-1Hello everybody! Merry Christmas or whatever other holiday you celebrate.

Sorry I took so long to post chapter four but it isn't my fault. It was my dad's stupid laptop's fault. How you may ask. Ok, so you probably don't really care do you? Well too bad I'm telling you any way. See his laptop would not let me log on to my fan fiction user name nor could I get on my e-mail. How am I posting now you may also ask. Well again you probably don't care but here is your explanation anyway. I can now post because I got MY OWN laptop for Christmas and I am the happiest person alive.

Anyway on with the review replies:

Most of you asked about the whole fish/wheel of cheese/five year old Jesse thing, well…. I am truly sorry but I have no story to tell you. The thing is I just choose to two very odd very random objects and put them with a five year old Jesse. I have racked my brain these past two weeks searching for a story of fish and cheese to tell, but I got nothing. Nada. Zip. I even asked my friends, and trust me them are very crazy and random. BUT fear not for I shall not give up. I will continue to try to think of one and if by some mircle I do think one up then I will post it along with this story. Any suggestions for a story would be very much appreciated.

On another note here is the Suze point of view chapter I promised. Also chapter four shall be the door that will let Paul into our mist. For those of you who did not understand a word of that sentence it means Paul's coming in this chapter.

Oh yeah and to all PFCers I warn you that I am one who belives Paul is evil and stalkerish, but hot. I am a JS girl all the way so Paul is just a complication for them. Just please don't hurt me, the scars from when I killed my arm at Halloween are just starting to fade. I don't heal very quickly.

I'll shut up now, here is Chapter 4.

SUZE'S PoV

Jesse de Silva.

I can't stop thinking about him. He's the new guy here in Carmel. Just moved here from Spain.

He is kind, a gentleman, speaks perfect Spanish-as well as English-, a freak of nature -just like myself - and is extremely well…..hot. So of course I'm crushing on him.

Yeah me and ever other girl at Juniper Sera Mission Academy. It's pretty funny though cause I think he is clueless to how hot he is.

We were all going to the beach after school. We as in Adam, CeeCee, Jesse, and me. I really needed a beach trip too. I kinda had to unwind after what happened yesterday.

A friend of mine from back in Brooklyn died. I would be a lot more upset if she hadn't come to me and said goodbye in person. Don't get me wrong I'm very sad she's gone, she was a wonderful person. I guese it's just that being able to say goodbye to her and her actually being able to say it back makes it a lot easier. I still cried a ton though, I had to drink like fifteen glasses of water just to rehyrdrate myself. That is a word right? Rehydrate I mean.

Ok getting off track back to how Mikey died. That's my friend's name Mikey. Well Mikey was down at the Pier- she always loved the pier- and she was looking out over the water, alone. Mikey turned around to leave and….she slipped. She hit her head befor she fell into the water and well you can figure out the rest. The doctors said she didn't feel any pain, so that helped everyone a little. Knowing she didn't feel pain.

Well back to the beach trip, I'd say more about Mikey but it makes me really sad to think about it. I had brought my favorite green bikini, it was my nicest suit too. My best friend Gina said that it matched my eyes.

Finally school ended- it felt like it lasted forever. Jesse was meeting us at the beach, something about have to talk to Mr. Walden about something first. So that gave me plenty of time to change befor he showed up, I didn't want him thinking I was trying to impress anyone-namely him.

When I got out of this little locker room bathroom thing they'd built right by the beach I saw that Jesse had got there. He had his back to the doorway I'd come out of and was talking to Adam. As I walked out Adam stopped talking and whistled long and low. "Nice Suit" CeeCee said.

Then Jesse turned around to see me. His eyes bugged out of his head.

JESSE'S PoV

Nombre de dios. She looked amazing. My eyes were bugging out of my head. I probably looked like a fish. Great.

It's not like I try to make a complete fool out of myself in front of her, it just well happens. I guese I really just wasn't expecting to see her in a bikini.

I thought dhe'd be in like a one piece.

That was what I was prepared for. That was what I was mentally preparing myself for all day. So when I saw her I wouldn't make myself look like an even bigger idiot than I'm sure she already thinks I am.

But a bikini! How can I mentally prepare myself for that!

SUZE'S PoV (ok so I just had to put in that little bit of Jesse the rest is all Suze. Jesse is freaking out. LOL.)

So the beach was pretty fun. Jesse was wearing swim trunks….

Ok, I'll stop drooling.

Well I decided to take a walk. Adam was teaching Jesse how to surf. Jesse was doing quite well too. Cee was engrossed in some romance novel, so I was walking with just the company of me, myself, and I.

So just about nine minutes into my stroll I hear some yell "Hey!"

I turn and to see this guy running towards me. Well not really running more like leisurely jogging.

"Hi, I'm Paul. Paul Slater." He said.

"Suze Simon" I said holding out my hand to shake it. He took my hand but he didn't shake it, he kissed it. Most girls would probably be swooning right now. See Paul was also a major hottie. He had this kinda curly brown hair, and these icy blue eyes. He would have Kelly Prescott and her clones wraped around his little finger if he ever came to the mission.

Course Jesse was hotter in my opinion. Jesse had this jet black hair and these ebony eyes that are so deep I lose myself ever time I look into them….. Wha oh opps guess I spaced out thinking of Jesse's eyes. Wow guess I don't even have to look in 'em to get lost in them.

"I was wondering if you'd like to go out tonight?" Paul asked an air of confidence radiating from him. Like an aura of confidence reminding me of a ghost's glow.

"Sorry I'm busy." I said. It was a blatent lie of course. The only things a waiting me tonight were trig homework and another one of Andy's famous family dinners. Paul seemed a little stunned, though he hid it quite well. Something tells me that Paul Slater has never been turned down.

I only wanted to get the attention of one Mr. Jesse de Silva though.

"How about tomorrow then?" Paul said still is aura of cofidence unfased.

"Busy" I said flatly.

"Friday?"

"Busy"

"Saturday?"

Ok can this guy take a hint? " Look Slater I'm gona be busy till further notice, ok?" I said getting annoyed.

"Oh come on Susie" he said in an almost bored voice.

"Look just leave me alone" I said getting really pissed. "and do not call me Susie". Only my mom can call me Susie and even then I don't like it. But come on she's my mom. After that I just walked away.

Or at least I tried to. As I was walking past him back towards Cee and the guys he grabbed my arm.

Hard.

"Let go of me" I said angerly. Ok this guy had a grip of iron.

"Fine Suze" he said letting go of my arm. " But I'll see you soon. You can count on it" he added as I walked away.

I seriously hope not.

There you all have it chapter four.

Please review. Reviews are like the Christmas presents all fan fiction writers hope for, or for whatever holiday you celebrate. So I beg you to review, if you don't I might kill myself.

KIDDING! I wouldn't kill myself I'm not crazy…..much.

Just review or else I will continue to talk about nonsense no one cares about. Trust me I will. You can ask my sister. She says I talk too much and that I always repeat myself, and I talk about boring things. Well you guys probably wouldn't think it's boring cause I always talk about books I've read. Mostly The Mediator. Opps I'm doing it now aren't I?

I'll just shut up now.

- holic101 .