July 20, 2005
4:00 pm

Dear Kyoki,

It's Hiei. It's been exactly two months since you left you know. I miss you. Inu told me she never once talked to you about me. Are you that angry at me? You know.. you should have come to the wedding.. It would have been easier on both of us… the only reason I did what I did was because I thought you would be there. You don't know what I'm talking about though… I left her Kyoki. I left her at the alter. I'm glad I did.

Why did I leave her? She slept with another man…. My best man to be exact. Kurama got extremely drunk the night before the wedding and I left the party knowing he was drunk. My 'fiancé' snuck into the house and convinced poor Kurama that she was Inu. Inu walked in while she was doing her handy work. She knew Kurama didn't want to because he was murmuring 'Inu' and he looked drunk. She came to me and told me what was going. Both Fuzake and Inu encouraged me to tell you after I explained that I was going to leave her at the alter.. But I refused. I thought you'd be there… and I wanted it to be a surprise. I wanted to ask you to marry me instead.

I love you so much Kyoki.. I know what I did was wrong. Especially the first time I met her… it must have broken your heart.. No it did.. Fuzake told me you were torn apart. I'm sorry I hurt you like that. The truth is… I loved you since we met and it just felt like you didn't want to be more then friends. So I danced with her.. And kissed her. And made love with her.. You probably think I loved her.. I didn't. I loved you.. I was in lust with her… Looking back I can say that I was wrong. You had all the signs. You gave me every sign.. I was just blind to them.. I think you were blind to mine as well. I think if we hadn't been blind everything would have been different. Kyoki I'm afraid I can't accept your katana for I didn't get married. But I will keep it safe until you come to get it. I want to see you Kyoki. I love you…

Fuzake agreed to send this to you. I'm not to know anything about your location unless you tell me. I'm fine with that. I mean.. you don't want to be found.. So I'll respect your wishes.

Kyoki, I want you to know I'm going to wait for you.. Forever if that what it takes. I need you to come back. But.. When you come.. I will ask you to marry me. I would right now. But you probably hate me still. Please don't hate me, though even if you do my love won't change. Please send me a letter back.. I miss you so much.. I love you..

Hiei

Pale hands sealed the letter in a white envelope and went downstairs to a woman with dark brown hair and handed it to her. Crimson eyes stared into green orbs," Please deliver this to her," Hiei said softly. His voice was different.. Sorrowful. His eyes were weird as well.. They weren't emotionless anymore.. They were full of sadness and hurt.

The green eyed woman nodded," I will Hiei. Hold in there." the girl said softly as she pocketed the envelope and left leaving the black haired crimson eyed demon alone in his home.