Chapter Seven: Argument

December 25

"Sasuke, please, let me explain."

Those were my words to him. He ended up screaming at me and we argued for the longest time.

Flashback

Sasuke's eyes met mine. There was disgust, hate, anger, and something else that I couldn't determine in his eyes. He then yelled at me.

"Explain what! It's pretty clear you lovemy brother!"

"NO I DON'T! Sasuke just let me explain first!"

"I don't want to hear your bullshit. I've heard enough. You didn't trust me enough to tell me what happened to you when you were kidnapped. Why should I listen! You didn't even think that I was worried. I waited and stayed by your side when you were sick. I was scared for you! This is the thanks I get? You go off and make out with my brother? And then you go off flirting with Gaara! You're such a slut. I don't want to hear anything. You'll just probably lie to me again. Get out of my sight."

I looked at him in shock. His words hurt me so much. They cut me so deep. I wanted to run. I looked at him, and with a cold voice I said,

"You're right Sasuke." He looked at me in shock. "I'll probably just tell you more lies."

Sasuke looked at me in hatred. The words that left his mouth were the ones that killed me.

"I hate you. Get out of my sight."

End of flashback

I put my diary up and stared out the window. So here I am, sitting on my bed…crying my eyes out. I taught myself never to cry in the presence of others. So I walked up to my room, and when I finally heard the front door slam shut, I broke down in tears.

I rolled up the sleeve to my shirt and pulled my knife out. I dragged it across my skin so many times I lost count of how many cuts there were. My arms were bleeding like crazy. I put up the knife and watched the blood rain down on my bed sheets. My head was hurting really bad.

Child…I'm sorry.

No, it wasn't your fault. It was mine, to actually believe he cared.

I know it hurts, but…doing this to yourself isn't healthy.

I can just heal them you know.

True, but what good does it do? It's just causing you pain.

No, it makes me think. I feel the pain in my arms so I don't feel the pain in my heart. Do you guys know why I chose to sing 'Crushed' by Rosette that one time? It was for him. I really do love him…

It will be okay child.

We're here for you.

I didn't know what I did, but in a few seconds I felt two warm bodies next to me. Kuro and Shiro were now holding me, comforting me. I cried my eyes out till I could hardly see, and I was tired. My arms still stung, but the bleeding had stopped long ago.

I watched them. Shiro's gold eyes looked into mine. He hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead.

"You should rest now Bichson. We'll protect you."

"Yeah, just rest. We'll always be here for you."

I smiled a real smile and said, "Thank you." That was all I remembered till I blacked out.

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Wow, this was really short. Well this is all kind of rushed. I have so much time in my hands. I'm updating like crazy because I want to try and start the sequel.

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