A/N: this...will be an interesting story. Relating slightly to my 'my talk with InuYasha' story (if you've read it), But…if you can imagine Sesshomaru. I understand that Sesshomaru is slightly out of character. I can do him in character…but just take it as it comes. He's...going through…some…tough times? Haha. I'm actually thinking, that this will be a long-term story. Meaning that it'll have Rin as an adult at some point. Rin's characterization may not be as good at that point as it is now…because its easier to determine Rin's character in the series then when it is when its not.. Anyway…Enjoy 3
Disclaimer: Only this story belongs to me. The characters do not.
"InuYasha! I can't believe you. Your saying I can't go home? I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW DAMMIT." Kagome yelled at InuYasha.
"FINE. LEAVE. WHO NEEDS YOU." InuYasha yelled back.
"Sango?" Kagome turned to Sango and the others who were directly behind them.
"Uh.h.h..yes?" Sango asked.
"With Kilala's permission…I need to go home for a test." Kagome said bluntly.
"Umm..Kilala?" Sango asked, looking to Kilala.
"Please Kilala?" Kagome begged. InuYasha looked at Kagome with a terrible look.
"Oh. I have an idea. Kilala, could you drop Kagome off at the well…and then we go home back to the village…?" Sango asked Kilala.
"Ah…splendid idea. Don't be three days late though." Miroku proposed.
"Miroku! You're not helping." InuYasha said through his teeth. He stood with his back facing them, and crossed his arm…his pathetic pouting look.
"Bye Bye Kagome! BYE SANGO!" Shippou yelled at them, as they disappeared out of site.
"Well InuYasha. What do you propose we do while their gone? Personally…I wouldn't mind taking a nice hot spring bath." Miroku stated, smiling to himself.
"Feh. Do what you want." InuYasha said again, turning around to them.
"C'mon InuYasha. Lighten up. It's not like we were doing anything anyway." Shippou told him.
"Listen…If I hear a peep from you about Kagome gone…you'll wish you never met me." InuYasha held his fist up.
"And Sango?" Shippou dared to say.
"Yea...her too." InuYasha stood blankly.
"Shall we get going then?" Miroku asked.
"Fine." InuYasha said.
"Lord Sesshomaru…I'm hungry." Rin told him from behind, as she slowly rubbed her stomach. "May I go off to find some fish?"
Jaken gave her a distinguished look. "Why on earth should my Lord bother stopping-" Jaken, like usual bumped into the back of Sesshomaru's leg.
Sesshomaru turned his head ever so slightly, enough so he wouldn't show effort. "We will stop up ahead. You can get your food then." He turned his head back around, and continued walking.
"Thanks lord Sesshomaru!" Rin smiled happily, and continued as she rode on the back on Ah-Un. Jaken made a 'humph' sound, and gave her a dirty look that she didn't notice.
A few moments later, they arrived at the river, and Rin hopped off of Ah-Un, ran into the river, tying her kimono up, so she didn't get it soaked. Jaken, however, followed Sesshomaru to a tree. Sesshomaru sat down, under the shady tree. Jaken stood next to him, and started babbling.
"Lord Sesshomaru…where are we heading to now? You know…that InuYasha has been a pestering one lately. Some villagers say he has recently passed by…meaning we are probably not too far off of him." He paused to think. "But, although he does know a lot about Naraku. Lord Sesshomaru? What's on your mind? Anything you'd like to share?"
Sesshomaru tried to ignore him. "InuYasha has his own business and we have our own." Sesshomaru said bluntly. "Go to Rin."
Jaken looked up at him. "O.h.h…okay." he stuttered, and then placed down the staff of two heads, then ran to Rin, who was splashing herself happily, in attempt to get the fish.
Sesshomaru sat and thought to him self. What is this feeling? Rin is only a companion…and a child. I could not possibly…
"Lord Sesshomaru!" Rin stood in front of Sesshomaru, soaking wet, and holding 2 fish in her hands. Sesshomaru looked blank. "Would you like some?" She smiled, and held out one. Jaken was directly behind her, keeping his distance.
"No thank you." He turned away, as if being a shy little boy in love.
"Okay!" She smiled, then sat down. " Master Jaken? Can you cook this for me?"
"WHY SHOULD I!" Jaken yelled at her.
Rin looked at him upset. "Please Master Jaken? I'm really hungry."
"You should have thought of that before you caught them." Jaken stared, then looked at Sesshomaru who started to turn his head slightly.
Jaken, became alarmed, then yelled, pretending as if it was his pleasure, "OK!"
Rin laid both of her fish on the ground. He walked over to his staff of two heads, and fried them both.
"Oh master Jaken you're the greatest!" Rin smiled, as she picked up her fish, and started munching on one of them.
When she finished them, she spoke. "Oh! Lord Sesshomaru! There is a field of flowers! Can I go off for a few minutes? I'll be right back!" She announced.
"Fine." Sesshomaru said quietly.
Rin ran off, to the field of flowers, and slowly found a few flowers that looked the best. She picked a few of them.
Mean while, Sesshomaru continued to sit under the tree, staring into the distance of Rin, and Jaken sat beside him. "My lord, are you alright?"
"That's enough Jaken."
Jaken stopped, and looked more then serious. "Lord Sesshomaru…do you love Rin?"
Sesshomaru snapped out of his staring, and glared at Jaken. Jaken suddenly became alarmed, and knew he was about to die. Sesshomaru reached over to his Tokijin, and slowly began to take it out. He wouldn't really kill Jaken…
"AHHHHHH!" Jaken yelped for help. "Lord Sesshomaru! IM SORRYYYY…I TAKE IT BACK."
Sesshomaru let go of his Tokijin, waiting for him to say that. Jaken lied on the ground, huffing and puffing; thinking he was going to die.
"Oh Master Jaken, Lord Sesshomaru. I heard the scream…I came over as fast as I could!" Rin announced, holding the flowers, then tripped over a rock into Sesshomaru's lap.
Sesshomaru became alarmed. He didn't have the slightest idea what to do. There she was… the first girl he would have possibly ever cared for, face planted on his lap, and her gentle face looking up, with a sorry face on her. She cared for him…he knew that much. And even if he was a demon, they both knew that they would protect each other. That's when Rin's hand accidentally pushed lightly on Sesshomaru's 'thing' between his pants. Sesshomaru growled slightly…it hurt! Rin getting the idea fumbled to get up.
"Oh...I'm sorry Lord Sesshomaru. I tripped…" She said, as she stood up, and looked semi-confused. "Lord Sesshomaru…what was that…Thing…between your legs? It's…kind of hard…and long. I felt it moving..."
Sesshomaru swore he could feel him self die right there. Not only that, but her being in his lap slightly turned him on, and in his head, he was trying to deny it. He blushed furiously, as he stood up. Jaken…on the other hand was rolling on the ground laughing so hard.
"Something you don't have." Sesshomaru said.
Rin became interested. "Like?"
Sesshomaru started walking away, but she followed behind him. Don't tell me…I have to explain…I figured at one point or another that this day would come…why did I not…prepare…or anything. She didn't have to find out that way…let alone find out at all.
"Jaken." He turned around. Jaken looked up at him, and started to get up. But, to Sesshomaru's inconvenience, Rin walked right into him…her face smothered between his legs. Jaken witnessing this, burst out laughing again, and was once again on the floor.
Rin took a step backwards, getting out from his legs. "I am..so..sorry Lord Sesshomaru. I really should watch where I'm walking."
Sesshomaru gave her another blank look, then looked up to Jaken. "JAKEN." He yelled, the rarity of Sesshomaru was pushing him today.
Jaken stopped laughing (Well, on the outside anyway), and ran over with Ah-Un. "Yes my lord?"
"Come here… I need to tell you something." Sesshomaru said naturally. Jaken's eyes flashed happily…hearing that Sesshomaru wanted to tell him…Jaken…some thing important. "Rin stay there."
"Ok…" Rin felt terrible, as if they were planning her death. She had fallen onto Sesshomaru twice within the same hour…and with that thought, she flopped down to the ground, and started crying. Ah-Un made a grunting noise behind her, in hopes to comfort her, but she walked over to it, and gently stroked around their mouth.
Sesshomaru and Jaken walked off a bit in the distance. "Yes Lord Sesshomaru?"
"Jaken. Have you ever been given…the talk before?" He asked, not looking at him.
"The talk?" Jaken asked. "My lord, what are you talking about?"
Sesshomaru bit his tongue "About…sex."
Jaken stopped and looked at him. "No…I haven't my lord."
"Ok." Sesshomaru stopped. With Jaken not given the talk…that leaves me to. Father…why did you have to tell me…I don't recall InuYasha ever given the talk…again, father…you've disappointed me, with you letting InuYasha getting away with everything. Now I'm forced to give a little girl a talk about sex. Wait… "Jaken. You said that InuYasha was up ahead?"
Jaken looked at him weirdly. "..ye..s.s…"
"InuYasha's companions are females. They can explain to her." Sesshomaru said out loud, with a stroke of genius.
"My lord, you surly aren't acting yourself today." Jaken said…slightly terrified.
"Yes…well…" Sesshomaru told him, and walked back to Rin.
"OH my LORD! Please don't kill me!" Rin cried on Ah-Un.
Sesshomaru raised his eyebrow. Jaken came in front of him. "Silly child. Lord Sesshomaru isn't going to kill you."
Rin looked slightly relieved. "Oh…thank you."
Sesshomaru took a step forward. "Rin. Stay here. Jaken and I are going somewhere. We will be back before sundown."
"Ok!" Rin said, going back to her cheerful self.
Sesshomaru turned around, and started walking, and Jaken followed. "Jaken. Do you know where InuYasha is in precise?"
"No my lord. He was in that direction though." Jaken stuck his finger out, and pointed to a direction semi-diagonal from them.
"Right." Sesshomaru said, and he disappeared into that direction.
"Lord Sesshomaru? Are we almost there?" Jaken asked, a while later.
Sesshomaru said nothing, but the answer spoke for itself when InuYasha, Miroku and Shippou were in their face.
"Sesshomaru! Why the hell are you here?" InuYasha said, as he pulled out Tetsusaiga.
"InuYasha. Sheath your sword. I have not come to fight." Sesshomaru said.
InuYasha continued to keep his sword out. "What do you want then?"
Sesshomaru looked around to see no females. "Where are your female companions?" He asked.
"What?" InuYasha stood blankly then made a mad face. "What the hell do you want with Kagome and Sango?"
"I…" Sesshomaru clinched his neck and closed his eyes, His arm with a tight fist, straight. With doubt that he never knew that he would ever had to have said… "I…need their help."
InuYasha, Miroku and Shippou's eyes widened, and they all burst out laughing hysterically. Jaken became angry. "This is not a laughing matter!"
InuYasha looked up from laughing. "You? Need help? With what? Tying your hair in those…ponytail things?" InuYasha stood straight and put away his Tetsusaiga.
"InuYasha. I would have just killed you now if I wasn't so…desperate." Sesshomaru paused. "Now. Tell me. Where is that Kagome girl?" Sesshomaru bit his lip, almost so much that it was practically bleeding.
"PFFT. She went home." He glared at Miroku. of who stopped laughing, and was just making small comments to himself about Sesshomaru needing help.
Sesshomaru grew angry.
"What about the other woman?"
"Same with her too." Shippou told him.
"Why the hell do you need them anyway?" InuYasha asked.
"A…human female problem." Sesshomaru said muttered, as he wanted to punch something.
Miroku stood interested. "Can I help perhaps?"
"Miroku you ass…it's a girl…not a woman." Glared InuYasha.
"Idiot." Shippou said glaring too.
"Enough with this pathetic chat. I need someone to explain to Rin about…sex." Sesshomaru said quietly.
InuYasha burst out laughing, louder and harder then before. Sesshomaru then came over and made him go flying in the air.
"InuYasha. I will not have you laugh no longer. I WILL kill you if it means me too."
"Finally. Then why don't you?" InuYasha said happily, as he pulled out his Tetsusaiga.
"When will they be back?" Sesshomaru asked.
"Meh…sometime tomorrow I guess. But those fricken girls like to take forever for whatever they do…" InuYasha started.
"Forget it. Jaken let's leave."
Sesshomaru and Jaken started walking off, and they disappeared.
"Wow. That was…"Miroku paused to think of the perfect word. "Hysterical?" He snorted.
"Yea really. Who would figure…Sesshomaru of all people would have to give a girl the talk." InuYasha walked over to Miroku and Shippou, with his Tetsusaiga hanging over his shoulder.
Sesshomaru and Jaken got back to the River, to see Ah-Un, but not Rin.
"Stupid girl…went off."
Ah-Un made a grunt, and then walked off. Sesshomaru followed them, and Jaken trailed along.
Ah-Un led them to a hot spring…near by. Sesshomaru and Jaken stood somewhat a distance from the hot springs…to distantly see Rin stand up in the spring, smiling to her self, not noticing that Jaken and Sesshomaru were there, and Sesshomaru was forced to see her newly developed breasts. Jaken, stupidly walked closer to the hot spring, when Rin flopped herself into the water so they couldn't see her body. Sesshomaru stood slightly baffled, and like earlier, somewhat turned on.
"Rin! Why didn't you tell us that you were here?" Jaken yelled at her.
Rin looked semi-upset. "I'm sorry master Jaken. I got bored, and I came across this hot spring. I couldn't help but jump in. Ah-Un greeted you though?"
"Yes they did…" Jaken said, not knowing what to say next.
Rin looked past Jaken to see Sesshomaru. "Lord Sesshomaru! Why don't you come in? The waters great!" She smiled fantastically…slightly dense, about the difference between girls and guys. Sesshomaru turned around quickly so he didn't seem like he was a perverted old man. Rin took it as a 'no', and wondered why.
"I'll join you Rin." Jaken offered. Rin looked back at Jaken, and made a small smile. Jaken started taking his kimono off, when a rock was thrown at him, and was thrown into the water with his clothes on. Rin laughed slightly, and noticed Sesshomaru placing his hand on his forehead, and leaning against a tree. Rin's eyes widened in concern.
Rin got up out of the hot spring, naked still, picked up her kimono, threw it on, but didn't bother to tie it up. She ran over to Sesshomaru, with her kimono flapping open as she ran in the wind, she pulled on Sesshomaru's sleeve.
She turned Sesshomaru, and saw his face. "Lord Sesshomaru…You're…" She started, to see his eyes shaking. "…Scared." She stood eyes peeled wide open.
Sesshomaru tying to avoid looking down at her breasts wondered his eyes elsewhere. "I'm never scared."
"But my lord…you…" She broke out. "NO! LORD SESSHOMARU! DON'T HATE ME!" She yelled. "Aww…. First he wanted to kill me…now he just hates me…" She muttered to herself. Her hands were by her chin and she gave a concerned look to herself.
Sesshomaru looked back to Rin. "Rin…you're naked. Cover up." He finally said. Rin blushed, and looked down to see that her kimono was wide open. She made a nervous laugh, and covered her self.
"But…When Kagura came…she was naked. You never said anything then." Rin brought up the memory of when Kagura came to ask for Sesshomaru's help, but was naked on her top half.
"She was in battle…and she didn't have much to cover up with." He covered up.
Rin looked around. "Her arms?"
Sesshomaru stood speechless. "Enough. Just finish up or whatever. We need to have a…talk." Sesshomaru told her, walking away a bit.
"Okay." Rin said, as she tore off her kimono, and did a canon ball into the water.
"My lord?" Jaken asked quietly walking over to Sesshomaru. "You're going to give her the talk?"
"Unless you'd like to?" Sesshomaru looked at Jaken with almost the greatest gratitude.
Jaken got slightly scared with Sesshomaru's face. "Ummm…I'm sorry my Lord…I…don't do…the talk."
"Fine, but when I'm talking to her, you will not interfere." Sesshomaru said.
"Yes…" Jaken told him, as that's what he was going to do anyway.
A little while later, Rin came out, this time fully dressed, although her hair was really wet. "My lord…what would you like to talk about?" She asked.
Sesshomaru was sitting against the same tree as he was earlier, legs semi- spread out, and his arm leaned against his knee. She came and sat on her knees in front of him. Jaken, getting a clue, walked off. He…the all mighty lord Sesshomaru…was by himself…with a girl.
"Your curious on what…this is right?" He said, as he pointed without moving his arm, between his legs.
Rin blushed. "Well…yes…"
"Okay." Sesshomaru closed his eyes to think about what to say next. "This is something that guys have…and girls don't."
"Oh I see now!" Rin smiled. "So…if you have that, is that why I have breasts?"
Sesshomaru sat still. "Not exactly. A lot of the reason why we have these things…is for reproducing."
"Reproducing?"
"Having children."
"Ah Yes."
"Anyway. Remember Kagura? Soon, that's what your chest will develop to be. You need those for feeding a baby. Milk, I believe. Now…the thing between my leg is called a penis. All men have one, and it's used for going to the bathroom, and…for helping the mother have children." Sesshomaru closed his eyes.
"How does peeing help?" She asked getting it wrong.
"No…It does two different things. It can go pee. And, when the man and the woman are having sex, the man sticks his penis into the womans vagina-"
"What's a vagina?"
"How you pee, there's another hole there, that's especially for the penis to go in. It's also where the baby comes out."
"It comes out that tiny hole? I thought baby's were bigger then that when they are born…" Rin said to her self.
Sesshomaru's left eye twitched. "No…the hole gets bigger when the baby comes out. And depending on the penis size, the vagina is normally stretched."
Rin held herself tight. "AHHHH! That would hurt!" She pushed her two hands into her lap tightly.
"Yes, well, it hurts the man too."
"How?"
"Well, the farther it's pushed the harder it is for the man." He paused. "The only way for women to have children is when the male ejaculates special stuff that's made inside him, then it gets mixed inside her, and the baby is made. Then as you may know, the baby grows in the mothers stomach 9 months later."
"Wow! Lord Sesshomaru! You're so smart! How do you know all of this!" Rin said happily.
"My father told me."
"How does your father know?"
"well…his father probably told him. And…he has had children, so he would know." Sesshomaru pressed through his teeth. Instead of 'Children' he was dying to say child, to not count InuYasha as his brother, but couldn't deny it.
"Wow…that was good to know…"Rin smiled. "But…my lord. Why will you never take baths with me?"
"Men and women should not be naked together unless they are mates." Sesshomaru told her straightly.
Rin stood alarmed. "Oh! I'm sorry my lord. I never really thought of you as…a mate. I just thought you'd want company. I can keep quiet when I want to…or if it gets too annoying." She told him honestly.
"Yes, well…You are only a child and I am much older then you are. It would seem strange enough."
"Why would you care about what others think?"
"I don't. It's just wrong."
"You think were mates?" She asked cocking her head sideways.
Sesshomaru's eyes widened. "Of course not."
"What if we were to be."
"I wouldn't count on it." He told her rudely.
Rin felt insulted. "Oh…alright then." She said, walking off, seemingly disappointed. This just made Sesshomaru feel slightly…guilty. That came out wrong, and he didn't mean it that way. Rin walked to the field of flowers and sat in a random spot. She brought her knees to her chin, and wrapped her arms around her legs. Tears streamed down her face.
Why wont Lord Sesshomaru…I guess…I really am…just a companion. I just slow him down…I'm annoying, I do stupid stuff. Why would I even think that Lord Sesshomaru and I could be anything? Why would I even think that I could ever keep Sesshomaru happy…or make him smile?
The sun was going down and a shadow cast over her. It was in a bodily shape, and so she flipped around quickly.
"Rin. We're going." Sesshomaru told her.
Rin didn't move, and just turned around again. She was mad at him…and he needed to be sure of his mistake. She didn't care…okay…she would care…but, even if he walked away from her, she could live on her own. Rin found a random flower, yanked it out, and threw it with anger.
"Rin. We're. Going." Sesshomaru repeated.
"No."
Sesshomaru crouched down…he felt her anger. But, he just looked at her angry face. They stared at each other. Her angry face, and his straight face…with never any emotion. With most people he felt fear, he would kill…but…Rin was his. His flower. His sunshine. His brightness. What he wakes up to. He couldn't deny it! He never knew…a little girl like…like HER…could ever want a demon who lives to kill his younger half-brother, the demon Naraku, and to even take over the world. He truly was lucky…he just never understood it.
Sesshomaru bit the inside of his lip. "I'm sorry." He said. Rin couldn't take it any longer. She burst out crying, and leapt onto Sesshomaru, wrapping her arms around Sesshomaru's neck.
"No lord Sesshomaru…I'm sorry. You've done more then enough for me…I just wished I could be more then a companion to you." She wrapped herself around him more tightly.
Sesshomaru, right at that moment felt some emotion swimming through him. He didn't show it…but he knew that he had never shown an emotion like that before, and he too, felt like he wanted to cry. But, knowing the great demon, of course he wouldn't. Instead of saying anything, he felt he was out of himself as it was for the day, and instead lifted her off the ground with his right arm, and so at that point she wrapped her legs around his waist. She continued to cry, in hopes that one day they truly could be mates…she would never had ever found anyone else rather then her lord Sesshomaru that she would want to be mates with.
Sesshomaru walked out of the field, as Jaken and Ah-Un stood there.
"My lord, what was going on?" Jaken asked loudly, as they all started walking.
Sesshomaru stopped, and prompted his left foot up, and kicked Jaken in the head. Jaken at that walked around in circles from dizziness.
As it was getting dark, Rin fell asleep on Sesshomaru. She had dry tears down her face, and her eyes were still semi-red. Jaken had fallen asleep on Ah-Un, and so Sesshomaru stopped. No emotion he showed, he definitely felt it. Being demon, and coming from his past, he could never believe he would even ever consider keeping Rin after that…letting her cry on his shoulder…and he felt terrible. But it was what any person would feel. Sesshomaru himself felt slightly exhausted from the day…so he stopped in a forest. Ah- Un followed them, and Sesshomaru leaned against another tree. He continued to carry Rin around him, and so as he sat down, he rested her so she was sitting in his lap, her face against his armor, which he placed a bit of his boa there, so it was more comfortable there. For once...he felt peaceful.