods your thoughts? If you make a wish directly at 11:11 while looking at the moon, it'll most defiantly come true?"
Vivian smiled at me. She was my best friend.
End of Flashback
I looked to the clock on the wall that was conveniently there. It was 11:10. I looked back to the moon. I guess it was now or never. I looked back to the clock and waited for the second hand to hit the twelve. When it did, I turned back to the moon and whispered softly,
"I want to go home. I want to see my mom's face. I want to go to school and talk to Jonathan again. I want to apologize to Elyse for being a bitch. I just want to go home and find happiness. I'll never take my life to granted. I'll even stop doing…that. But what I really want is that I will find someone who will love me, who will stand by my side, know how to treat me, understand me, and someone who will always be there for me." (She was saying all this in English.)
A small tear fell down my face. I didn't want to cry. I didn't want to be alone. I really wanted to go home. I never realized how much it hurt. Even if I didn't like my family sometimes, I still love them. More tears started falling. I was about to reach up and wipe them away angrily, but someone else did it for me. I turned around in shock and met ebony eyes.
Sasuke was awake and looking straight at me. He looked at me, and I looked at him. His eyes held some kind of emotion I didn't understand. I was about to say something when he interrupted me.
"Why are you crying?"
My words fell short. I didn't know what to tell him. I really wanted to find something sharp though. Finally I countered his question with my own.
(Script form, Italic are thoughts.)
Me: What did you hear?
Sasuke: Enough…what are these scars? –Points to my arms-
Me: They're nothing. –Yanks my hand from his- How long have I been here?
Sasuke: Five days I think. –Takes my hand again- These don't look like nothing.
Me: Sasuke, they're nothing…really. Just…don't worry about it.
Sasuke: You still didn't answer my question.
Me: What question? Uh oh, what do I do…?
Sasuke: Why were you crying? Do you want to go back home that bad?
(End of script form)
I looked into his eyes. They looked…sad. Did he like me? Ba hum bug! That would be the gossip of the century. The cold heart Uchiha, whom, might I add, wanted nothing to do with anybody except for the fact that he wanted to kill his brother! Ha, I scolded myself for having such thoughts.
(Italic is Kuro, regular is Bichson, and bold is Shiro.)
Well it certainly seems like he likes you.
Who the cheese?
It's me…Kuro?
The god of all that is dark? You know…Yang or the Yin and Yang.
Oh, so it is you. I thought you had a body.
He did, we just can disappear when we want to. You only need to call on us if you need us. By the way, we can hear everything you're thinking.
Damn…
Don't be so vulgar.
Ha, I live by a sentence, "Don't fucking cuss because that shit ain't cool." Ha!
…
…She's very vulgar isn't she brother?
Indeed…your lover boy is talking to you.
Huh?
I blinked and looked back at Sasuke. "Sorry I didn't catch that. What did you say?" He sighed uncharacteristically. "Nothing…it was nothing. Just go back to sleep." With that, he stood up to leave. Well he would have if my damned hand hadn't moved on its own. I found myself holding his hand again. He turned back in surprise and looked at me.
Now, I knew it wasn't me that was talking because I could see Kuro moving his mouth. He was controlling my body! Ugh, what a jerk!
"Please don't leave me alone. I don't want to be alone again."
Sasuke looked at me for a second and then walked back over to his spot on the floor. Wait what? On the floor? That's not good for your health. I inwardly groaned and said to Kuro,
I'll get you back for this.
Sure you will.
I swear to god I will.
Oh yes, I feel ever so scared.
Well now that he's staying, he can't just sleep on the floor. Maybe I can…
Now just what are you thinking?
Well, like I said…he can't sleep on the floor.
What are you going to then? You're in his bed dummy.
I kno- WHAT!
No need to yell…
I stopped arguing with the little voices in my head and looked at the bed. It was small, but…
I was still holding onto his hand. I looked up to him and asked,
"Were you sitting here the whole time I was sleeping?"
"…"
"Umm, you know…you can't sleep on the floor. You'll get sick."
"…I know."
I sighed softly and cursed myself for caring too much. I let go of hand and scooted over so there was room for him on the bed. He was looking at me like I grew another head or something. He then said,
"You know, I can just sleep on the floor."
"I told you, you'll get sick."
"…"
Finally, I grabbed his hand and yanked him onto the bed. He looked at me in shock and then there was a slight tint of red on his porcelain white skin. I looked at him and said,
"Good night Sasuke."
…
"God damn, someone close the cheesing blinds."
I buried my face in the warm thing that was hugging me. I then heard a disgruntled snort and some curses. I sighed and breathed in the scent that clung to the fabric of the shirt. It smelt so good…like the forest and rainstorms. I snuggled closer to my source of warmth.
About 2 hours later…
I heard noises. I sighed and was about to get out of bed, but found out that I couldn't. I opened my eyes to see a blue. Now then, why did this shade of blue look very familiar? Oh yes, it was the same shade of blue as Sasuke's shirt.
Something around my waist tightened…Sasuke's arm. I was about to jump and scream when an amused voice from the doorway of Sasuke's room scared me.
"Now Sasuke, if you wanted to be alone with her, you should have just put up a 'don't disturb' sign."
There stood the infamous Hatake Kakashi. I jumped out of the bed and ended up tripping over Sasuke (His bed is against a wall…she was laying on the inside and Sasuke was laying on the outside.) and then tumbling down to the floor with Sasuke in tow. We landed in quite the position. Sasuke was on top of me with his hands on my waist, and was straddling my legs. I was on the floor. Kakashi stood there in the door way with his cheeky smile on his face. Sasuke rolled off me and demanded to know how Kakashi managed to get into his house.
Kakashi smiled and said that he used a teleportation jutsu. I laid on the floor for a few more seconds and then stood up. Kakashi's eye and Sasuke's eyes turned to look at me. I dusted myself off and walked up to Kakashi and smiled seductively. Kakashi's eye widened at the flirtatious smile, and Sasuke glared. Then without a warning, Kakashi was on the floor clinging his now swollen cheek.
My glare looked so dangerous; it would have rivaled Itachi's.
"HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF KNOCKING?"
I stomped off to my room to take a shower.
Today's outfit included of the following:
A black tube top that looked more like a bra, a black fishnet longed sleeve shirt over that, my biker gloves, my new bangles, and a pair of black cargo pants. I wore a pair of combat boots that I had conveniently found. I looked like a total banger. My friends would be proud. I tied my black sweater around my wait and with that, I tied my hair up in a high ponytail and then applied some eyeliner.
I looked into the mirror and said softly,
"Damn I look hot."
I grabbed my bag and stuffed some CDs in along with my CD player and some extra batteries. I loved my CD player. It was so high tech. It had speaker on it and it could (if you wanted to) play just the instrumental. You could use it for Karaoke.
When I walked down the stair, I was greeted by a perverted look from Kakashi and a quirked eyebrow from Sasuke. I looked at them and then asked irritably, "WHAT!" They stopped staring and mumbled a small nothing and then we left.
After I cleared things up with the Hokage I was sent on my merry way. Sasuke had handed me some money and said that he was cooking dinner tonight. I smiled and nodded. When I left the room, I didn't notice a pair of dangerous sharingan eyes watching me.
I walked for a pretty long time until I came to the same park where I first met TenTen, Lee, Gai, and Neji. I looked around and noticed there was a trail leading into the woods. So I went down the trail only to be led to a small clearing. I smiled and sat down.
Pulling out my CD player I turned it to full blast on speaker, changed it to instrument, stuck in my homemade CD. The songs consisted of the following:
A day late – Anberlin
Dakisimeru – BoA
Do you love me - BoA
Only hope – Mandy Moore
Last Resort – Papa Roach
Reinventing your exit – Underoath
Crushed – Rosette
Sadie Hawkins Dance – Relient K
Who I am hate who I've been – Relient K
A little more than useless – Relient K
You know what they do to guys like us in prison – My Chemical Romance
Angel – Amanda Perez
No daddy – Teairra Mari
Forgotten – Linkin Park
Numb – Linkin Park
My December – Linkin Park
Place for my head – Linkin Park
Point of authority - Linkin Park
I skipped through some of the songs and stopped on 'Only Hope' by Mandy Moore, and I began to sing.
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I finally stopped on the last note and waited for the next song to start. My favorite song… 'Last resort' by Papa Roach. I began to sing. Amazingly it came out in Japanese.
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Chorus:
Cause I'm losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
To live was too late, and I was empty within
Hungry
Feedin off chaos and livin in sin
Downward spiral
Where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching
To find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Chorus
Nothing's all right
Nothing is fine
I'm runnin and I'm cryin
I'm cryin, I'm cryin, I'm cryin, I'm cryin
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Chorus
Nothing's all right
Nothing is fine
I'm runnin and I'm cryin
I CAN'T GO ON LIVING THIS WAY!
Can't go on living this way
Nothing's all...RIGHT!
I sighed quietly. I felt like I was being watched. I hated singing in front of people. I didn't want to stop singing though. Singing and dancing was my only way of letting of stress. I paused my music for a second. A picture of a red haired boy crying popped up in my head. I thought about Gaara of the Sand. I felt really bad for him. I really did. He seemed to suffer so much. He never had a single friend in his life. I sighed quietly and thought of singing another song when I heard thunder.
I looked to the sky and smiled. It had been a long time since I had cried/stood in the rain. I put my bag somewhere where it wouldn't get wet and turned on the song 'Crushed' by Rosette.
I stood in the rain and sang to it. Eventually I began to cry and curse myself for my stupidity. I pulled out my pocket knife that was in one my pockets. I was rolled up the fishnet sleeve when a loud voice in my head made me jump and drop my knife.
What the fuck do you think you're doing!
Cutting…what the hell does it look like I'm doing?
Yes, we know you're cutting, but why?
Oh yea, that's right. You guys don't know my life.
Don't you dare put that blade on your skin. If you do, I'll kick your fucking stupid ass!
And you call me vulgar…
I think Kuro was about to say something else, but I blocked him out. I looked on the ground for my knife and frowned.
'Damn, I lost it. Now I need a new one.'
I was about to get up and leave when I heard a smooth voice behind me say, "Leaving without this?"
I whipped around to see a pair of red eyes. I backed up a few steps only to hit into someone else. I turned around to see a man who looked like a shark with a huge sword. One word left my mouth,
"Shit…"
(Hmm, should I stop here and make you guys wait or should I keep going? EHz, I'll keep going.)
The shark like man smirked and said, "You know…you look really pretty with that look of fear in your eyes."
Now then, if you were trapped in my position, you probably would have screamed "Bloody Mary" or something. Me…well being stupid I lunged at the unsuspecting Itachi. Grabbing my knife I wrestled for it. After letting go and punching him square in the jaw, he let go of the knife and I rolled away from him with my precious knife in hand.
I glared at the Uchiha prodigy and asked angrily, "How long were you watching me?"
He looked at me and was about to answer when I felt a jolt in my head. I fell gripping my head and groaned in pain.
I heard a voice in my head.
Damn took you long enough.
Call us now! You're in danger damn it!
I gripped my head and moaned and said quietly, "I think you guys over did it. I can't see fricking straight now."
Itachi arched a delicate brow at my comment, but said nothing because Kisame interrupted.
"Talking to yourself now bitch?"
I turned and glared at him and said, "Ugly bitch ass fucker. At least I can fight…unlike some fucking weakling."
He was about to chop my head off with his sword when Itachi stopped him with his voice. "Kisame stop it. Girl, do you know how much trouble you've cause myself and my partner?"
He walked over to me and knelt down before me. Putting his hand under my chin, he lifted my head to eye level and looked into my eyes. When my brown eyes met his red ones, I immediately shoved him from me and looked at the ground. I would not look into his eyes. I knew he would defiantly use some type of genjutsu on me. I stopped and realized something. He was pretty short for a seventeen year old. Call me crazy, but I notice the weirdest things at the weirdest times. I muttered, "You know, you're kind of short and skinny."
That kind of caught both of the missing Nin off guard. Kisame busted out laughing and I snickered. I heard an exasperated sigh from inside my head.
FIRST YOU WRESTLE HIM, NOW YOU INSULT HIM! ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YOURSELF KILLED!
Well, actually I think the skinny part was a comment? Well he is short. He's seventeen and he's what? 5'9, while I'm thirteen and I'm 5'2 or 5'3.
You're both giving me a headache.
Outside of my head I gave an un lady like snort and said out loud, "It's my damn head you're both yelling in. How the hell do you get a headache?"
Itachi looked at me funny and Kisame whispered, "Oi, Itachi is she talking to herself?"
I glared at him and said, "No I'm not. I'm yelling at the stupid voices in my head that won't shut the hell up!"
Kisame looked at me weird and I finally threw my hands up in the air and yelled, "That's it! I fucking give up!" I pointed at my finger at Kisame, "YOU! Stop looking at me like that! I hate it when people think I'm insane, WHICH I'M NOT!" I then pointed an accusing finger at Itachi, "AND YOU! EAT MORE DAMN IT! YOU REMIND ME OF THOSE DAMN ANNEREXIC PREPS I USED TO GO TO SCHOOL WITH! ESPECIALLY THAT BITCH RACHEL!"
Itachi smirked at me, and Kisame held back his laughter. I was about to rip my hair out when I heard snickering in my head.
SNAP!
There went my last ounce of control. I walked…no scratch that. I stormed over to Kisame and punched him with all my might right in the face. Not expect that, he stumbled back a little. Then I turned around to Itachi and yelled,
"WIPE THAT GOD DAMN FORSAKEN SMIRK OF YOUR FACE, GOD DAMN IT!"
Since this was so much fun for him to make fun of me, he just had to say something back. God, why were all the hot and sexy guys insane?
"Or what?"
BOOM!
And there went my sanity. I walked straight up to him and grabbed the collar of his cloak and kissed him.
Yup, you heard me…kissed him.
In my head Kuro and Shiro went strangely quiet. I thought I heard Kuro gag when I started to French him.
Back in the real world, Kisame such stared with his mouth wide open, and Itachi, well he was too engrossed in the kiss to really notice he was kissing a thirteen year old. I think I even heard him moan. (o0) When I pulled back, I smirked. At least his smirk was gone. I let go of his shirt and walked over to my bag. Shoving the pocket knife back into my pocket I walked out of the clearing.
Well by now I was soaked to the bone and running for my life. I was cold and I need to find a place to stay. I smiled at the quietness in my head. I guess they were still in shock that I kissed Itachi. Hell, I didn't even know what I was doing. Although, he's one hell of a kisser. (xD)
I kind of failed to notice I was being followed by those ever persistent Akatsuki members. I walked in the rain until I was shivering. After awhile I thought about the time I escaped from the cave and met Shiro and Kuro.
Still talking to yourself?
Damn, I thought you guys went 'POOF.'
Pfft, we can't leave you until you die.
So I'm cursed with hearing voices in my head till I'm dead?
Yup.
Guess so…we don't really know. We've never had a real 'relationship' with our masters. Actually, in the millions of years we've served people, I think you're the first girl.
Oh the joy.
Yes, we can tell you're so ecstatic.
I still get the feeling that I'm being watched.
They're still following you.
They?
They are people from the clearing earlier. You know…the shark dude you socked in the face and the 'hot' dude you kissed.
-Sigh- Can you guys ever leave me in peace?
Nope. We're here to be your conscience and your pain in the butt.
…
Very comforting dear brother…very comforting.
Eventually I sighed irritably and continued to walk around aimlessly. After about 20 seconds, I declared myself lost. How many times has this happen? (-.-) I watched the rain lessen and I sighed. I was seriously going to get sick. Now let's see, my current position is...
I'm soaking wet, talking to the voices in my head, and currently being followed by two crazy annoying psycho killers. Life was just grand!
After awhile I found myself in front of the Yamanaka flower shop. Well it was better than nothing. I walked into the store and was greet by a gasp from Ino. "Dear god! You looked like you jumped in a lake!"
"Nope, I was taking a nice stroll when it started raining, and being the idiot that I am, I got lost, and then found myself here! I would really appreciate it if I could borrow an umbrella and some fresh clothes. I can find my way home from here, so don't worry."
Ino looked at me funny and then said with a chirpy voice, "Sure!"
God, what was up with people looking at me funny today?
They just think you're insane.
I probably am if I'm talking to the voices in my head.
I followed Ino into a new room, dried myself, changed my clothes, took all my crap with me, took the umbrella, thanked Ino for her kindness, and exited the flower shop.
When I got back outside, I started walking home. It really didn't matter to me that Itachi and Kisame were following. I felt like crap. I wanted to go home, eat a nice warm dinner, take a hot shower, and then go to sleep in Sasuke's arms.
I froze…where the cheese did that come from? I shook my head and sighed. Kuro and Shiro were getting to me.
I stopped in front of the house and then noticed Sasuke wasn't home. Shiro and Kuro reassured me that he wasn't there. I sighed loudly. Man, sighing has become a bad habit of mine now. I asked Kuro and Shiro to find out where exactly the missing nin were. They were sitting in a tree to my left. I turned and scanned the tree and then said, with emphasis on please, "PLEASE, leave me alone and don't come back here, lest I say it's okay. Now leave before I throw something at your heads. Maybe it'll help me figure out if you actually have a brain in that head of yours."
I heard a rustle of tree leaves and then Kuro said,
They're gone.
I unlocked the door, walked up the stairs, into my room, pulled out a pen and started writing in my diary.
December 19
Hey,
God, so much has happened in the last 2 weeks I was here in the Naruto World. I feel like everything is okay, but when I look at the moon, I want to cry. Every time I see something from my world, I wish I was back home.
I talked to Kuro and Shiro about what they with the traveling dimensions thing, and they told me it actually happens at random. I wanted to bang my head against a rock. They were so weird. I loved them a lot even if I had just met them. Even if they were annoying, I know they cared. I wanted to go home and see my family.
I realized that the dates here and at home are a lot different. Here it's around fall time, and back home it's almost Christmas. I wander what my family was doing at this very moment. I missed my little sister. I mean, she was annoying but she was fun. We had our good moments. I bet, if she was here, she would immediately set out for Suna. She'd probably cuddle Gaara to death. Loll.
So anyways, today I met up with Kisame and Itachi. I knew they were dangerous, but I didn't know they were annoying too. When I got here and thought of all the times I wanted to be here, I was shocked to say it's not like I would have expected it to be.
So yea, I kissed Itachi…well French kissed him, and socked Kisame right in the face. I want to…oh that's right. I still have Itachi's cloak from that one time. I guess it was still in my bag.
I want to meet Gaara…
After I finished writing down my thoughts, I looked outside. It was getting dark and Sasuke hadn't come home yet. I wonder what happened.
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Okay! This was one heck of a long chapter. Okay, well I basically got the whole story down. There will be a sequel!
REPEAT! THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL!
I'm going to make this story about eight or nine chapters long. Anyways, please review!
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Thi.Is.Sasuke.Obsessive and theonewhoownsyourheart
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