Chapter Eight: This is "Goodbye"
It's been a week since me and Sasuke had our argument. I had to bleach the sheets, so no one knew what I was doing to myself. I watched him from the corner of my eye. We didn't talk anymore. He always left early morning and came home when I was "sleeping." I was up till 2 in the morning crying and cutting all night long.
One day, I decided that I should leave the house for a walk. I thought about running from here too. I guess it was the best idea I had. I shoved all my things in my bag. I went to Sasuke's room and stole some money out of his secret stash.
I went and took a shower, hissing at the pain in my arms when the hot water it my cuts. I wore my black jeans and a t-shirt that had the word Billabong written across it. I put my sweater on. I didn't do anything fancy, but tie my hair back and put eyeliner on.
Walking out of the house, I went to the place where I kissed Itachi. While walking I didn't notice Sasuke near the area. My head hung low, my eyes brimming with tears; I just wanted to be left alone to cry.
He followed me to the clearing where he hid himself in the trees. I sat down in the exact tree Sasuke was in. He was watching me intently.
He's in the tree you know.
Fuck it, I don't care anymore. He can't stop me from cutting.
Are you planning on killing yourself?
No. I wouldn't do that to you guys. I love you two so much.
Watching you cut is killing us.
I'm sorry. It's just the way I let off stress. A way I've been living by since 7th grade.
You've been cutting for a year? No one's notice?
No…why would they? They don't give a fuck about me.
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I stopped talking to Kuro and Shiro and shrugged of my sweater. I looked at my arms, then pulled out the pocket knife from my pocket. I flipped the blade open and closed my eyes. I was about to drag it across my skin when I found that I couldn't move my hand. I opened my eyes, and saw Sasuke standing in front of me. His eyes told me he was seething.
(Script)
Me: What the fuck do you want?
Sasuke: Is this what you've been doing to yourself? Cutting yourself?
Me: Why the hell would you care? You hate me, remember?
Sasuke: …
Me: Give me back my knife.
Sasuke: No…
Me: God damn it! Why the hell would you fucking care if I cut or not!
Sasuke: Because it's stupid!
Me: Well it's my fucking body.
(End of script)
I lunged at him and tackled him to the floor. We began to wrestle for possession of the knife. Finally, he punched me in the stomach and I let go of the knife and rolled off him gasping and clutching my stomach. He threw the knife to the side, and then he grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head.
He was hovering over me. We were both out of breath. It was quiet for a long time and the only thing you could hear was our ragged breathing. I looked at Sasuke and then I noticed I was crying.
He made a movement to wipe away my tears, but I twisted my face so he couldn't touch me.
"Get off me."
He growled at me and said with anger, "No."
I started to struggle again, but more violently. Eventually, I started screaming words that just came into my head.
"Fucking let me go! You don't give a damn about me so let me go! I hate you too! I fucking hate you! Let me go! How could you do this to me! I fucking hate you!"
I stared at him and was shocked to see sadness in his eyes. He quickly covered up his emotions, and then got off me.
I was about the say something, but he beat me to it.
"If you hate me so much…then leave. I hate you too."
He picked up the knife and tossed it at my feet along with my bag.
"Get out of my sight. I hate you too. I'll just tell everyone someone kidnapped you and you were killed."
He turned and walked away from me.
"Sasuke! Wait, I didn't mean to-"
"Shut up! I said leave! I hate you! GET YOUR FUCKING UGLY ASS FACE OUT OF HERE!"
A tear rolled down my face. "Fine…"
I was about to walk away when a light started to envelop me. I gasped and Sasuke turned around in shock. I didn't know what was happening, but my legs were disappearing. It took me another second to realize that this was the dimension traveling spell.
I looked at Sasuke one last time and said with tears in my eyes,
"I love you Sasuke."
His eyes widened, but before he reach me and do anything. I was gone.
(…)
Sasuke's POV
She was gone. Nothing was left. She just disappeared. I fell to the ground and punch the dirt. I continued to do so, till I realized I was crying. Out of frustration, I stayed there till I heard Kakashi's voice.
"Sasuke? What the hell are you doing Sasuke?"
Naruto's voice cut in.
"Sasuke? Holy Sh--! Sasuke, why are you crying?"
"She's gone."
My teammates looked at me and Sakura asked, "Who's gone?"
I looked at the dirt and cursed my very existence. Why did I say those things to her?
"Bichson…she's gone forever…she's not coming back."
The clearing went eerily quiet.
(…)
Bichson's POV
I woke up in the middle of the streets. I didn't know where I was. Then I realized the place where I landed in front of…the police station. I ran in with my bag and everything.
3 hours later…
So I was alone now. On Christmas Eve, my family was killed in a fire. Ironic isn't it? It was caused by a cooking accident. I probably could tell you my sisters were the cause of it.
A tear rolled down my cheek. I was alone now. I couldn't even hear Kuro and Shiro anymore. When I went to the bathroom there, I took off my shirt and checked for the tattoo only to find them gone.
Kuro and Shiro were gone. My family was gone. I had no one left.
I was alone.
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This story is done! This is the last chapter to my story. There will be a sequel!
REPEAT! THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL!
It will be in my profile. It's called, "Returning."
It's out now, so read it if you want to know what happens. The bunny is out.
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