Disclaimer: still not mine

Rating: R

AN: Once again, I've had inspiration, but this time it was by Kelly Clarkson's Addicted. Cause we all know Malex is that to each other

And I'd like feedback cause I'm just really uncertain about my writings and I'm never satisfied with it. Definitely aren't happy with the intimate scenes in this chapter, but let me know what you think…

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Standing behind the bar, you had a glazed expression as your mind was several miles away. Last night had been amazing and you hadn't had a better nights sleep in months. You remembered waking up with a smile as the brunette you'd spent long time with in your bed was the first thing that entered your mind. When you had turned around though, you'd been alone. Well, technically not completely cause there was a note on the pillow. You had been scared and excited when you opened it and didn't know if you were disappointed or not when you read it. It simply said: Thank you for the best night of my life. Marissa

You hadn't been able to think of anything else than that name for the last three days. Marissa. It was so beautiful, just like the owner of it.

The brunette was perfection as far as you were concerned. Her smile, her skin, her voice, everything about her was entrancing and you just hoped you would get to look at her one more time.

And as if you had just been granted your Christmas wish, you saw the stunning girl walk through the doors and look over at you. Suddenly very excited, you pretended to be busy and not see her and moments later you heard her clear her throat as she was standing in front of you.

"What can I help you with?" you asked with a warm smile and she grinned back.

"A proper introduction would be great."

"Right, I'm Alex," you replied as you reached out your hand and she took it.

"Marissa."

Your hands lingered as you just looked at each other, both with amused smiles.

When you finally moved your hands apart you couldn't keep the sly comment that formed on your lips.

"Couldn't stay away huh?"

"You know it," she answered and you felt butterflies like you seemed to be doing a lot lately when it had anything to do with a tall, gorgeous brunette named Marissa.

"So you don't regret it?" You just needed it confirmed even though you knew the answer.

"Would I be here if I did?" she replied with a stunning smile and you bit your lip.

"I love it when you do that," the brunette said as she licked her lips.

"Do what?"

"Bite your lip because you're nervous or feel shy."

"I'm not shy or nervous," you answered cockily and she laughed.

"Whatever you need to tell yourself. I think it's cute anyway. And so hot. It really turns me on," Marissa said with a suggestive look.

Unconsciously you bit your lip again and she grinned triumphant.

"Coop," you heard someone shriek and you looked away from the stunning brunette in front of you. A small brunette enveloped Marissa in a big hug.

"Sum, what are you doing here?" the taller brunette asked clearly surprised and with wariness in her voice. You wondered why.

"We're just chilling you know. Why didn't you tell me you were going out?"

"Who's we exactly?"

"Just the gang." The petite girl answered and not a second after the last word was spoken two boys came up to them.

The tiny boy tried to kiss Summer while the other kissed Marissa on the cheek. You didn't like the vibe you were getting from him. Neither did you enjoy the discomfort you sensed from the girl of your dreams.

"What are you doing here?" the boy who by now had his hand around the tall brunette's waist asked. Marissa sent you a confused and pleading look and you cleared your throat, getting everyone's attention.

"What can I get you?" you asked as you appeared calm, but inside your body was in full turmoil. What was going on? Who was this guy? And why was your girl radiating discomfort and disgust? (even though you seemed to be the only one to notice that)

You got them their drinks and heard the petite girl tell the guys to find a table before she leaned over to Marissa.

You saw her face get flushed as she shook her head, clearly embarrassed and you felt your curiosity run wild.

You looked at her curiously as she looked back at you with something very similar to sadness in her eyes and you were disappointed when she stood up and walked away with her friend after sending you one last, longing look.

The next hour was spent mostly spying on the group of four people chatting. You really tried not to, but it was impossible. That annoying guy kept sitting close to Marissa and give her kisses on the cheek at many occasions and you felt jealous as everything had started becoming clear to you while watching them. He would constantly put his arm around her shoulder or waist and only boyfriends would to that. So you realized that was exactly what he was, her boyfriend. You weren't gonna lie and say it didn't sting, but what had you expected? A gorgeous rich girl like the brunette you had spent much time in bed with, it just screamed I wanna experiment to piss someone off. You really hoped she had succeeded cause then it would at least mean something even though you didn't know what yet. You tried telling yourself that you knew this was gonna happen and that you had chosen it yourself, but it still hurt. Made you feel used in a way.

Too busy with your thoughts, you hadn't noticed Marissa walk up in front of you until she cleared her throat.

"What?" you asked annoyed.

"Could you please get me out of here?" the brunette asked.

"Why?"

"Cause I'm bored and uncomfortable and wanna spend time with you."

"I thought that's what you had your boyfriend for?" you shot at her and you saw her eyes widen slightly.

"I uh..It's not-" she stuttered out and you just huffed at her.

"Whatever, I get it. It's okay," you replied before starting to turn away.

"Well, clearly you don't if you think I like to have him all over me," Marissa said defensively and her tone made you turn back around. She actually sounded like she was speaking the truth. You stood there, just staring at her as you tried to make the decision if you should trust her or not.

"Where do you wanna go?" you finally said.

"I liked your place," she said silently as she looked down at the floor for a second before looking back up to your eyes and you felt your throat go dry.

"Okay," you whispered before taking her hand and leading her away.

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Another silent ride towards your condo. You used the time to think things through. Was this really the right thing to do? The girl you had spent hours making love to and where about to do again, had a boyfriend. Was this just an experiment for her? It certainly didn't feel that way, but you could never really know these days. But what had you expected? It wasn't hard to see she was one of those rich kids that cared about reputation and popularity. And yet, she was different. You had just spent a few hours with her and already you knew she wasn't really snobby like the other people and when you had looked into her eyes for the first time you had known she was one of those girls who were expected to be perfect to everyone and was probably raised that way. And you knew how hard it was to pretend being something you wasn't and not be allowed to do what you wanted, but do what others wanted you to do. She had been there herself in the past. So when the brunette had walked over to her and made the first move you had felt admiration for her and you just knew you wanted to be the one to help her. You wanted to free her, to show her she was perfect as herself and didn't need others to tell her what to do. And that's what you had done three nights ago and now she had come back for more. No, it was definitely the right thing to do. If not for yourself, then for her. To help her with whatever problems she had because it would be worth it to you. And who knows, maybe it would work out for you too?

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So here you were, back in your own apartment with the girl of your dreams, the angel that walked into your life in only a matter of minutes and you felt nervous, just like the first time you brought her back here.

"So-" you started, but was quickly stopped as a pair of lips crashed down on your own and you immediately answered as your hands made their way to her back. You moaned when her hands brushed your neck and weaved themselves into your blonde hair as her tongue was hungrily exploring your mouth.

When you had to brake away for air, her hands quickly moved down to your hips before her hands moved under your top only to pull it upwards and over your head when you raised your arms. Before she could lean in for another kiss your own hands had gone to her top and she lifted her arms with a seductive look and that crooked smile of hers.

Then your lips crashed together again as she started walking you backwards toward the bedroom, never once breaking the bruising kiss the two of you shared. Marissa obviously getting tired of the long time it was taking to get to your bedroom, suddenly pressed you against the wall only half way to your destination and as you removed your lips to gasp after fresh oxygen, the brunette started kissing her way from your neck, over your chest and down your stomach and you felt the butterflies in your stomach. Kissing right at the top of your jeans, she started unbuttoning your pants as she looked up at you briefly as you moaned at the feelings she was causing you, getting you more and more turned on by every passing second. Your breathing hitched as she slowly started pulling down your jeans at the same time as she started to suck at an area on your lower abdomen and you moaned again, not daring to move because you didn't want her to stop.

After what you thought was a minute or two you felt her hands move up your calves and legs as she started kissing her way upwards again, clearly pleased with whatever she'd done and you guessed you'd find a clear mark at the exact same spot she had used a fair amount of time sucking on.

You left your pants on the floor as she once again started guiding you towards your bedroom, the two of you kissing hungrily on the way. When you finally got there she reached behind you and made quick work of your bra and then she led you to the bed, all the while kissing you. She broke the kiss when she gently pushed you down on the bed and straddled you before kissing your neck again, occasionally sucking or nibbling as her hands explored your body. They moved over your arms, collar bone, breasts, sides, stomach, legs. All that and the sensual devouring of your neck was driving you crazy.

Then her hands were on your hips as they slowly moved down to your panties and she started pulling them down as she removed herself from you. Automatically, your hips raised to help her and as she removed that last piece of clothing on you, you felt how wet you were. Before you knew it, she was spreading your legs as she started kissing up your calves and legs as her hands caressed them at the same time and your head fell back as your eyes closed and you moaned. God, the things she was doing to you. She hadn't really started on the major stuff and already you felt you were close simply by her touches and kisses. It was crazy. You felt her hand move from your inner thigh towards your centre and you suddenly realized it was all going too fast.

"Marissa," you breathed out in a voice so husky you barely recognized it. "Can you slow down please?"

Her hand immediately stopped and she moved it to your thigh uncertainly.

"Why? Am I-am I doing something wrong?" she asked and you could see she was terrified.

"No, no," you quickly said as you tried to reassure her. "It's just, I'm already…you know," you continued as you felt yourself get slightly embarrassed. Something like this had never happened to you before and it was honestly quite scary.

"What do you mean?"

"You haven't even touched me...down there and I'm already close to…the edge," you answered, forcing the last two words out as merely a whisper.

"Really?" she asked with a shy smile as she looked at you with the sweetest eyes. She was about to have sex with you and still she managed to look so innocent. You didn't know how she could pull that off, but she did and you loved it, just like everything else about her.

You nodded as you admired her beauty.

"Well, in that case, let's not waste any time."

"But-I want it to-last," you stuttered out as you saw the lust in her eyes.

"Don't worry, I can go for two rounds," she said with a smirk and you shuddered at the sudden change in her. It was amazing, all the things she could be, not to mention it was such a turn on. Before you had time to think much over all this, you felt warm lips wrap themselves around your left nipple and you moaned as a pleasurable chill ran through your body.

Then her fingers were moving over your inner lips, spreading them as one of her fingers dipped just inside your opening and you felt your body shudder in pleasure. Closing your eyes as you moaned louder this time, you just let your body be in control and enjoyed the feelings of pleasure that shot through you.

And then you gasped as she slowly entered you. A gasp that quickly turned into a deep moan as you felt her suck harder at your nipple and your walls contract around her finger. Soon enough she had added a second one as she let your hips decide the rhythm while she shifted slightly so she could suck at your other nipple. You felt your chest rise heavily as your breathing came as short, ragged breaths and your stomach knotted as something was quickly building up. You knew it was only a matter of time before the tingling would start and for a moment all of this scared you. How could she do this to you? Make you feel so much and so good in such short time? What did this mean? But once again your thoughts were cut abruptly as you felt goose bumps start to cover all of your body and all you could do when the explosion came a few moments later, was gasp as you were shaking uncontrollably.

Long moments later, you finally managed to pull yourself together and you looked at the gorgeous girl that was lying on top of you with a crooked, extremely sexy smile.

You opened your mouth to say something, but you were denied that when a pair of lips started massaging your own, making it quite clear that you were going for round two. Just the thought of it sent tingles through your body.

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When you woke up the next morning, you found yourself alone yet again.

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