November 18, 2005
It has been a month since I've posted. Sorry for keeping you waiting… School has been a real pain in the butt. I'll soon team up with somebody to help me post more chapters…
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Rin woke up resting on her original bed. She was at the castle, Sesshoumaru was at his study room, obviously. Rin stood up, she started to remember about yesterday's dream. She felt kind of guilty for having such mature dreams. She was now a grown woman, approximately 17. She was thin, a little bit under weight. Rin's body shape was perfect, her beauty was unbeatable. She opened the door and found Jaken screaming at her. That little ugly toad dares to scream at me, will he ever leave me alone! Rin kept walking, ignoring Jaken's hideous protest. Rin walked in the study room, it was dark as usual. She looked over her shoulder to see Sesshoumaru looking at a map.
"Lord Sesshoumaru, is anything wrong?" Rin couldn't believe herself asking her lord a question. She knew that Sesshoumaru does not answer to nobody. Not even her. I just had to ask him! Now he'll get mad at me, I should have known better! Rin was lost in her own thoughts until Sesshoumaru spoke," No Rin, I just assumed that you've woken up this early…"
"Oh, I just had a bad dream... That's all." Rin scratched her head a bit and giggled, she tried so hard to not reveal the truth about her dream. It wasn't bad at all, but quite disappointing since it was not real… Sesshoumaru examined Rin, she was kind of tense. He knew something was bothering her.
"Rin, are you lying to your Lord Sesshoumaru?" He did not show any kind of expression, he never did…
"Uh... I… I…." Rin was hesitating, she was afraid that Sesshoumaru will force her to tell him about her unusual dream. And she did not want him to know how she feels about him. If he did, she was afraid that Sesshoumaru might abandon her for such foolishness. She knows that Sesshoumaru dislikes humans, such as herself. He never opened up to her. Within all those years traveling together. "I… I have to go!" Rin dashed out of the room, she ran to her bedroom and locked the door. Rin threw herself in the bed and pressed her head into the soft pillow, sobbing and shedding tears. She would not tell Sesshoumaru the truth…
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Author:I'll try to get more emotional and the chapter a little bit longer. Now, off to chapter three!