Chapter one "My fault"

A.N: this chapter is on Ash's point of view

Ash's point of view

Here I am, it's around 10:30 P.M, sitting in a chair in a hospital room watching as my best friend and, at the same time, the love of my life, is lying in a hospital bed looking so pale and with so many machines connected to her trying to keep her alive, something she doesn't want to do by herself.

The doctor said that something upset her, that's why she's not fighting for her life ; it's like she wants to dye so she won't have to face what's upsetting her, that she's scare of it….. And that's me…. She's scared of me.

That's right.. it's because of me she's in this condition.. it's my fault that she wishes to die.. it's because of my stupid desire of having what I always wanted.. well, what I thought I always wanted.. Because I didn't knew that what I always wanted was right in front of me.

Everybody is mad at me and when I said everyone I mean every single person we met in our journey, even team Rocket, that thought that we had a thing for each other,

Her sisters, wouldn't even let me explain,, even though there's no explanation. Brock hates me because I hurt her,,, he said she's his little sister, Tracey said that maybe she should have stayed in Trovita.. Rudy said I didn't deserve her Mary she didn't say anything but every time I come around here she's glaring at me. Duplica and Melody won't allow me to see her.. I'm only in here because I sneak in thanks to Pikachu, who by the way is mad at me and only helped me because saw how guilty I'm feeling.. Brendan, our new friend, couldn't believe that I was doing something like that to someone like her. And mom,,,, my mom is ashamed of me,, she said she didn't raise me to be like this.

I remember the night it happened, how her beautiful eyes were red from the crying how she asked me why? So many times,,, and the only thing I could do was stared at the floor and watched her leave the room, the house and now she's about to leave my life forever.

When I was trying to touch her cheeks the door opened revealing and very upset and mad Daisy. She kicked me out of the room as if I were a dog, I tried to asked her for five more minutes and she asked me if I didn't hurt her enough this four month, so she took me by my shirt collar and pushed me out of the room. When I was in the hallway I saw Brock who only ignore my presence,, so I looked down and walked out of the hospital.

You might be wondering what did I do that got her, who by the way, if you haven't figure it out yet, is Misty, in this situation, well it was the biggest mistake of my life, something I'll regret for the rest of my life.

Everything started four month ago, when I decided to take a brake from my journeys, I was really tired and I wanted some vacations in my home town. When we were entering Pallet town I saw the girl I used to have a crush on when I was a kid, her name, May Oak, yeah, yeah, yeah, I know what you're thinking and yeah, she is, Gary's older sister.

Anyway I saw her and I thought that I still felt something for her, when I was about to go for her I saw that she wasn't alone, she was with Gary,, lucky for me they didn't saw us.

As we continue walking I kept thinking about Ma, she still beautiful and even if she's four years older than me I couldn't help but to turn my head to look at her whenever she walk pass me.

Oh by the way, we is referred to me Tracey and Brendan, Misty wasn't with at the time, she left a year and half ago when her sisters called her, and Brock left just a few months ago to go and be with his large family.

When I reached home there were two huge surprises waiting for me, the biggest surprises I could ever imagine. And I couldn't be happier with both them.

One, Misty was sitting in my living room, and she looked amazing, her hair was longer and shinier, it was her shoulders but she still wore it in a tail, but this time behind her head, her body change,,, I must say she looked really hot…. And she change her way of dressing,, she's not wearing her short and yellow shirt she always wore.

I don't know what happened with me, but when she hugged me and I hugged her I felt a jolt run through me and a shiver running down my spine, I couldn't find a way to let go,,, I didn't want to let go.

And the biggest surprise of all, my mom moved with prof. Oak.. I didn't get mad at all, I always knew they had a think for each other.. I'm very happy for her. Misty told me that she left the house to me as a gift when I become a pokemon master…that mother of mine…

Well, that's all I can tell you so far….later you'll find out why I feel so guilty,,, why is everyone treating me like if I was some sort of bug…

End of Ash's point of view and chapter.

Hello, hello,, how's everyone? Here I am again with another pokemon fic for you all, I really hope you enjoy this one as much as you enjoy "I want you back".

And as always, I'm open to any suggestion or corrections you might want to do to this new fic…..

Yours truly,

LittleBlackRose