Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha! I don't want to either. But maybe I might want to own Kagome so I could make her suffer every day.
Kikyo went in and closed the door behind her. She slid on the door thinking she was the most stupidest person in the world. She quickly got up and ran outside. She ran to the park and went to the forest beside it. She ran and ran, Kikyo could feel her legs going numb. Kikyo stopped at the clearing where she pondered about her dream. Kikyo walked towards the river and sat where she could see her reflection. Kikyo saw her reflection and she also saw the clouds behind her starting to darken. A raindrop fell on Kikyo's face and more came. Kikyo looked up at the sky and closed her eyes. She let the rain pour more misery and confusion on her. ' It's getting cold, but I don't care. I don't love Kouga, I love Sesshomaru and he's with Kagura. Of all people why did it have to be her. Couldn't he see that she doesn't care about anyone but herself! (I'm sorry Kagura!) But didn't he feel anything when he caught me as I fell? Or when he was comforting me when Inuyasha was having 'fun' with Kagome, or when I hugged him?' thought Kikyo as flashbacks of her and Sesshomaru started to appear. Then Kikyo looked at the river once more. Here face has gone paler and eyes became red. But then, her tears turned into blood, her eyes became dark with hatred. And cracks started to appear on her cheeks. Kikyo blinked her eyes and turned away. She breathed heavily and slowly lifted her hands to touch her face. There were no blood and no cracks, just tears and the coldness on her skin. Flashbacks of her dream came to mind. This was her dream, this was the same meadow in her dream and the rain was pouring. " This is different. He's not coming," whispered Kikyo as she sat holding her legs close to her chest. Kikyo began to shiver. Kikyo began to sing...
Song: Simplest mistake by Seether.
Kikyo stood up and looked behind her. Sesshomaru is not there. She left the forest and ran to Kouga's house.
Kikyo stopped in front of the door. She panted heavily and tried to catch her breath. Kikyo didn't know what to do. She wanted to tell Kouga that she didn't love him. But some part of Kikyo wanted to tell him later, that this was not the right time. She slowly walked towards the door. Foot after foot, breathe after breathe. ' I don't want to hurt Kouga. I really don't want to hurt my friend. Especially, if he loves me. Why did I have to return the kiss? Why did I make it seem like I loved him when I don't? I'm such an awful person. I played with his heart with out even knowing,' thought Kikyo. Tears slipped out of her eyes. The rain poured harder. Kikyo's body began to shiver, her legs were getting numb, again. " I Can't do it!" said Kikyo. Kikyo ran to her house, opened the door. Just when she closed the door, her legs couldn't take it. She fell and started to cry again. Everything was going wrong.
Kagome found her crying and felt bad. ' Kikyo, I haven't so bad for her in years. I feel so horrible,' thought Kagome. Kagome walked over to Kikyo and wrapped her arms around her. Kikyo calmed down a bit and then she looked at her sister in shocked. She never held her arms around Kikyo for so long. " Ka...Kagome? Do you actually care?" asked Kikyo with more hopeful tears in her eyes. Kagome closed her eyes and said, " Kikyo, you're soaking wet.Where have you been? Anyway...I'm sorry for being an asshole, Kikyo. I guess I let popularity in the way of our friendship. I didn't mean to betray you and I'm sorry for taking Inuyasha away." Kikyo smiled at the fact that she has the real Kagome back. " It's okay. Inuyasha wasn't really that trustworthy with me. Besides, I'm in love with Sesshomaru now," replied Kikyo. Kagome smiled and helped her up. Kagome went to her room and Kikyo went to hers.
Kikyo felt that she had to tell Kouga now. If not, then it would be worse in the future. Kikyo picked up the phone and dialed Kouga's number. " Hello?" answered Kouga. " Hey Kouga it's me. I have something to tell you and I know you'll hate me for this," said Kikyo. Kouga knew what she was talking about. Kikyo didn't love him and he knew that. " I know what you're going to say. You don't love me, you love Sesshomaru. Don't worry, as long as you're happy with him, I'm okay. If he hurts you, then I'll kick his ass," said Kouga. " Kouga I'm sorry and thanks for understanding. You are great friend and I'm sorry," Kikyo replied before hanging up.
With Sango and Miroku at Sango's house...
Sango and Miroku were spending some time together while Kohaku was on a date with Rin (Kohaku and Sango are the same age but, Kohaku was born 3 months after Sango). They were watching a scary movie and Sango was holding onto Miroku. Miroku held Sango in his arms and smiled. He really loves Sango but his perverted side started to kick in. His hand started to go lower, lower, and lower, until ... WACK! " Pervert! Why can't you control your hands you lech!" yelled Sango as the a red mark started to appear on Miroku's face. " Sango, I'm hurt. We are in a relationship and you can't let me have a rear access?" said Miroku as he held Sango and gave her a passionate kiss. Sango blushed and then remembered Kikyo. " Miroku, do think Kikyo should have gone out with Kouga? I mean, what if he isn't the one?" asked Sango. " Kikyo loves Sesshomaru very dearly. But then she said she saw him and Kagura getting comfortable. But what if she mistaken the whole thing? Sesshomaru isn't very fond of Kagura and she is the last person on Earth, he would hook up with," replied Miroku. They both took a deep breathe. Miroku's perverted side kicked in again. Sango felt a familiar hand rubbing on her bottom. Smack! " Miroku! Be serious! Kikyo has been through a lot," yelled Sango. Miroku sighed and said he was sorry.
Back with Kikyo...
Kikyo thought of Sesshomaru with Kagura and it brought pain in her heart. Kikyo couldn't help but feel this way. Kikyo's legs were hurting but she couldn't take it any longer. Kikyo ran downstairs and went outside. She walked to Sesshomaru's house and knocked on the door. Sesshomaru opened the door and and embraced Kikyo. Kikyo felt a blush coming and hugged in back. " Sesshomaru, I have to talk with you," said Kikyo as she pulled away. Sesshomaru nodded and walked with her.
" Kikyo what were you doing kissing Kouga?" asked Sesshomaru. He was planning different ways to kill him. " What were you doing kissing Kagura?" asked Kikyo. " That's none of your business. Why were you even dating him?' replied Sesshomaru was he crossed his arms. " He was asking me out so I thought I could be nice and give him a chance. He was the one who comforted me when Inuyasha was cheating on me. Why were you dating Kagura," asked Kikyo. " Kagura wouldn't leave me alone, so I agreed to go out with her. I'm sorry Kikyo," replied Sesshomaru. ' I'm so stupid. Why did I ever get mad at him?' thought Kikyo. Sesshomaru couldn't take it. Seeing her with anybody else made him angry. He loved her and he wanted to be with her.
He held Kikyo in his arms. Kikyo eyed him in confusion and her eyes widen. Sesshomaru passionately kissed Kikyo and she returned the kiss. Her arms wrapped around his neck and the space between them disapeared. They both parted and took deep breathes. " You don't know how long I've waited to do that," said Sesshomaru. " You don't know how long I've waited for you to do that," replied Kikyo. They both laughed and and looked at eachother. " I love you," said Sesshomaru. The rain pour harder and harder. They continued to kiss in the rain. Kikyou parted the kiss. "Now, tell me the reason why you were out when you first met me," said Kikyou. Sesshomaru replied, "Same as your reason, I love the rain."
A/N: Sorry for making you guys wait and sorry for the lack of San/Mir. Please forgive me! I also expanded the chapter. I fixed at least almost all the errors I think.