I Don't Know How To Love

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A/N: I'm so happy some of you like this story. Thank you so much for reviewing. You make me so happy. Anyway hope you like this chapter I work really hard on it.

Chapter 3 Clearing Things Up

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"What did you say?" Sakura asked unsure of what she just heard. She looked at him in shock.

"I said, I don't know how to love." Syaoran said a bit louder. He stared at the floor trying no to make eye contact with Sakura.

Sakura pitied Syaoran. 'How can you not know how to love Syaoran?' Sakura asked in her mind. As if Syaoran heard he answered the question.

"I never been loved before. I'm always alone. I don't know how to love because no one ever cared enough to show how." Thoughts flowed through Syaoran's mind. His childhood was the worst.

~~~~Flashback~~~~~

A young Syaoran was carried away from his mother by one of the elders. He cried and tried to get away. He wanted to at least say good bye but he couldn't. He was pushed in a car and drove away.

For days all he ever did was cry. The oldest elder came up to him.

"You must be strong and fierce to be the Li clan leader" He said in a hearse voice. "You must not cry and you need to train hard"

Syaoran was taken to a training room were he trained and learned to fight. He was given in sword three days after.

In his room he cried and wept for his mother. The elder came in his room and saw him crying. Syaoran was beaten until he stopped crying

"Strong men don't cry Syaoran! The next time I see you cry it will be much worst then now. You understand me?" The elder yelled at Syaoran. Syaoran got up weakly and nodded. He walked back up the stairs in pain but tried not to cry. From that day forward he never cried

~~~~Flashback end~~~~~~~

"Syaoran" Sakura said softly. "I'm sorry"

Syaoran looked up. "I don't need your pity Sakura. Just leave me alone and don't you dare tell anyone about this." He walked away and slammed the door of his room.

'I really am sorry for you Syaoran. I wish there was some way I can help.' Sakura closed the door and walked back to her room too.

~~~~Next day~~~~

Whenever Syaoran looked up he always saw Sakura looking at him before she went back to her work.

'Why does she keep looking at me? Can't she just forget about yesterday? Urg! She's driving me nuts! Can't she just mind her own business?'
*Sakura's Thoughts*

'How can I help him? Maybe he doesn't want my help. I know he said he didn't want my pity but I want to help him. I would be really sad if there was no one to love me. Why can he just let me help? He's so stubborn!'

Sakura sighed and looked at him again. This time when she looked at him and he looked back she started to blush. She turned back to her work.

'I hope he didn't see that.'
~Tomoyo's thoughts~

'Why do that keep looking at each other? I thought they both hated each other. Wonder what happened. WAS SAKURA JUST BLUSHING!? Okay this is getting weird'

Tomoyo looked at them again.

'They're doing it again! . I'm going to have to find out what's going on.' She went back to work.

~~~After School~~~

Tomoyo caught up with Sakura as the exited their last period class and headed for the lockers.

"Hey Sakura!" Tomoyo yelled. Sakura stopped and turned around to see Tomoyo running toward her.

"Hey Tomoyo!" Sakura said happily. Tomoyo walked next to Sakura.

"Can I talk to you at my room later?" Tomoyo asked as she looked around at all the people they passed.

"Um.sure. Is it serious Tomoyo? Did something happen?" Sakura wondered what Tomoyo needed to talk to her about. Tomoyo shook her head no.

"It's nothing really serious I just need you to answer some of my questions." Tomoyo answered.

"Okay then. I'll drop off my stuff first and then I need to." Tomoyo interrupted Sakura

"No. I need you to come over now. This will be really quick" Tomoyo persuaded

Sakura sighed. "Okay fine" They made it to Tomoyo's room. Tomoyo closed and door and the both of them went to and sat down on the bed.

"Alright tell me what happened between you and Syaoran yesterday." Sakura looked away. "C'mon Sakura I'm your friend and I want to know what happened." Sakura took a deep breath and started to story. When Sakura was done explaining Tomoyo was in shock.

"Please say something" Sakura said trying hard not to blush. 'Why am I blushing?' She thought. "Promise me you won't tell him I told you. I promised I won't tell anyone."

"Okay. So what are you going to do?" Tomoyo asked.

"I want to help him but he doesn't what my help." Sakura said feeling really horrible. Tomoyo had an idea.

"I got it! All you have to do is
A/N: I'm done with this chapter. Tell me your thoughts and what you thing okay? What do you think Tomoyo's idea is? Read the next chapter to find out. Review!