New Found Feelings

A/N: Thank you everyone for your reviews…I enjoy writing this story : D Warning: hard lemon

Disclaimer: Nina belongs to me.


It had been five years of Rin living in her new home. She was able to get the place decorated nicely, and she found use of the many extra rooms. Sesshomaru, too, enjoyed living in relaxation…with Naraku dead for over many years now, and having all the power he had…and a loving woman at his side, he was able to live the way any man should. He didn't wear his armor on him all the time, as he once did…although he kept his swords on his side, and still wore the boa. Danger hardly ever came to them, and if there were danger, Sesshomaru would protect his loving princess…like any prince would. It was one day when a little girl…who looked identical to Rin as a child, came to their door crying…and stood limped.

"Can I help you?" Rin asked the little girl. The little girl passed out on to Rin's feet. The little girl woke up in a medium sized room, surrounded in purple silky sheets, and laid on the most comfortable futon she had ever slept on. Rin came into the room with a bucket of water, and a wash cloth.

"So, you're awake now?" Rin smiled to her. It was scary to Rin. She hated seeing a little girl…looking at the age of seven, with a beat up face…and crying. It reminded too much of her. Rin…although happen to be one of the luckiest humans ever, to come across Sesshomaru, or any demon, and live to tell a tale. Rin sat down at the girl's side, and placed the wash cloth on her forehead, and started cleaning her face off. The little girl broke out crying again. Rin, too, felt so terrible about this girl…no human should have to go through what that girl was probably going through, or even what Rin had to experience as a child herself.

"Mis..s. Why…are..you crying?" The little girl choked out.

She had such a lovely voice. Her voice sounded like the quiet soft wind. Rin sympathized for her. "For you…"

The little girl made a very slow blink, then looked back up at Rin. "I'm sorry…I've caused you trouble." She said, and tried to stand up.

"No…get back down." Rin held onto the little girl's wrist. "What…did you come here for?"

"I…was escaping." The little girl cried.

"From what?"

"Bandits. They…assumed I stole something…I didn't though." She said quietly.

"So, you came here hoping we'd help you?" She guessed.

"Is this your home?" She asked randomly.

"Yes, as well as my Lord's." She made a gentle smile.

The little girl frowned. "Well…I…you see…my parents di-"

"Mine too." Rin said almost instantly, "You will stay here." She said again.

The girl's eyes widened. "You'll…let me stay?"

"Yes…but only because you and I are the same. It seems like everything that happened to you…happened to me. It is scary. But, I am taking you in because I don't want you to suffer the way I probably would have if I didn't find my lord." She touched the girl's head. "What is your name?"

"Nina."

"Very nice. I will be back…I need to tell my lord." Rin said, as she started to get up.

"Miss?" Nina called out. Rin turned around, and looked at her. "What is your name?"

"My name is Rin. My lord is Lord Sesshomaru. And others who live here are Master Jaken, and Ah and Un. Everyone but I, are demons."

Nina's eyes widened. "Demons!"

"Yes, they are good demons. They will not hurt you." Rin said, and turned back to walk away. Nina sat still and sighed and pushed herself lower into the sheets, to keep her warm.

"Lord Sesshomaru?" Rin called out several times, to get his attention. She wandered the hallways, and then came outside, where she saw him leaning against the wall, and holding a book.

Sesshomaru looked up. "Yes?"

"I didn't know you could read…wow, what a talent…I can't read well." Rin said smiling.

"Is that all?" He asked, flipping to the next page.

"Oh…right. Umm…there's a little girl sleeping in one of the spare rooms. She…Lord Sesshomaru…she…" Rin paused. "She is exactly like me…when I was a child. I cannot let her go… and the poor girl… needs a place to stay. I'm sure we can make arrangements…she'll work here, to keep her room…and for shelter." Rin started, sadly.

"No."

Rin glared at him. "And why not?"

"I do not want another human here. Just you is fine." He told her.

"My lord…she was going to die, if she hadn't come here."

"That is not my fault." He told her, as he continued reading his book. Rin gave him a dirty look.

"This is not fair. There are so many extra rooms… and you're sayin-"

"Why are you so desperate to keep her?"

"She and I are so alike. I just want to pass on the kindness, shelter and warmth that were given to me. My lord…it's called karma."

"Fine then. She must be out of the way though." He told her, feeling her anger. But Rin went happy again.

"Thank you." She said, as she walked away, back to where Nina was staying.

"Nina?" Rin asked.

Nina looked up slightly from the blankets. "Yes?"

Rin came back to her side, and sat on the ground. "You can stay here…for as long as you need to. But, we need to negotiate. You can stay here as long as you help work it off…so you can help me clean up around. And, my lord said that he doesn't want you in the way at all. Probably meaning…that he doesn't want to talk to you, or even see you."

"Can I meet him at all?" She asked disappointed.

"Well, guaranteed that you'll meet him at some point. I'll make sure of that. How's later?"

"Alright." Nina said. "I am feeling a little better now."

"Good."

Sesshomaru sat against the wall, and stopped reading his book. He placed his head up against the wall, and sighed, closing his eyes.

Another girl…is living in my home. This place was meant for Rin and I. Not for some stupid little girl. Regardless on how similar she may be to her. That…is even more just the problem. She may turn out to be more like Rin then we may even think…that. Is why I do not want another orphaned girl to protect.

"Lord Sesshomaru. This is Nina." Rin said, as Nina stood in front of her. Nina's face was still red and also semi-beat up.

Sesshomaru looked up, and saw her. Nina gave a small bow in respect. "Hello my lord."

Sesshomaru ignored her, stood up, and walked away.

"Stay here Nina..." Rin said, as she walked forward past Nina, and caught up to Sesshomaru. "What is it my lord?"

Sesshomaru turned around angrily to Rin, and slapped her in the face. Rin fell to the ground, and held on to her cheek. "What…" Rin cried.

"I…hate her. Get her out…"Sesshomaru said.

Rin gave him a frustrated look. "You…lord Sesshomaru…you didn't have to slap me."

"Is this what you think of me?" He told her.

"What?" She asked him, getting to her knees.

"Are you mocking me?" He yelled.

"What? Of course not…" She cried, frightened from his anger.

" I told myself I would take care of you…and now you bring in another human. You think I have such a heart? Let me remind you…I am a full demon, not a half-breed… like InuYasha who has human friends. I could have let you died from those wolves, and now you think I want to prot-" He told her, then looked at Nina's frightened face, which had peaked along the corner of the house. His eyes widened slightly.

Nina stood off the side. "I am sorry. I will leave…I have caused you trouble lady Rin." She frowned, and walked away, leaving her hand that was grasping the corner of the house, flow slowly as her body turned.

Rin looked around, and reached her arm out, "NINA!" She yelled, but Nina was gone. Rin turned around again, and stared at Sesshomaru. "You IDIOT." She stood up, and ran away.

Sesshomaru's eyes widened even more, and watched her run away.

"…Rin…" He said quietly. Sesshomaru didn't move from his spot.

I really am…an idiot. She wanted to protect another human because she wanted to save someone herself, who was just like her. She was just passing it on. Why I slapped her…I have no idea…I had misunderstood. I am sorry Rin.

"I'm sorry Rin." He said out loud to himself, but no one heard.

Rin started running and called out for Nina. "NINA!"

Nina turned around, when she saw Rin running to her. "Lady Rin."

"Nina!" She yelled, and came to a halt, and went straight to her knees. "Please…forgive my lord. He…had no right to slap me, or even judge you like that. He's never…done that before. Please…forgive us both. Please, continue living with us."

Nina started to cry, and hugged Rin. "Thank you my lady."

Rin smiled, and brought Nina back to their home.

"Nina…you can wear this…" Rin held out a kimono that Rin wore as a child. The orange and white square pattern kimono that she had always worn, that she grew out of. But, Rin paused, and instead put it away.

"What is the matter?" She asked.

Rin looked down. "This was mine. I don't…think Lord Sesshomaru would approve of you wearing it. Wear what you have until I can get you a new one…alright?"

Nina looked down at her torn, and patched up blue and pink yukata. "Alright."

It was night, and Nina stayed in her room. Rin was still mad at Sesshomaru, but went out side to confront him. He was standing outside, by the edge of where the moon was.

"Lord Sesshomaru." Rin walked up to him, slightly angry.

Sesshomaru turned around quickly, when a single tear went down his face. Sesshomaru had never shown that kind of emotion to anyone. His face expressed sadness. Rin's mouth dropped ever so slightly, when Sesshomaru grabbed her arm, and brought her into his chest.

"Lord..Ses..shomaru?" She stuttered.

Lord Sesshomaru closed his eyes, and held on to her. "I am sorry." He released his hug to her, and looked at the red mark that was still on her face.

"No…I'm sorry Lord Sesshomaru. You…did all your power to keep me safe all these years…and I try to bring in a new human girl. Although…my lord, I did not ask for your protection for Nina…just the shelter, and the same warmth you've given me." Rin said.

"Yes…that is fine." Sesshomaru said, holding her head close to his chest.

As time went on, Nina made a good helper. She stayed in their home, and stayed out of Sesshomaru's way when he walked past her, and hardly spoke. She served dinner to Sesshomaru, Rin and Jaken. (She despised Jaken…) But, she continued her work. In return she was able to live with them, and was able to have clothes, and the warmth of Rin. Sesshomaru witnessed Rin be gentle, to Nina. There were also times where she showed discipline and hardship when Nina did something wrong or bad. Rin was so good with children. Sesshomaru thought…it was cute…of her. It was as if she was a mother. As time went on, Sesshomaru gradually accepted the fact that Nina was around. He did talk to her…but not as much as he did to Rin. Jaken got in the way more then ever, and got shoed away, but Jaken did try and stay out of the way more, realizing that his lord doesn't need him around so much.

"Lord Sesshomaru, here is your drink." Nina bowed as she held out a bottle of water.

Sesshomaru never really said anything to her. It was like when Rin first came to him. He tried pushing her away, but he definitely tried to show effort for Rin's sake.

"Lord Sesshomaru." Rin asked, sitting at his side. He laid on his futon, and Rin touched his cheek. Sesshomaru opened his eyes slightly, and saw Rin's happy face. He touched her face, as he sat up, early in the morning.

"Hello Rin."

"Hello my Lord. Nina has gone to make us some food." She said.

"Alright."

As more years went by, Nina continued to live with Sesshomaru and Rin. It was a new moon, and Sesshomaru was standing outside, staring at the spot where the moon normally was shown. Nina walked out next to him.

"A new moon." Nina said. She was now a teenager, and Sesshomaru had experienced strange feelings for a long time. "You know…" She paused. "I…I am old enough to live on my own. I also have to admit…there is a village near here. I…found a man…and he asked me…to live with him." She stopped, and looked at him. Her very long black hair, in a low ponytail flowed in the air. "So…I am going to leave tomorrow. I have not told lady Rin yet…but I thought I should let you know first. I want to thank you…for your kindness. Taking me in…I…thank you." She smiled to herself. She then turned around and walked away. Sesshomaru didn't think of anything else at the time, of rather that Rin would make a great mother some day.

It was morning, and Nina went up to Rin who was doing laundry. "I found a new man, someone who wants to marry me…So, if it is alright with you, I am going to leave today. I really do want to thank you for everything you've ever done." Nina said.

Rin looked up from putting up a sheet on a clothesline. "You're leaving?" She asked.

"Yes." She said immediately.

"Oh…" Rin said, disappointed. "Alright. Would you like some help?"

"No…it's alright. My fiancé actually wants me there, as soon as possible." She said.

"Hmm..alright then. Well, I'll see you out. But…when did you meet this man?" Rin had to ask.

"Well, on my breaks I'd go for walks and stuff…I met him…and yeah." Nina said, making a nervous laugh.

Rin continued putting up those sheets. "How cute." She smiled. "Make sure…if you're ever in trouble...come right to us."

Nina smiled too, and walked back to her room, to get her stuff packed up. Sesshomaru and Rin both saw Nina off, and when she was out of site, Rin hugged Sesshomaru unexpectedly. Sesshomaru's eyes widened from it, and said, "She really was a good kid."

Rin looked up at him. "She was. Lord Sesshomaru, thank you so much…"

"Rin." He said suddenly. Rin looked at him questionably. "You have made to be a great mother…even though you just took her in."

"Thank you my lord." She smiled to him.

"It makes me…wonder."

"About what my lord?" She asked, somewhat pulling away.

"About having…a child."

Rin had always waited for that time. She never wanted to push anything from Lord Sesshomaru, so she always waited for him to make the first moves. She has always feared that he would send her away, and would reject her even after the many years they had been together.

"You're…serious?" Rin's eyes blurred.

"I am." Sesshomaru said quickly.

Rin stood blank. "I…well…"

"Unless you…don't want to. Then that's fine." He said looking around. Rin all of a sudden smiled brightly.

"Well…when…" She looked somewhat puzzled.

Sesshomaru wasn't exactly sure when to say whenever, and the words 'tonight' kept blurting in his head, but he didn't want Rin to think he was pushing it.

"Whenever you're feeling alright." He said.

"My lord." She stood frozen. "You realize…that this child…would be…a half...demon."

Sesshomaru stood blank. By having a child with her, a half demon child would be born, and then he would no longer have any full reason to 'hate' InuYasha. He would also have too basically; 'take back' everything rude that he's ever said about any half demon. (Although there was the whole deal with the Tetsusaiga.) This was something he definitely would not say either just 'yes' or 'no' to Rin. He wouldn't have minded having children with Rin. Taking Rin along with him as a child wasn't something he would ever regret. But…also her being human meant having a half demon child. If it were either human, or demon, it may not have minded so…but, he being the great lord Sesshomaru…his reputation from that would be let down to 'the father of a half breed.' And, frankly that's something he didn't really want to be called.

"I'll…think about it." Sesshomaru said quietly.

"I…I know I'm only human…and that you're a full demon…it's just…does it really matter that much? If it only matters that you have the one woman you love and your beloved child…does it really matter after that what people think about you? Does it really matter about having a half demon? Does it bother you that much about your brother being only a half demon him self? Even better…why is your brother being half demon bother you with this? " Rin asked, walking away, somewhat disappointed of it. "I hope you figure it out." She said quietly watching him think carefully.

As Rin walked away, Sesshomaru walked back to the wrap around balcony around the home, and flopped down to the edge of it, and leaned over, so his hands were sitting on his forehead and his elbows were on his knees.

All my life I've hated my brother because he is of the same blood as I, and because he is a half-breed of my blood…I felt insulted. And yet…my father…was a greater demon then I. I have fallen in love with a human…like my father. Is my next task…to have a child? Would that make me an even greater demon? To prove that I can accept…even a half demon…like my brother? Or…even a child of my own? But even the Tetsusaiga. InuYasha uses it because he has someone to protect…I could use- What…am I thinking? I know…that the Tetsusaiga is my dream…but…now…with InuYasha having a child, it would make getting the Tetsusaiga harder to get. I won't give up on that…but I should be thinking about having…a child. A greater question to ask myself is…why do I need it now? After 700 years…I have been able to get by without it. I guess…knowing that my brother doesn't have it…makes me at ease. And that my path of world conquest…isn't exactly my path anymore. A child with Rin and deal with it being a half demon…or…my reputation…I should perhaps stop being so…selfish.

Sesshomaru got up from his tiring thinking, and went to go find Rin.

"Lord Sesshomaru?"

Lord Sesshomaru stopped walking, and turned around. "What is it Jaken."

"Mi lord…that Nina girl has actually left?"

"Yes she has."

Jaken all of a sudden felt a spasm of joy in his heart…and danced on the spot when Sesshomaru walked away from him. That's when Jaken ran back to him. "Mi lord, you have neglected me many years…"

"Jaken, we no longer are in battle…I no longer require any service from you." Sesshomaru told him bluntly. Jaken's eyes widened, and burst out his crying. (Along with the outrageous 'Ahhh' and 'Nooo' he yelled) Sesshomaru stopped again, and turned around slightly. "Actually…I have a mission for you."

Jaken stopped his tantrum and looked up thrilled. "What is it my lord?"

"A few villages away, I hear that there is a stone with great magical power. It serves many wishes…if you find that stone Jaken, you will have many of those wishes." Sesshomaru lied to him. Jaken, being the dense demon he is, fell for it. "If you cannot find it after a week, then do not worry."

"A week!" Jaken yelled appalled.

"Yes. It will be worth it." Sesshomaru lied through his teeth again.

"What does it look like?" He asked.

Sesshomaru paused to think, "It has a yellow aura coming off of it. It has a circle engraving on it…the rock is quite small."

"And what if I cannot find it?"

"That's fine. Good luck." He shrugged, and then walked off to go find Rin again. Jaken left immediately, and Sesshomaru was happy that it would just be he and Rin alone for the rest of the week.

The next night, Sesshomaru and Rin couldn't stand any longer. Rin walked up to Sesshomaru the second night of being alone. He was in his room, where she was lucky to catch him.

"Rin?" Sesshomaru asked as she forced herself on him. She gave him a broad kiss on the cheek.

"I'm heading to bed now." She told him, sighing, and starting to walk out. But, that's when Sesshomaru grabbed hold of her wrist. Rin stopped, and turned to him. He pulled her over. She kissed him first, a wide-open kiss that was wet and quick. She quickly pulled on his kimono, where she pulled it off. He stood before her, top less. He too, pulled at her kimono, where she helped him, and just like that it slipped off. Rin pulled off his pants, and he took of his boots quickly.

"Made u..pp…your…mind then?" Rin asked, huffing from kissing so much.

"Yes. I…I love you Rin." He finally admitted to her. Rin made a greedy smile, and so she decided that since they were both naked, she would start sucking on his cock. She gestured him onto the ground, on his futon, where they used his boa as a pillow. Rin sat on Sesshomaru, with her knees bent off to each of his sides. She lowered herself forwards, and touched Sesshomaru's cock. Sesshomaru let out a good sigh in relief. His cock was already rising from her taunting of not coming to him sooner, and he was desperate to touch her body. He touched her arm, and stroked them; as Rin inserted the cock into her mouth, and she started to rise and lower…slow starting, then faster then faster. Sesshomaru looked like he was in pain, as he lowered his hand to his cock too. And so, Rin, seeing his desperate (and very flushed) face, she took the tip of his cock, and played with her tongue on the very tip of it. Sesshomaru let out of another breath, and then placed his hand above his head, while Rin took her hands and continued playing around with it, while she licked, kissed, and rubbed his cock. Sesshomaru loved every bit of it. He lived over 700 years without having sex, and he couldn't believe what he was missing. The pleasure he had missed, and was now desperate for that pleasure; he had hoped that Rin would ease that. Rin had waited enough until his cock was rising higher and higher, and even she let out a groan or two. Sesshomaru had sat up when she stopped, and so she took her right hand, and took her two main fingers, and put it up her vagina. Her body went backwards a bit, then forwards, the more and more she pushed. Sesshomaru grabbed her back, as he kissed her bouncing chest. His face was stuck between it, as with her spare hand she grabbed one of her breasts and massaged it. Sesshomaru had gotten out of her chest, and onto her lips soon, and they were exchanging quick kisses. Sesshomaru then lay back onto his boa, when Rin took her fingers out of her vagina, and she grabbed onto Sesshomaru's cock again. She licked more, and this time stuck his cock between her breasts, where he finally ejaculated on her breasts, and some of her face. Sesshomaru seemed to feel slightly relieved.

"I..never..knew…you..you..you…AHHH…" Rin screamed as Sesshomaru started to put his cock up his vagina. "…Would be…so…well." She continued to breathe heavily, as she rocked her self up and down on Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru too looked in as much pain as he was, and Sesshomaru…himself seemed slightly strange on how he would know what to do, or even what was going on. All he knew was that it if it felt good, then it should have happened.

Sesshomaru placed his hand on her left breast, as she did the work. He helped with her relaxation, and she felt…so good, and in so much pain all in the same time. When she got tired enough, Sesshomaru helped her turn so she was on the bottom, and facing the ground. Her chin and elbows touched the ground, while her butt was risen in the air, where Sesshomaru was on his knees, and pushing himself in and out, with such tremendous power, and force (he was a great demon.) Rin cried in pain, but when Sesshomaru asked if she wanted to stop, she said no.

She got the cock out of her, and she reached to his cock, where it was very lubricated from the cum. She stroked it up and down, and then put it in her mouth again. This time, she sucked on it, where Sesshomaru felt even more aroused, when she stopped. Sesshomaru pushed her back so she was on the bottom again, and he opened her legs up. He went between, and inserted his cock in again, and he pushed in and out as he once did. It didn't last long before Sesshomaru's red face was a good enough sign to show that he was tired. Sesshomaru fell behind Rin, both lying on the boa; breathing heavily. They could feel their chests rising and falling. Rin closed her eyes, as she wrapped her back leg around his leg. Sesshomaru placed his arm around her chest. He gnawed on her ear, and kissed her neck. When soon they both fell asleep.

Rin woke up first, where she noticed Sesshomaru's face was on her shoulder, and his hand had fallen off her chest, and was out there randomly (She was sleeping on his arm after all.) Rin turned her head slightly, just to see Sesshomaru's peaceful face. Rin made a small smile to herself, when Sesshomaru's eyes slowly started to open. He blinked a few times.

"Good morning my lord." She turned her body so Sesshomaru and she were pressing flesh. He opened his eyes a bit more, when she kissed him on the lips. He put his hand into her greasy hair, and stroked through it. Rin placed one hand on his cheek, and the other along his arm. When they stopped, they stared in each other's eyes. "So if we have a child…you will accept it…of it being a half demon?" Rin asked. Sesshomaru paused for a moment before making a slight nod. "It took you a while to think about that." Rin frowned.

"Rin…I am still half asleep." He told her. Rin blinked then made a tiny laugh.

"Alright then."

Rin closed her eyes, and lay back onto the boa. She then fell back asleep. Sesshomaru, however, felt awake enough to get dressed. He pulled his kimono, and pants, boots, obi and his swords. He then left the room, and went to go find some food for Rin. He rarely ever went into the water to find human food, (He made the rare exception for when Rin was terribly sick, and Jaken wasn't there). He pulled off his boots when he got to the closest river, and pulled up his pants slightly. He walked into the water where he found fish swimming by his feet. He stuck his hand in, and pulled out two fish. They flipped and flopped, as he walked out of the water, and pulled his pants back down using each of his feet. He then slid on his boots, without a care that his boots were on top of his pants instead of underneath. He then walked by the forest, where he noticed a few planted trees growing various fruit. He pulled down a few of the fruits and put them into a large leaf where his now dead fish were lying. He then went back to Rin and his home, and walked to the kitchen, where he cooked the fish, and cut up the fruit. He also made tea, and rice. He laid it nicely on the table. He went to his room to look for Rin; where she opened her eyes to see him just enter the room.

"Hello Lord Sesshomaru. I'm sorry I fell asleep again." Rin sat up and yawned.

"That's fine. Come out here Rin." Sesshomaru said, then walked into the dining area. Rin looked sideways for a moment before getting up and getting dressed. After that she entered the dining area. She stood in the dining area where her food was nicely lain out for her. "Your meal."

"Lord Sesshomaru…you got…this…for me?" Rin touched her heart.

"Yes, now eat up." He told her, as he sat on the opposite side of the table. Rin clapped her hands together as she closed her eyes and smiled happily about how she totally appreciated the fact that he went out of his way to make something for her. Rin ate quickly, but neat, because she was very hungry.

When Rin was finished she sat back slightly, and held her stomach. "Thank you lord Sesshomaru…that was delicious." She smiled. He made a slight nod.