Okay before I start the story there are a couple of things I have to say...

1. If you hate Kikyou please read something else.

2. This is a crossover hopefully not one that sucks because I have read a lot of bad crossovers with Inuyasha. Including one where Sesshoumaru and Serena from SailorMoon...

Trust me you DON'T want to know.

3. This at some times is like a songfic or a musical (Don't laugh!) it has Kikyou singing in it. For some reson 5 times out of10 Kikyou will sing in my fanfiction. And usally I hate musicals...

4. The disclamer: I in no way, Shape, or form own Inuyasha or Yu Yu Hakusho. That right belongs to the owners. I'm just borrowing them for my own amusment. The only thing I own is the plot.

Oh yeah 'thoughts are going to be surrounded by these' and " speach is going to be surronded by these."

My Will

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Hearts, souls, spirits what does it matter in the end ther all broken by some horror of reality just like mine was and by the very person I loved. Maybe it dosen't happen to every one maybe just to the selected few and I was just lucky enough to be one. My heart, my soul, and my spirit was broken by the man I loved, the man I foolishly thought that would always love me. But maybe its my own fault for beliveing in love. Beliveing that I could love another and that he could love me.

And because of me, that man, and one jewel I died. Not one time but twice and all because of that.\par

Now I'm nothing more then a ghost.

It's not so bad at least I got to live, well sort of.

The thing I really hate about this is that I saw my sister die.

And the sad thing is that I was sitting right by her at her death bed. And she couldn't even see me. Of course I must ask myself: if she could see me would she still hate me.

When I was still alive she loved me to death. Death huh in the end I'm the one that caused her death! No it was hatered. She hated me for leaveing her alone to follow him in death. On the day I died a second time she wanted to see it even if it was deathly cold...

The only ones that can see me no sense me is demons, unless I want to be seen. The only time I show myself is when someone is lost in these parts of the woods and stumble upon this clearing. And the only peolple I show my self to is children. I always help them find there way and then I leave them, I find it so funny when they say to there mothers or fathers " but mommy or daddy I really did see a pretty lady. she was dressed up in funny clothes and see helped me out of the forest!" and there mothers or fathers say, "Thats nice dear."

But I never tell them my name. Well I do but only if they ask for it, But I never tell them I'm a ghost. That they'll have to find out on there own.

Because of that I'm known to countless children as: "The pretty lady." or to those who know my name " The ghostly lady named Kikyou."

'Well that was fun.' thought kikyou. "Now what am I going to do. Talking to my self was fun but now I have nothing to do."

" Huh I sense something... Wait it can't be him how could he still be alive?"

Kikyou looked up at the fadeing light of the sky prononceing night searching for the answer to her question.

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The setting sun gave the world a golden glow. Makeing it look like everything and every one was gold. As the sun dissapered the moon came up to join the first stars.

Things were starting to slow down. There weren't as many missions as before.

"I wish there was some thing to do."

"Really Kurama.", said a woman's voice.

"Huh? Oh it's just you Botan."

Botan sat down by him on the hill. The hill let them see a forest which was the exact reson why she was there. " I've never heard you say "huh" before you must be really bored."

"Yes I guess your right."

"Well chin up I have something you can do." replyed Botan.

"And what would that be?"

"You can come with me to talk to a ghost."

"A ghost? Why?" asked Kurama

'Because that ghost may just be the one that can help us defeat someone Or something. A really strong half-demon is around and I'm not sure but he may have the Shikon no Tama." explained Botan. She stood up and headed down the hill Kurama stood up too and walked down also.

'The Shikon no Tama I thought that had disappeared thousands of years ago.',thought Kurama,'If that half-demon has it who knws what he will wish for. And who is he any way?'

Botan lead Kurama into a clearing in the forest. The clearings floor had nothing but Kikyou flowers growing on it and a large tree with on of the roots sticking up out of the ground.

"Kikyou we've come to talk come out! As you must surely know by now Naraku is back from the dead some how and has the Shikon jewel!!"

No answer the ghost called Kikyou gave them no answer and just as they were about to turn away a tranparent figure of a woman in red and white appeared. Her black hair swayed in the wind and her life less brown eyes looked at them like she wasn't looking at them but through them.

'I know her from somewhere. Kikyou...' thought Kurama as he looked at Kikyou

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(Now where going to have a flash back from Kurama's past when he was a little kid.)

"Great I'm lost." said a six year old Kurama. "Why did I wonder off anyway why couldn't I just stay with mother." he said out loud to himself.

'Alright I'm lost what did they teach you in school about this sort of thing? Oh I know if your lost call for help. But I already did that! Okay don't panic, lets see what else... Oh I know stay where you are.!'

"Well I see a clearing up ahead might as well stay there. At least if I'm in the clearing theres a better chance the search party's will find me."

Kurama sat down in the flowers and looked up at the clear blue sky. Suddenly a pale hand was in frount of his face. Startled he backed away by still sitting and also uprooted several of the Kikyou flowers.

Kikyou laughed at the little boy. She walked over bent down and looked in the kids green eyes and asked if he was all right he nodded and blushed. She lauged agian.

"Whats your name?" asked Kurama.

"Whats yours?' replyed Kikyou.

"Kurama."

"Well my name is Kikyou Kurama."

'She sure is pretty just like the flower.' thought Kurama. "Are you from one of the search party's?" he asked with hopeful eyes. He had been lost for what seemed like days."

Kikyou looked sadly at him and shook her head no. "I'm not I'm sorry."

Kurama hung his head at the news. He felt like crying he might be stuck in the woods forever. A tear slid down his face and then he felt the cold hand of someone puting a hand on his face. He looked up into her brown eyes and noticed how close they were. Her face was just inches away from his. He blushed but didn't move away.

"Lets go find your father and mother. Okay?" said Kikyou

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Well thats it for now next chapter Kikyou helps Kurama find his parents.

I hope you like the story and if you have the song my will the English or the Japanese version listen to it when Kikyou sings.

Oh and please review it will help the next chapter come faster. I want at least 5 okay.

And yes my computer is now working agian so I will try to update Gift of Humantiy and post other storys as well. Now review!